- Jan 9, 2010
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I needed this thread so bad.I've been at my worse for the longest healthwise gradewise life wise everything.Parents crapped on me talk about me fight me curse me out blatantly attack my character at all times.Brothers dont respect me Nobody truly really knows me .I've been at the outskirts of obscurity for so long it hurts.I've literally lived life like a shadow I followed and hung with folks but truly never felt like I could interact with them .I've been betrayed let down hurt so damn much its a shame in my life. 18 years of never getting along or truly understanding real friendship and real real real trust.I never truly felt that I felt like I was expendable to be discarded I could dissappear and folks wouldnt even remember me beyond the cheap jokes and terrible acts they made at my expense.I lived like a walking punchline I was ashamed and scared to take pictures hell to even look in my mirror I've looked in my mirror and realized I looked nothing like how the world said I was.I wasn't a *%*!!% eyed skinny frail,worn out,Nerdy oreo white talking bookworm virgin .I realized I was Jonathan Scroggins .This thread helped me see who I was and helped me realized I have potential I can truly be something .It helped me realize I am still alive and I truly truly want to be successful .I love this thread and I truly thank you all for creating this .