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- Aug 1, 2012
I been going through it. My life has no balance. I thought I have friends but I have nobody that cares besides my family. I attempted to make plans with "friends" for the weekend since my family went out of town, all the guys were like I'm down (two weeks ago) 1, went mia, 2 went to work, 1 went out with his girl, 3 said they were with family, 1 got his car broken into (understand why he couldn't make it). But its like every time I am asked to go out with them I am always down and always come through.
For this 4th, I bought food to bbq drink and all. Nobody came. only two actually texted me back the one that got his car broken into, and one that had family over (who is supposed to be my best friend, just got engaged). Its like he doesn't even care, about my feelings. He asked who was over, He offered me a bottle of Henny he bought, and he doesn't even drink. I told him no I'm just going to go smash this girl, since nobody came through for me.
Lately I've been feeling so lonely, and depressed. I just want to cry some times. How do I deal with it? By meeting a girl from Tinder/POF/Okc some times Instagram and smashing. Since my friends are never there or don't make any effort to hang out, that's all I have and end up doing. I just want some real friends but I'm 26 its hard to meet real friends. All the people in my office are married, and older.
For this 4th, I bought food to bbq drink and all. Nobody came. only two actually texted me back the one that got his car broken into, and one that had family over (who is supposed to be my best friend, just got engaged). Its like he doesn't even care, about my feelings. He asked who was over, He offered me a bottle of Henny he bought, and he doesn't even drink. I told him no I'm just going to go smash this girl, since nobody came through for me.
Lately I've been feeling so lonely, and depressed. I just want to cry some times. How do I deal with it? By meeting a girl from Tinder/POF/Okc some times Instagram and smashing. Since my friends are never there or don't make any effort to hang out, that's all I have and end up doing. I just want some real friends but I'm 26 its hard to meet real friends. All the people in my office are married, and older.