the thread about nothing...

[georgescorewell]

 
thank god im healthy bro , i thank god everyday for that ****

This times a billion. 

Man my kidneys were hurting a few weeks back, and it didn't start until I had a bottle of red wine. 

That's why I had to stop drinking. I have an ulcer that keeps flaring up whenever I drink alcohol. 

I miss chillin' with a girl a drinking with her, but I can't do that anymore. 

 

[antidope]

 
So I went to cosult a neurosurgeon about my brain. He said it's almost impossible my psychotic attacks and random hallucinations are related to the brain cyst and that brain surgery wouldn't be recommended. The only think he can link to it is my frequent headaches and awful body coordination but that's not exactly worth opening my skull for, especially with the risks associated with the location of the cyst. I just need to get regular MRI scans to make sure the cyst isn't growing (it has grown in the past) because it's in very close proximity to the brainstem and could pressure it.

Idk if this is good news or not because now the only option is that I likely have some sort of mental illness.

I've had the attacks on entirely different medications so drug interactions have also been ruled out.

You've taken this all in stride since I've known you man, its amazing. 

 

[chandler6008]

 
This times a billion. 

Man my kidneys were hurting a few weeks back, and it didn't start until I had a bottle of red wine. 

That's why I had to stop drinking. I have an ulcer that keeps flaring up whenever I drink alcohol. 

I miss chillin' with a girl a drinking with her, but I can't do that anymore. 

aw man i used to drink a handle every 2 days as a junior in highschool . **** had my whole body ****** up by the end of the year , didnt really stop til middle of senior year when i got a dui

  . stay on the right track fam , one day at a time!

 

[georgescorewell]

 
aw man i used to drink a handle every 2 days as a junior in high school . **** had my whole body ****** up by the end of the year , didn't really stop til middle of senior year when i got a DUI

  . stay on the right track fame , one day at a time!

Appreciate it fam...

Yeah, as I get older I'm starting to realize my body can't recover and bounce back like it used to. 

It seems like alcohol breaks me down completely. 

 

[jking0821]

 
So I went to cosult a neurosurgeon about my brain. He said it's almost impossible my psychotic attacks and random hallucinations are related to the brain cyst and that brain surgery wouldn't be recommended. The only think he can link to it is my frequent headaches and awful body coordination but that's not exactly worth opening my skull for, especially with the risks associated with the location of the cyst. I just need to get regular MRI scans to make sure the cyst isn't growing (it has grown in the past) because it's in very close proximity to the brainstem and could pressure it.
Idk if this is good news or not because now the only option is that I likely have some sort of mental illness.
I've had the attacks on entirely different medications so drug interactions have also been ruled out.

You've taken this all in stride since I've known you man, its amazing. 

Seriously this man. I remember you posting updates in the get fit thread? I don't know how you deal with constant set backs and issues. Stay strong fam your outlook honestly is inspiring.

 

[chandler6008]

 
Appreciate it fam...

Yeah, as I get older I'm starting to realize my body can't recover and bounce back like it used to. 

It seems like alcohol breaks me down completely. 

i know that feel man , **** sucks when you cant drink like all your friends . but you know better than anyone whats best for yourself.

and changing fam to fame when you quoted me , had me trippin for a second

 

 

[georgescorewell]

Yeah, I had to correct that. 

 

[chandler6008]

 

Yeah, I had to correct that. 

Been up for 2 days working  , thought i was seeing **** fam

oh well .. back to this money ..

 

 

[mjwizkid]

 

[parada45]

The Jared thread turned to straight nonsense

II couldn't finish reading it

 

[Belgium]

Seriously this man. I remember you posting updates in the get fit thread? I don't know how you deal with constant set backs and issues. Stay strong fam your outlook honestly is inspiring.

I did go into a pretty deep depression after I had to drop out of nursing school due to my health and then got sent to a mental ward for 2 weeks after my first psychosis.

I was prescribed Zoloft and psychologist sessions and eventually I got out of it after a month or 3. My life is even worse now because of the chronic pains but I've developed a bit of a coping mechanism I guess and try not to think about it too much. People often ask me how I can act normal as if nothing happened but I think it's the psychologists sessions that really helped me get past that. I think the pills also help a lot. Tramadol not only numbs the pain a bit but it also gives me more energy and I feel noticeably happier when I take them.

I've started going back to the gym once a week now with a friend trying to get back in reasonable shape. I'd like to go more but the pain restricts me from doing too much.

I've asked for stronger opiates but doctors feel that I'm still too young (21 atm) even though the pain is still pretty awful despite being on the maximum allowed dosage.

I'd describe it as the feeling of a constant muscle ache with a bit of a burning sensation to it as well. On an average day I'd rate my pain 4/10 but sometimes it's so bad I hardly feel like leaving my room.

I'm lucky I don't really get bored and can always find pleasure in my daily activities, that's another thing people often ask me, how I can stand to keep myself occupied without being able to work or attend class.

 

[gentrification]

I'm bout to buzz my ish off and get a fade. To many lames walking around with the same hairstyle, got me feeling lame...

 

[tr1ll]

I'm bout to buzz my ish off and get a fade. To many lames walking around with the same hairstyle, got me feeling lame...

Who cares what everyone else has, do you.

 

[gentrification]

Who cares what everyone else has, do you.

Yea, yea yea yea. I KNOW. But take that out of the equation, times for something new ya dig...

 

[tr1ll]

Oh, by all means, if this is an act of "you doing", have at it, but dont change yourself for others.

 

[gentrification]

Fo Sho Fo Sho 

 

[andretti]

I'd really like to return to the durag dynasty.....

 

[kingkoopa]

I'd really like to return to the durag dynasty.....

As part of the good hair ***** society, we gone have to pass on that.

Can't be covering up good qualities.

 

[andretti]

I'd really like to return to the durag dynasty.....

As part of the good hair niggs society, we gone have to pass on that.

Can't be covering up good qualities.

Hmmmmm I don't think you understand what I'm talking about

Durag dynasty


360 waves. It's a way of life

 

[benzilla427]

This summer class is shaping up to be significantly more difficult than I imagined. Good thing it's the only class I'm taking.

Also, get them waves on swim TAN

 

[chandler6008]

Been working for 51 hours straight now , no breaks except a little NT .

NT fam lets get to this money!! Shout out to all yall hope your days going as good as mine .

 

[benzilla427]

Been working for 51 hours straight now , no breaks except a little NT .

Is this even legal???

 

[chandler6008]

Is this even legal???

i dont work for a company , i work for myself bruh

 

[ogmcmxcii]

I'd really like to return to the durag dynasty.....

And heavy denim, wheat timbos, tall *** white tees, carhartt work jackets etc etc...

 

[chandler6008]

And heavy denim, wheat timbos, tall *** white tees, carhartt work jackets etc etc...

Copped these last week , wore them once. Not sure what to wear them with really. What yall think? any suggestions

Not sure if im really feeling them in the summer