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Texted my pops to call me when he was free.
I hope I made the right decision, and I hope it doesn't hurt my mom.
I know I act like it doesn't bother me and I'm not hurt, but I wish I had
my father in my life. I've had father figures ( I'm thankful for that), but I
often wish I had the real thing. Everyday I look outside my window
hoping that he'll show up, and he never does.
[COLOR=#red]I'm in the same boat rusty...
I've had 1 father figure in my life. My grandpa passed away when I was 12... very rarely does a day go by where I don't think about him.
My father is an acholic and I've been angry for a long time. Is what it is. I have no interest in speaking to him, it's been almost 9 years now. He left, he gave up, he wasn't there to teach me how to grow up a man, give me advice, steer clear of certain things, or to shave.
As I'm 28 now, what do I need him for? Nothing as far as I'm concerned. He is a selfish soft human being. That's his problem, not mine or my families.
Hang in there man, focus on what you have and not the selfishness of another human being. Trust me, it's much easier said...[/COLOR]