nt confession thread vol. let it out before 2010

Originally Posted by Late80s

-ive gained 10 pounds since the summer


Getting thick?


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Originally Posted by miceyj77


Sometimes, I think I'm bi-polar.
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I can go from real happy, and then i'll turn into this deep dark depression mode.

I dislike people that smoke. All I can do is pray tho. Everyday I pray that he stops.
*Looks at sig*


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im just messin wit u


oh i confess that the other confession thread was better... had wincest
 
-im the biggest d!ck when it comes to my gf
-we ben 2gether for bout a year and i break up w/ her jst to mess w/ her feelings
-she pays for my food/movies 80% of the time
-days before christmas i was about to break up with her freal but then reliazed she has gotten me a nice watch
-im broke as fk. i ask my gf to borrow me $ nd she lends me about $20 a week
- i lost my V while smashing this girl on her period
-i once tried killing my cat by getting a string putting around his neck nd hanging em up on a tree (when i was 12) phucker didnt die.
- i witnessed my friend cutting his pubes and putting in my others friends mouth while he was sleeping and on top of that i woke em up farting on his face
-my gf's necklace i gave her for christmas i took it from sears(shes thinks its the nicest gift some1 ever gave her)
-im always on general the 'shoegame' for me died.
-in 8th grade got caught selling porn to my friend. used to husle $5 a dvd to buy cg xi's. my teacher caught me while in class. she ask me wat kind ofmovie it was i said '8 mile' she wanted to see for herself she played the dvd on the big screen around the whole class. after that everyone knew i goysuspended for 4 days. positive thing was everyone knew so my sales went up 100%.
-when i was younger i used to use my mom's razor from her beuty salon to trim my pubes. my dads razor to finish it up.
-once at my homeboys house he introduced me to 'mika tan'. after that i couldnt keep it in. while he left to shoewr i logged in into his comp to fap. (hes a nt member also, i nver told em that)
 
Originally Posted by aznjmacan

My Baby momma talks bad about my parents

I have thought about murkin her while she sleeps on several occasions because of it

I even packed a bag with my passport the other night
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ill.
 
i feel like my life is almost complete but i'm missing something. i don't need a woman to validate me but i feel like i rely on a female'scompanionship. i can easily smash but it's hard for me to find a girl whose personality i actually enjoy and want to be around on a consistent basis. sincemy ex, it's really been a complete mess for me as far as serious relationships go. every girl i find myself falling for ends up falling apart shortlythereafter but i can't blame anybody but myself.
 
I hit it. TWICE. She's old enough, but barely.. and sometimes I feel bad about all the good brain... but then I don't...
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MOAR

- just realized I didn't think about my ex on Christmas
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...
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... wish it didn't have to be that way but it is.. +$$% her..

-Haven't enjoyed or even finished a casual sexual encounter since like 2006. I like that "at home"nookie.. which sucks. Cuz once I get to the box, I just go through the motions at that point. If I don't like a chick like that, I'm wasting both ofour times. Cuz we'll be there all day waiting on me to focus..
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... which can be a good thing since longevity ain't an issue, but more often than notshe'll get hers and I'll just be like "I'm cool.. it's aight.. we can stop now
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".

-Poised to have a very successful 2010
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-Passed up a bulls game today to wallow in my kush koma..
-I need a girl, but I'm horrible BF material right now. Im hard on these $+@* man.. It's ugly right now.
 
Originally Posted by yancancook90

i need a girl
i need money
i need more people i can trust
i feel like i need more motivation in life.

for some reason, im lazy to go out and fulfill those needs.
This.
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On the first 11 months of this year, I used to fap on average, 2.37 times a day. This month to start my new year's resolution early, only about twice aweek
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so hopefully that'll keep it up.
I've fapped almost everyday for the past 5 years, and in the past 5 years, I'VE NEVER GOTTEN SICK, so it's definitely a cure for sickness
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. Twice I haven't felt good for just 1 morning or 1 night, but never lasted longer than a few hours. If I feel like I'm getting sick with lessfapping, then I'm going to go back to my old fapping ways like a good K/D ratio on call of duty.
 
Originally Posted by LarryIndiana219

I hit it. TWICE. She's old enough, but barely.. and sometimes I feel bad about all the good brain... but then I don't...
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- When I was 19, I had a 17-year-old j.o. Illegal, but I didn't feel that bad, cuz she was well on her way to becoming a skeeo before I mether.
 
