Confessions

[jbpkickz]

Ever had something you had to get off your chest, or jus wanted to say something, go right ahead

-i wish i would have taken high school less seriously, had more fun
-should have tried harder in college when i first stareted, 3 years at CC FTL
-was a huge simp for a average brhoad when i was young and naive
-smashed my boys cousin he dont care tho

 

[tr1ll]

Oh I hope this becomes THE confession thread...

 

[jayhood23]

I'm dating this girl and I love her to death but I still see my ex and talk to her everyday. I left my ex for the girl I'm with now and it was an ugly situation.

I cheated with this girl and the ex showed up at my spot, police were called and the ex went to jail blah blah blah. This happened a little over a year ago and now that I'm with this girl I just don't feel her like I used to. There are things that she does that I overlooked and now they are a major turn off. I don't really even want to have sex with her

 

[retrospect90]

I virtually cheated throughout my Middle/High School career. Now that I look back I wish I would have worked hard instead of being lazy and coming home and throwing my bookbag in the corner and watching TV. May not be a big deal to most people but it hurts my conscience thinking about it. I'm just thankful I never got caught.

Also, sometimes I text and drive. After seeing these commercials about people losing loved ones because of it, I'm REALLY going to stop.

Aww this was my 2000th post and I wasted it on this :x

 

[jesusshuttlesworth34]

-two years ago I quit a Government position at DLA by answering a question and responding with a truthful Allen Iverson-worthy rant in front of a class of people.....

Now two years later, I work for a smaller contractor on a project for DLA at the exact same location in Richmond and interacting with the exact same team of people I once worked with. I get to hand deliver a proposal their next week....talk about small world.

At the time I was younger and thought I was being cunning, brash and funny....in hindsight I should have just kept those words to myself and kept it moving.


A few years ago I was seeing this girl who recently broke up with her boyfriend and lived right down the block from her in the city....she was smart, won an emmy for mass comm, but was wild immature and would ride by with me and try and show off she was seeing a new man (me). He kept hounding her about my car being at her place during week nights and through some 6 degrees of separation my friend who was a bartender knew this guy and had issues with him. I went to his house (on behalf of my dude) and told his people there I was looking for him and where to find me. The next night I am at the girls spot getting it in with her at 4 am when her phone starts going off and there is a pounding on the window. We were getting ready to roll to the beach after we got it in...before the interuption. I pay it no mind and continue before he sees his ex girl getting backshots. She said she would handle it.....I leave to the kitchen and next thing I know dude is in the crib shouting for me to come out. I was standing there the whole time and step up.....he is wild drunk and throwing things. I tell the girl to get her friend and she says she will take care of it. I state that if he comes in my circle he is getting dropped. He proceeds to throw picture frames and even a wicker couch at me which I avoid. He starts walking closer and I drop him.....the girl states she will never speak to me again if I hurt him, but at that point, I didn't care about her or the situation.....simply myself. Walked out of there laughing and went to share drinks with my man as the girl was blowing up my phone wishing death upon me.

Once again I thought it was funny at the time, but could have avoided alllllllllll that. Not necessary.

 

[balloonoboy]

I'm no longer attracted to fat women/BBWs.

It's weird because for the last 10,12 years that's all I've been attracted to. Now I think they're disgusting and dry heave at their sight. A friend that I've been courting falls in this same boat. I fell for her mad quick and she wasn't having it. Now I just . We still cool though. And I do want to have a friendship with her.

Had a dream the other morning that shook my world upside down and I don't even know who I am anymore. Woke up in tears and junk. I feel like I've settled for way too much and haven't really been true to me. I see life differently and honestly I don't know how to go from here.

That felt good.

 

[firmeporvida]

-i wish i would have taken high school less seriously, had more fun
-should have tried harder in college when i first stareted, 3 years at CC FTL

Maybe if you took high school more seriously, you wouldn't have spent 3 years in CC to begin with.

