antidope
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- Jan 2, 2012
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From time to time I really start to hate my life and feel it isnt worth a damn thing and today is one of those days. The Jay Z tickets went on sale today and the front row seats are only $245. Thats dirt cheap, thats amazing, I have to get this. It would be the closest I've sat ever and put a bright spot in what would be an awful year for me. But wait... I dont have the money to buy said tickets? Why do you ask? Because I've given all my money away to people, friends who needed it because of XYZ. Why not, these are my friends, theyre basically family, and whats money? But now when I ask for a fraction of said money back because I've given these people thousands, NOPE. Nothing but " I got you starting X date" Granted I didnt tell them what it was for but I shouldnt have to. I lend you guys a substantial amount of money MONTHS AGO and haven’t done so much as for any of it back, and now when I want a part of it back to actually do something that would make me happy for a change its excuses hour. Its really ridiculous and I'm not blaming them for it, I just cant believe things are transpiring this way. I could go to my brother/mom for it and probably will and just pay them back, but I'm just too old to be borrowing money from other people. Then to top it all off I got an email saying that I have too much PTO time cause only 80 hours roll and I have 150. I dont take days off like that. I started with 9 last year cause I started mid year and only took 3, and so far I couldnt have taken more than 8 days off. So naturally I put in to get the day of the Jay-Z concert off. Guess what? NOPE no day off for you Antidope. Its around Christmas time and too many people have taken those days off already. Meanwhile today they gave three people the right to take the ENTIRE WEEK OF THANKSGIVING OFF. But I cant get one day, when i dont even take days off. I come in early whenever they ask, stay late whenever they ask which next to no one does, but this is too much to ask apparently. Every day I find more and more reasons to hate it here. Then they wonder why I havent spoken to anyone of my coworkers in a week unless its work related. I'm mad to the point of tears today. I cant even go to anyone besides my brother with this cause thats exposure of my friends.