Originally Posted by Da XpLiCiT OnE

On the first 11 months of this year, I used to fap on average, 2.37 times a day. This month to start my new year's resolution early, only about twice a week
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so hopefully that'll keep it up.
I've fapped almost everyday for the past 5 years, and in the past 5 years, I'VE NEVER GOTTEN SICK, so it's definitely a cure for sickness
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. Twice I haven't felt good for just 1 morning or 1 night, but never lasted longer than a few hours. If I feel like I'm getting sick with less fapping, then I'm going to go back to my old fapping ways like a good K/D ratio on call of duty.
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Originally Posted by an dee 51o

Originally Posted by LarryIndiana219

I hit it. TWICE. She's old enough, but barely.. and sometimes I feel bad about all the good brain... but then I don't...
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- When I was 19, I had a 17-year-old j.o. Illegal, but I didn't feel that bad, cuz she was well on her way to becoming a skeeo before I met her.
Shorty ain't even a skeezer tho.. she just do what I tell her... I like that. She follows instructions well... but I'll be damned if I don't be feeling some kinda way about knowing I got her mind and body under my control.
 
- im borderline full of myself..
- my lil bro comes first over any girl.. so i stay effin up relationships..
- i wanna get a girlfriend but cant slow down..
- found a pretty dope chick but im kinda blowing that one.. but she already doesnt trust me so its probably gonna stick wit the relationship
- i just accepted another job.. but havent told my current company
- ive been on nt for almost 10 years. and i dont even buy kicks anymore
 
- Checking out people in church
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- Pulling out butt hairs just to see how long they are (in shower)
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- Recently got internal hemmorroids*
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- Help(cheat) people get As on AP Exams.
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- Watch depress films to mess with my mood.
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- Smoking Black n Milds too often.
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- Issues with seeing people as phonies word to Holden.
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i get sick of a lot people very quickly when i am around them a lot. to the point where i really can't stand them. i feel like most people are boring,stuck in their ways, close-minded.....@#@+ man, lighten up and live a little.
 
Originally Posted by JOE CAMEL SMOOTH

i get sick of a lot people very quickly when i am around them a lot. to the point where i really can't stand them. i feel like most people are boring, stuck in their ways, close-minded.....#$%! man, lighten up and live a little.


Homie, you just need to find some new people. Not everybody closed mind, not living life.
 
Originally Posted by AG 47

Originally Posted by JOE CAMEL SMOOTH

i get sick of a lot people very quickly when i am around them a lot. to the point where i really can't stand them. i feel like most people are boring, stuck in their ways, close-minded.....#$%! man, lighten up and live a little.


Homie, you just need to find some new people. Not everybody closed mind, not living life.

nah my friends aren't like this, but i a lot of the people i meet every day are.

i guess i expect a lot from people though. close-minded might be a harsh way of putting it.....i didn't mean racist, ignorant, etc., i meant it more like...... stuck in their habits/routines/ways of life.
 
1. i have alot of anxiety, which has led me to a few panic attacks and deep depression.
2. i often feel isolated and alone even in groups of people or with friends
3. its hard for me to trust people.
4. i need a girlfriend
5. im very indecisive about what i want
6. i hate my job
7. im always tired and things thats i enjoy don't seem as fun at times
 
Originally Posted by PaulBaeKR


- Checking out people in church
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- Pulling out butt hairs just to see how long they are (in shower)
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- Recently got internal hemmorroids*
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- Help(cheat) people get As on AP Exams.
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- Watch depress films to mess with my mood.
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- Smoking Black n Milds too often.
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- Issues with seeing people as phonies word to Holden.
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You can't get an A on an AP Exam. It's graded 1-5. Try again.
 
I used to be very sexual active with many different girls until I moved to Kansas and met my girl, my first serious girlfriend.

I am now a strong Christian believer, don't do anything sexual (besides makeout w/ my girl rarely), I never "fap" anymore, and I'm VERY MUCHin love, all thanks to her.

I used to think everything in the Bible was a load of crap, but I have come to realize that EVERYONE is a part of God's plan. He brought me to her (or herto me) in order to make me a MUCH better person. She was also in need of someone (she had drinking problems and had (and still has) serious depression,insecurity, and anorexia problems) we both believe we were apart of each other's plan because neither of us know where we would be without one another. Ipray for her everyday and I'm always doing my best to make her happy, smile, laugh, and feel beautiful.

I put this in the confession thread because I've never really "admitted" it...although I'm proud of it...I've been scared of gettinglaughed at.
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Originally Posted by Kakashi

Originally Posted by JOE CAMEL SMOOTH

Originally Posted by Kakashi

Originally Posted by Kakashi

i feel i should have more...i wish i woke up everyday living the life of vince from entourage.
i'm disappointed i didn't make my goal i set for 2009 and own a mazeratti instead of this 2010
accord coupe.

i have a gym membership i pay for monthly and have only been there 7 times since october.

i keep my friends away because i feel i should have more than what i have and i secretly
feel like i let them down as the "leader of the pack"..i wish i could solve all their money
issues.

i feel like i should stop patching things up with my girlfriend because i would leave her with no hesitation
for the girl of my dreams...or cheat on her when ever a hot piece of %%% is thrown my way.

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i don't get it, what's so funny?

he quoted himself to get it on the most recent page
 
1. I wish I would have ended things sooner with my ex rather than the later part of the year.
2. I should have put forth more effort towards school.
3. I should not have been nice to certain people.
4. I should have been selfish.
 
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