 

[rusty shackelford]

-I hate most women
-I care little for the people around me
-When I was 7 I felt a girl up in her sleep :x :x :x, she was 11

 

[lana285]

- Recently started school wish I would have finished when I was younger instead of doing nothing with myself.

- I got so comfortable being at my current job that Im so scared to try something different even though I need to get out of here asap!

- I have to stop living in the past. I focus so much on the past I dont give myself the chance to appreciate what I have now.

- I fear Ill end up alone.

- I have to get over my fears or else Ill never be happy.

 

[firered18]

I was thisclose to smashing my best friends' frat brother's sister. No big deal except the fact that his frat brother let me stay at their home while I was visiting Chicago. Thank God I didnt have a condom bc my conscience would have been way worse. The worst part about it is my best friend confronted me about it last week and I denied it y'all. Think Im gonna take this one to the grave.

I go back to school in like a week and i am having girl problems already Theres one chick who likes me but will only let me smash if I wife, so I think Im gonna wife her about a month into school and still smash jumps The girl does nothing for me personality wise, but she's like a maid and will do almost anything I tell her. THEN there is another girl who is cool as F but not the best looking, but I LOVE her personality man. I just dont wanna wife her bc I wouldnt be able to break up with her as dumb as it sounds Im too young for real commitment.

I really have found out that I am a loner at heart. for some reason people like being around me, but I operate best alone. Im a natural born slimeball NT. it seems all of the good things that I do backfire, but when I sleez it up with my "get it how you livin'" mantra, everything I want happens

I am finishing up an internship and I see myself and my mind changing as a man. I like different things now, but everything just feels so weird. I think that I am at the biggest crossroads in my life in a while. I don't know what to do except just live life. Thank God Im straight in school and heaaded on the right path because it is all I have right now.

Lastly, I regret losing my virginity I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YAMBS. Ppl say focus on money not women. well yeah, duh, my my D is craving for that attention because he's felt the yambs before. I have to be careful or women will be my downfall.

Im not sure what to do with myself man, b

 

[airthompson]

- I yielded at the stop sign last night

- I took a drunk girl home last night. the business

- Ive been hanging with this girl for awhile. And been lying to my longtime girlfriend. Everytime I was in LA I was with my new lady friend, every time she called I told her baby I'm working. I was out doing my dirt wasnt thinking out her getting hurt. I was hand & hand at the Beverly Center nt giving 2 dambs who saw me. So gone, so wrong. Acting like I didnt have her sitting at, thinking bout me being the good girl that she was, she prolly believed she had a good man. A man that would never do the things I told her Ive done. I told her brace herself it aint good, but it would be the worst if she heard this from somebody else...

 

[tripda6]

-porn has completely skewed my attraction to women...

-1 of my best friends isn't doing **** with his life and needs to be cut off... but I never will

-A majority of my decisions have been mistakes...

 

[504 d1 prospect]

Ever had something you had to get off your chest, or jus wanted to say something, go right ahead
-i wish i would have taken high school more seriously
-was a huge simp for a average brhoad when i was young and naive

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- I'm not happy but don't say I'm depressed. It just sounds feminine
-I despise talking about high school and have cut friends who reminisce about it frequently
-I have no idea what I want to do with my life
-My parents are getting old and have gained plenty pounds but I'm unsure how to get them to workout + what workout they should be doing
-I put up a front with some friends like we mad close but really only fool with one
-I hate what twitter/facebook has done to dating
-Chicks with natural hair get preferential treatment from me
-I refuse to text/communicate with females if we're only friends, I only text if I'm tryna smash or i actually like them
-I hate when asked do i ball in college. I didn't even attend the tryouts out of fear of not making the team
-I wish I could change my NT screen name, basketball just isn't me anymore
-I get mad depressed seeing someone who is also 19 or younger doing something otherworldly with their life while i merely work, chase females, and attend class esp now during the olympics
-This has always been my fave thread on NT
-I have wished death upon people who use the term hypebeast, d rider, hipster or who exhibits pretentious behavior over trivial things like clothes and music tastes

 

[baltimoregutta]

- I wish I would've tried to enroll in college rather than just work for 2 years...I feel like I haven't accomplished anything in the past 2 years.
- I'm antisocial, I really don't like people. However, if I **** with you, then I **** with you.
- I don't know what I want in life...that's the hardest part because I feel like I'm just lost.

