Mainly people in general: my ex, feeling like I can't connect with my close friends on a deeper level, not even being able to talk to family about stuff, falling out with some people, not sure where I stand with some, constantly being let down, lied to, etc. I've been trying to meet new people and make new friends, but by now it feels like everyone has their established circles and I don't want to come across as annoying.
It feels like somewhere along the way I lost my drive; probably a combo of discouraging setback after setback and laziness. I'm currently trying to bounce back though.
I've got to stop dwelling in the past. Spent so much time thinking about it and trying to make things that didn't initially work work, that I forgot to live in the present and work towards the future. Because of that I feel like I never make the most of anything which is troubling when I'm on the verge of entering the "real world." I didn't experience nearly as much as I could have and now it's too late for most of it. The future has always been cloudy and unclear to me and I wish I had that figured out the way some of my peers do.