I'm a bit late to the party, but, nonetheless...congrats Mugen
I aim for a woman with the quality that yours possesses, && I shall not settle for less...
Now...updates from the weekend...
Aight so I wake up Saturday (after I unfollow && block her on IG) && around 11 something shawty calls...says the gifts from the other night were dropped off at her place while she was gone by this ex of hers who she's known since 5 && basically is unavoidable in the grand scheme (their fambs are essentially related to one another: complete with holiday visits, etc). Wasn't really tripping off him tho (or any of the others), && she noted how he was pissed after she told him that he got her Chipotle order wrong (allergic to tomatoes), && that she's not moving backwards for him, etc, but I still spoke my mind on the issue, && she understood my stance...rapped for about an hour or so total, but maybe 20 mins about that whole thing. Later on she texts me talmbout some "Because you mean so much to me, I deleted the post." (CAMRON GIF) && then says that she can't re-follow me on IG cause I blocked her (she got a tad salty, like wtf did you expect me to do?
). Anyhow, I unblock her, && she sends another request && I accepted it later that night (this morning), just so she can have a peek at things once my life REALLY starts taking off beginning next week
. Ain't talked since then && trust, famb, I ain't initiating a scintilla of contact from here on...nada. Haven't decided on how (if?) to cut her off yet, so ima just live my life && chill for a lil bit, && go from there...ain't sweating small stuff, like Mark Antony a few pages ago.
AS FOR TODAY...
I think I loafed, famb...
. So I'm at the mall, gettin some essentials && whatnot...I peep this shirt && pick it up for a second. Contemplating...I then hear this voice, "Are you messing up my shirts, sir?" I look back, && see that it's this cute lil joint (like 5'3" petite redbone, curly big hair...
) Caught your boy off guard, but I managed to go along with it, like so...
Me: *Laughs* oh you saw that, huh? My bad
Her: *Laughs* it's fine..you need help with anything?
Me: Oh nah, I'm good, got a couple things I need so now I'm just looking around......&& messing up your shirts
Her: *Laughs*
Me: *Still holding shirt as she's folding another* Aight, lemme see if I can do this right...
Her: Mm mmmm!! *while laughing at my ineptitude* I'll take care of it for you
Me: Lol aight
She then had to go elsewhere, but I knew I should've Eric Gagne'd that beforehand (pulled a Nick Anderson instead
)...I'll learn from it tho. Wednesday I'm headed to Dallas for a few days, && famb, right now I feel as confident as ever for some reason...working on controlling what I can, saying **** what I can't, && will be victorious in all that I do, regardless of opposition..my potential will be fulfilled.
Today marks the birth of a whole new 'Retto, boys...