Confessions

[bang bang]

im a huge liar i lied about where i was born lied about making the basketball team lied about losing my virginity all to look cooler but it hurted me in the long run lol

 

[Thierry Henry]

just spent the last three days with my ex i clearly still love her but when i look at her im full of anger, and I dont trust her at all for the things she done, worse than that after she hurt me I hurt her far worse so she says she numb to me, and when around me feels nothing. Seems like neither side is ready to let go what each has done, im hurt but what I did to her has killed her emotion towards me. It was too soon to try and make it work only 2 weeks after our bad deeds, but my fear is my actions may have killed her emotion to me for good not just temporarily. Guess time and space will tell me all smh, i went to far, gotta think before you do stuff

I know that feel bro :\

I have hit and quit many girls, and left them hating me because i told them i liked them...Now that im older, i look back and wish i would have been nicer to a select few....that is all

Man I did this all throughout high school and I kinda regret it. If I had not done this, I would still have a few on the starting lineup giving me the yambs.

 

[216301baller]

More confessions: I was a liar too for a certain extent of time..I hated myself still do..but at the same time I'm realizing majority of my regrets come from me...I wanna move abroad...I have a family member who was diagnosed into the 4th stage of cancer and another one who is being trialed with attempted murder..I think about that **** 25/8...and.I dont know how to feel...I refuse to be sad though

Freshman year of college was the best year by far..
Ive learned so much in college about people..now I just try to keep it real 24/7..live my life with integrity
My regrets are real

I seriously can't figure out how to be friends with women anymore all I want is yambs then leave me alone..I wish I still talked to some of the girls I used too..they were good by me.

People really don't like me even my own fam...I don't know why though
After falling out with my childhood friends I've turned myself off to people
I take myself too serious

I hate when people make a sly comment or brag then touch their nose

I hate sneak dissers

Softspoken with a wildside
My rant was extremely soft.....ewww

 

[lil black jean jacket]

at this point, I don't care about my other "friends"(stupid folks around my block that strive for attention) them dudes can burn in hell, same with most of my family members... I never get the respect I deserve from those people & neither will they get it from me.

 

[216301baller]

I don't understand why people come to college to thug it out

 

[champcruthik]

I used to enjoy seducing and bedding women that were knowingly in relationships (mostly in college). I took it as a personal challenge and it gratified my huge ego at the time. Terrible, I know. Karma haunts everyone regardless of your action.

 

[ellimacecyoj]

I work at a movie theater and work in box office mostly. I don't wear my shoes while working.

 

[Mark Antony]

I can't tell if i'm just somehow extra sensitive right now, or if all these people around me are really as fake as I think they are. My guess is the latter.

**** it, let's do more
-my best friend, my dude is the only one i trust
-no one helps or holds me down on anything, not even my fam. If any help is provided, my sisters take priority, when i'm probably in deeper **** than they are. No biggie though, life of a man.
-when i was weak and sick, none of my "friends" really checked up on me till they heard via 3rd party. matter of fact, they were sneak dissing.
-Chick i'm talking to planned to head out of town for the weekend. I didn't know till someone else casually mentioned it in convo. She's being really quiet and coy about it when i confronted her, so my mind only goes one place. I'm deading it, but i'd hate to be wrong just off paranoid delusions. but im just in that kinda mood right now
-I just feel when you're at your weakest, and you have nothing to offer, you see how people really are
-I hate my job
-I wanna move
-I feel trapped

 

[iluvjordanxi]

I am a jealous person.
The girl I like is probably in a relationship by now or about to be...
My bff which is also a girl I sort of have feelings for is constantly getting hit on.

Is it me? or would you guys get jealous too? How do I stop getting jealous or is this just natural?

 

[703 hwy]

I think I wanna leave my girl. We've been together 3yrs so far. The crazy part is there's no real reason other than I feel like I just wanna be alone right now and not entertain a relationship. I wanna grow as a person and reach certain goals. I want ME time and go where I wanna go without letting anyone know. Not on no creep status but just turning off my phone for the day. I just feel like we've ran our course but I don't know how to get out.

