- i miss him. but i need to stay strong because i'm done being a martyr for him.
i'm better than that.
- i want my v-card back. but i already gave that to him hella years ago. that's why it's a bit harder for me to move on
- at this point, i can't imagine myself with anybody else. he was the first person i befriended in high school, and i've been with him/involved with him on & off from my junior year of high school until my third year of college. but i know that i deserve better.
- knowing that he lied to me about his current girl, and knowing that they already boned breaks my heart. but knowing that he flirted with so many girls, even when we were stil together... i'm not surprised at all nonetheless. this is what he wanted, so i can't do anything but let him be selfish.
- knowing that i look cuter than his new girl, especially since i seldom wear makeup, makes me feel a little better about this. i'd rather be just "cute" while being natural and low-maintenance than be a super high-maintenance cakeface like her :x
- i've been breaking out with acne like crazy since i've been stressed as **** about everything, especially with my very demanding major in school, and it kinda brings down my self confidence. my face was so supple and clear in high school
- i'm so whipped. it's ridiculous.
- my major is incredibly hard (i'm a bioengineering major), but i know it will be worth it in the end when i graduate next year.
- my coping mechanisms aren't very healthy. in my group of friends, i'm known as the drunken alcoholic. :x as a matter fact, i want a drink right now and i want to party my *** off .
thank goodness for this thread. really.