OK guys sorry for holding out on pics so long, and thank again for the support. I actually talked to her in person yesterday because she was having trouble with her roomate, and i actually had thie weird feeling that i didnt know her. I didn't feel like hugging her or anything. It was like meeting a person for the first time. I deleted everything I have of her, gave her back all the Vday crap, all the pics I had of her, but kept a s** tape
. She says she is moving to Utah with her mom soon and honestly I think that will help me more to get over the situation and focus more on school and me in general.
BTW i met this girl in high school and knew her for a while, always had somehwat of a crush on her, but it wasn't that big of a deal. She was actually my prom date, smh. But like anyone we catch feelings when you start hanging out a lot with that person. And like I said i did everything right in the relationship so she wouldn't cheat on me. I once told her in drama class that if she ever did cheat on me I would break up with her in a second, no matter how serious we were because to me that is the lowest point a relationship can ever reach (I know people have other opinions). I just don't like the fact of your gfs lips on some other dude, I actually have been sick thinking about the girl, whenever I do my stomach kinda turns and I feel nauseous. But this is all a part of growing up.
I told my dad i dont talk to this girl anymore and he said its alright and to man up, which is true.
And yesterday was the first day of school, and I got a number from a new girl
, and I'm starting to talk to some other girl, but she wants to get all serious. Not about that life anymore, and she aint that cute ! lol
Well anyways thanks again for the support fam and sorry for holding out on pics. Good thing I never took her to Disneyland like she wanted, LMAO.
And here is the dog she gave me,
. I actually had to let my uncle take care of him because he was barking too much in the backyard. About 2 months later he ran away and I never found em.
. I never told her though, probably never will. And I was prob as attached with him as much as her, got him when he was a little pup.
And life moves on, on second at a time.
Thanks for the support guys and sorry again for holdin gout on pics and not flaming.
NT <3