 

[snaggykicks]

I am 22 and as of now life is just a daily schedule the army is cool but also the most ******ed thing i have ever been apart of

without music i honestly think i would go crazy

Most of my friends only call me when they need money but most of the time the money i have is for my bills and etc but i still help to not feel like a bad person

 

[jbpkickz]

-i wish i would have taken high school less seriously, had more fun
-should have tried harder in college when i first stareted, 3 years at CC FTL

Maybe if you took high school more seriously, you wouldn't have spent 3 years in CC to begin with.

it is what it is pleighboi,

 

[jbpkickz]

-sometimes i fell like im all alone in the world
-women have made me bitter somewhat
-i was fat and unattractive growing up, now that im tall and someehat handsome i still soemtimes have low selfesteem
-i have a idgaf attitude about everything and i think it will keep me from being great

 

[jbpkickz]

- I wish I would've tried to enroll in college rather than just work for 2 years...I feel like I haven't accomplished anything in the past 2 years.
- I'm antisocial, I really don't like people. However, if I **** with you, then I **** with you.
- I don't know what I want in life...that's the hardest part because I feel like I'm just lost.

i feel all of this

 

[retrospect90]

-sometimes i fell like im all alone in the world
-women have made me bitter somewhat
-i was fat and unattractive growing up, now that im tall and someehat handsome i still soemtimes have low selfesteem
-i have a idgaf attitude about everything and i think it will keep me from being great

Just curious, how does one develop such an attitude where they don't care about ANYTHING?

Give yourself the benefit of the doubt, you obviously have some drive. You signed up for school and you are STILL enrolled in school. It's never too late to turn your life around bro.

 

[hotttshot34]

- I wish I would've tried to enroll in college rather than just work for 2 years...I feel like I haven't accomplished anything in the past 2 years.
- I'm antisocial, I really don't like people. However, if I **** with you, then I **** with you.
- I don't know what I want in life...that's the hardest part because I feel like I'm just lost.

Word.

 

[dbyrd501]

i switched my major 3 times in college and ended up settling with a major i didnt necessarily want that has few direct career possibilities (communication studies) mainly because I was wasting time and money taking classes and switching up. I feel it was almost a waste of time as my degree hasn't helped me lock down any positions i could see myself working in long term.

 

[jbpkickz]

-sometimes i fell like im all alone in the world
-women have made me bitter somewhat
-i was fat and unattractive growing up, now that im tall and someehat handsome i still soemtimes have low selfesteem
-i have a idgaf attitude about everything and i think it will keep me from being great

Just curious, how does one develop such an attitude where they don't care about ANYTHING?

Give yourself the benefit of the doubt, you obviously have some drive. You signed up for school and you are STILL enrolled in school. It's never too late to turn your life around bro.

yeah thas what im doin now, from like 2009- 2011 i wasnt motivated all i did was smoke and ******** with my friends, didnt take school seirously, was angry at the world, jus wanted to have sex and get drunk, ever since i turned 21 ive been trying to get my life together , tryna get a 4.0 this semester

 

[balloonoboy]

without music i honestly think i would go crazy

This x trillion

 

[baltimoregutta]

-sometimes i fell like im all alone in the world
-women have made me bitter somewhat
-i was fat and unattractive growing up, now that im tall and someehat handsome i still soemtimes have low selfesteem
-i have a idgaf attitude about everything and i think it will keep me from being great

I think we're the same person

 

[jbpkickz]

-sometimes i fell like im all alone in the world
-women have made me bitter somewhat
-i was fat and unattractive growing up, now that im tall and someehat handsome i still soemtimes have low selfesteem
-i have a idgaf attitude about everything and i think it will keep me from being great

I think we're the same person

i said da same thing bro, baltimore living :\