I'm getting really concerned about my grandpa's health
he used to be a college professor, brilliant man, now his vision is so bad that he can't even read anymore and he forgets my name a lot
he is 87 but it's hard to see someone I respect so much going downhill like that. The worst part is that you can tell he feels bad when he forgets my name... he just can't help it. It kills me inside.
Just like I was scared going into college, I am VERY scared to go out. I am a senior journalism/English major and the job prospects are slim. I also know that I am going to miss this lifestyle and everyone that I know so much... I will never be assembled with this group of people again. It's sad to think about.
It's been so long without a girlfriend that I am scared to try and start again with someone new. It's been almost three years now...
x 100. I am just so afraid of rejection that I hardly put myself out there. I pulled a few jumpoffs earlier in the school year, but it felt so grimey when it didn't mean anything to me. I'm not the kind of guy that can just lay pipe and forget about it, the girl is in my head for days afterwards. I wish I had a meaningful GF. The worst part is that I swear I bagged one of those girls just to brag to my roommates afterwards and be like "yeah I got some last night."
I think I have my anxiety under control, as this new Zoloft prescription is working out well. The only problem is that I love weed so damn much, and it messes with me mentally. I will be so excited about smoking, and then when I'm high, I get the most negative and paranoid thoughts — like about dying and stuff. I can't let my mind wander at all under herb or else I go nuts. I also need to stop eventually to get my career in order.
I really don't like getting drunk, I just do it because everyone else does. I wish I could stop at 4 beers, smoke a bowl and enjoy myself... but noooo, I need to be twisted apparently
I have lost 30 pounds since this summer, but I'm still not satisfied. I was 185 in high school, then my jr year of college I weighed the most I ever have... around 230.
It was horrible. People making comments like "wow you blew up" or just giving you looks is the worst feeling ever. I worked hard this summer and got down to 200, currently sitting at 195... but I need to get lower!! It's hard.
Originally Posted by
LLCoolMichael
Originally Posted by
lostsoulswander
hoping the world really does end in 2012, would make everything a lot easier
THIS X 1,000,000,000,000
Ok... didn't you two both say you were in high school? Calm down, you don't want to die. Your best years are ahead of you. Freshman year of college should be the most fun you've ever had yet in your life unless you're doing it really wrong...