Everyone is such a "social celebrity" nowadays, i.e. Twitter, Instagram, FB where does it all stop??

Everyone is getting money but notice no one ever responds to that guy who says where do you work?

Think i've said this before but being a father I abosuletly HATE deadbeats.

Paid in Full is the GOAT amongst movies

This line is so true! "Everybody wanna be the man just cause"

At 25 i'm pretty successful in life and still have more potential everyone feels I don't stunt enough *Jackie Chan WHAT face*.

I usually just let people be right when I know they're wrong since I know they won't back down from their stance.

I can't wait till the DMV gets a Vegas Style casino I plan to make my name known amongst the poker community.

Being in the DMV and reading/watching the amount of crime that goes down we need to institute and eye for an eye.

Everyone should graduate HS with at least a 3.0 cause it's really not that hard.

 

[703 hwy]

sorry naw she's not the mother of my child.

 

[jesusshuttlesworth34]

I think I wanna leave my girl. We've been together 3yrs so far. The crazy part is there's no real reason other than I feel like I just wanna be alone right now and not entertain a relationship. I wanna grow as a person and reach certain goals. I want ME time and go where I wanna go without letting anyone know. Not on no creep status but just turning off my phone for the day. I just feel like we've ran our course but I don't know how to get out.
Everyone is such a "social celebrity" nowadays, i.e. Twitter, Instagram, FB where does it all stop??
Everyone is getting money but notice no one ever responds to that guy who says where do you work?
Think i've said this before but being a father I abosuletly HATE deadbeats.
Paid in Full is the GOAT amongst movies
This line is so true! "Everybody wanna be the man just cause"
At 25 i'm pretty successful in life and still have more potential everyone feels I don't stunt enough *Jackie Chan WHAT face*.
I usually just let people be right when I know they're wrong since I know they won't back down from their stance.
I can't wait till the DMV gets a Vegas Style casino I plan to make my name known amongst the poker community.
Being in the DMV and reading/watching the amount of crime that goes down we need to institute and eye for an eye.
Everyone should graduate HS with at least a 3.0 cause it's really not that hard.

I hate to break it to you, but that ME time ship sailed when you had a child. You can still do your thing though.


Sometimes you don't need a specific reason or a straw to break the camel's back.....things just end on a good note. As you get older you don't have to hate someone to end a relationship with them.

 

[703 hwy]

Thanks yall *e-dap*

If it does end I do want a peaceful resolution but gotta set boundaries so "she doesn't still think we're in a relationship" type thing occurs. Giving up ownership of the yambs is hard but i'm grown and will find another someday and so will she.

 

[jesusshuttlesworth34]

Thanks yall *e-dap*
If it does end I do want a peaceful resolution but gotta set boundaries so "she doesn't still think we're in a relationship" type thing occurs. Giving up ownership of the yambs is hard but i'm grown and will find another someday and so will she.

Ha, this man said giving up ownership like he is handing over the keys of his automobile to another driver......"Enjoy and don't forget that she is a little quick in 3rd gear."

 

[jbpkickz]

i think i have a mental illness, i cant remember nothing, when people talk to me i always get zoned out, i been day dreaming everyday since i was in like 1st grade and still do it, used to have a bad stutter but its gotten better, i hate interacting with people i dont know, very clumsy

 

[awwsome]

Thanks yall *e-dap*
If it does end I do want a peaceful resolution but gotta set boundaries so "she doesn't still think we're in a relationship" type thing occurs. Giving up ownership of the yambs is hard but i'm grown and will find another someday and so will she.

You never own ***** g, that's where your wrong to begin with.
To be perfectly honest you could be sharing her right now and not even know.
I feel you on the me time though, I broke up with my girl of 2 years for the same thing.
Your potential is limitless sometimes relationships can be a strain on what it is your moving towards.
Like you said, your young, already have accomplished things and are on the come up still, ***** will always come.

