Thank you so very kindly for your kind loving words & condolences my brother. It means a lot to me. Yeah man it's a feeling of void that's indescribable. Nothing can prepare us for the day when we lose our parents, mother, or loved ones. A piece of you goes 6 feet under with them. The ground was taken from underneath my feet. Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday. Unseen, unheard, but always near; still loved, still missed and very dear. Even with all this other bull**** that's going on I am so eternally thankful to Allah for allowing her to be buried quickly & in only 2 days. We called around a few cemeteries in Long Island morning of her passing & one of them had a 12 day waiting period for burial!!! Not going to lie we got extremely nervous hearing that but Allah heard our prayers & another cemetery in Long Island was running on schedule without any backup thank God. Will definitely keep your DM in mind. Agreed, she is most definitely in a much better place now. I most certainly hope I was able to make her proud of me Inshallah. Indeed, she has only left the physical world behind but her spirit is very much alive & her memories will live on. Again, thank you for your kindness & condolences. Allah bless you & your family my brother.