Man my emotional state right now is just numb. Just ****ing numb.
girlfriends mom went into urgent care over the weekend because she’s been having trouble holding down Food. Well last night she was rushed to the ER. I guess they found out she has a tumor that’s pushing on tubes connect to her kidneys. So they did emergency surgery last night. This morning she’s unresponsive and they have tubes feeding her nutrients and medicine.
her dad had a heart attack today. I can’t do anything, the hospital will only allow 1 visitor per day because of covid. I went from pissing and moaning about the pandemic not allowing me to travel, now I’m gonna be putting all my funds and energy into trying to help the fam out as much as I possibly can.
I can’t even process the Jacob Blake shooting, protests, nba stuff, white shooter that got off Scott free, my mom evacuating her home in Cali, Hurricanes, Election coming up, I’m just numb man