 

[ag 47]

p4l

 

[ballislife32688]

i think i have a mental illness, i cant remember nothing, when people talk to me i always get zoned out, i been day dreaming everyday since i was in like 1st grade and still do it, used to have a bad stutter but its gotten better, i hate interacting with people i dont know, very clumsy

G thats not a mental illness you smoke too much

 

[benssick]

-i'm not happy at all with the girl i'm currently with
-wish i was in college this semester
-dont have any REAL friends that im down with
-i dont trust anyone but myself and my mother
- right now i feel like i'm just a waste of a human being
-iv been smoking weed everyday for the past 3 months and i tell myself i don't need it but i don't wanna stop...
-NO ONE understands how it feel to be in a corrupted relationship
-i regret everyday not doing good in hs
-i hate that im not in love anymore.
-all my music is trash
-im insecure cause i'm fat and used to be skinny...
-i hate music but i still listen to it

glad i got that off my chest

 

[RIP sleazyy]

i think i have a mental illness, i cant remember nothing, when people talk to me i always get zoned out, i been day dreaming everyday since i was in like 1st grade and still do it, used to have a bad stutter but its gotten better, i hate interacting with people i dont know, very clumsy

G thats not a mental illness you smoke too much

everything you said is me though. from the memory to the stutter. pretty sure stuttering attributed to my anxiety. glad it's mostly gone now.

I'd say all the other stuff is cuz I smoke entirely too much, even after cutting back, but it was there before I was a heavy smoker.

dat ADD is real outchea.

 

[benssick]

I am a jealous person.
The girl I like is probably in a relationship by now or about to be...
My bff which is also a girl I sort of have feelings for is constantly getting hit on.
Is it me? or would you guys get jealous too? How do I stop getting jealous or is this just natural?

you need to have trust...other then that jealousy just gets worse and worse...
Trust me, I learned the hard way...

 

[iblink]

Turn 24 in 22 days (oct 23) and I'm coming to realize

I have no friends. I left my old school to finish up my last year of college because I just couldn't deal with being in that environment any longer. I used to be pretty popular, but now I can count the amount of people I know on two hands.


I cut out 99% of the old girls in my life. Tired of feeling like I was going around in circles with the same people. I want to meet someone new, but I don't know if there's any point to it because I graduate in may and I plan on moving at the end of next year. Trying to get with someone now with the thought of a deadline to either "make it or break it" seems to be forcing things.

By cutting off all the females I used to mess with, I have essentially found myself without anyone to have sex with. I think this may be a good thing. I may be able to actually try celibacy.

I cry at the first few minutes of UP.

 

[lauk4kicks]

You're still young man.

As you grow older your circle of friends/crew/best friends, whatever you want to call them starts to narrow down. It's a fact of life and you'll see who you really care about and who really cares about you. Sure, you meet tons of new people throughout your life, but you'll be able to filter out who you can count on in the end and are worth starting a relationship with.

Disregard females, acquire currency... and let it come natural. If things work out, they work out, but I wouldn't say force it.


myself:
-I find myself frustrated between the temptation of the single life. I would feel incredibly stupid if I just threw out my long term relationship with my gf just simply because I want to have a bit of additional fun when I go out with my friends.
-sometimes I wish I went into business and sell my soul to the corporate world because jobs seem easier to get.

 

[me no pass]

i think i have a mental illness, i cant remember nothing, when people talk to me i always get zoned out, i been day dreaming everyday since i was in like 1st grade and still do it, used to have a bad stutter but its gotten better, i hate interacting with people i dont know, very clumsy

G thats not a mental illness you smoke too much

everything you said is me though. from the memory to the stutter. pretty sure stuttering attributed to my anxiety. glad it's mostly gone now.

I'd say all the other stuff is cuz I smoke entirely too much, even after cutting back, but it was there before I was a heavy smoker.

dat ADD is real outchea.

aspergers 

 

[ballislife32688]

im just miserable these days couldn't get the school loans so i had to leave university of miami and come back to md, my girl left me after putting up with my crap talking to another dude who seems to actually be a good guy smh, now she left i realized all she was to me, my grandmother is sick. I been back in MD for 1 week no one except my parents know im back, and i dont want to see or talk to people. Everything in one month has fell apart, oh and i messed up my hand involving my now ex and her family during a fight, I cant even pick anything up for more than a few seconds. Felt good to tell that