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son is really rockin ecstasy tablets in his avyOriginally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Ive been through so much this past year and my homeys I grew up with in the end ended up showing me we werent as close as I thought we were and ive known them 10+ years. It made me change my whole outlook on females and friends in general. Now on weekends I choose to stay at home and drink by myself and work every weeekend so I have an excuse to not hangout with those I dont trust. Anyone else been in this situation where the ones you thought would have your back in the end ended up stabbing you in the throat even though youve been through so much with them and dudes are still shady and act like its no big deal that you went through something serious and they participated in the whole situation. Im not trying to sound emo cus I drank a whole 5th of Seagrim in 7min but this *%#$ really gets me heated. I can honestly say im the happiest ive been in the past year now that ive cut them out of my life and focused on work and the gym. Its for my benefit cus I noticed now that I dont kick it ive cut down on the drug use and drinking which pleases my mom cus ive almost been to sent to rehab 3 times this past year cus of *%#$ ive done and almost oding....
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
You're on something right now though right? maybe you need to be judged.Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
Man ive been apart of NT for 7 years + through my criminal and DA charges for my daughter and my drug problem ive had and I want to do good. Ive done more cocaine and xtc then most members put together and am an intelligent person to begin with??? Dont judge me cus I feel everything you do about all of it...
Huh? Wait you lost me. I wasn't judging you. I was just telling you to kick the stuff before its too late.Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You gotta kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
Man ive been apart of NT for 7 years + through my criminal and DA charges for my daughter and my drug problem ive had and I want to do good. Ive done more cocaine and xtc then most members put together and am an intelligent person to begin with??? Dont judge me cus I feel everything you do about all of it...
Originally Posted by Crank Lucas
son is really rockin ecstasy tablets in his avyOriginally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Ive been through so much this past year and my homeys I grew up with in the end ended up showing me we werent as close as I thought we were and ive known them 10+ years. It made me change my whole outlook on females and friends in general. Now on weekends I choose to stay at home and drink by myself and work every weeekend so I have an excuse to not hangout with those I dont trust. Anyone else been in this situation where the ones you thought would have your back in the end ended up stabbing you in the throat even though youve been through so much with them and dudes are still shady and act like its no big deal that you went through something serious and they participated in the whole situation. Im not trying to sound emo cus I drank a whole 5th of Seagrim in 7min but this *%#$ really gets me heated. I can honestly say im the happiest ive been in the past year now that ive cut them out of my life and focused on work and the gym. Its for my benefit cus I noticed now that I dont kick it ive cut down on the drug use and drinking which pleases my mom cus ive almost been to sent to rehab 3 times this past year cus of *%#$ ive done and almost oding....but my "fly like paper get high like planes" sig had to be taken down asap right?
Your daughter? Come on man... that right there should be enough motivation alone to do well, and fight through it, and get straight manOriginally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
Man ive been apart of NT for 7 years + through my criminal and DA charges for my daughter and my drug problem ive had and I want to do good. Ive done more cocaine and xtc then most members put together and am an intelligent person to begin with??? Dont judge me cus I feel everything you do about all of it...
Originally Posted by ScottHallWithAPick
purplehazze96 wrote:
bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr wrote:
Weekend Girl wrote:
Word, peep the avy too, tho. This dude wants to kill himself and *$#@.
Spoiler [+]
Everyone knows you shouldn't drink and roll at the same time
Was that insensitive?
I used to pop an insane amount of pills and drank liters like nada. I got friends
in drug rehab for life who tell me its a miracle im still alive. Ive
popped 17 pills in one day and was up for 3+ days. I used to do gum shots of coke to kill a liter of brandy in 10min so I wouldnt taste anything. Ive
killed a
handle of vodka and popped 5 pills on a tuesday night cus there wasnt %##+ to do and ended up threatining my "friends" lives cus of the %##+ they
did
to me...
there's no doubt in my mind your brain looks like:
i know too many bay %!$%%+ like you
XTC doesnt cause holes in your brain. Research my man. The "holes" you see in the xray are just high levels of serotonin. But in no way
am i condoning 17 in a day. I think with the 30 day rest period between rolls. Works like a
thanks for tryin to kick knowledge homie...if you read my other post, you would have seen that im more than aware of serotonin and how it effects thebrain...swiss cheese is used to describe some one who does high amounts of ecstasy..."oh he has ice cream scoops missing from his brain" somethinlike that, its not literal
Originally Posted by RKO2004
Huh? Wait you lost me. I wasn't judging you. I was just telling you to kick the stuff before its too late.Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You gotta kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
Man ive been apart of NT for 7 years + through my criminal and DA charges for my daughter and my drug problem ive had and I want to do good. Ive done more cocaine and xtc then most members put together and am an intelligent person to begin with??? Dont judge me cus I feel everything you do about all of it...
What did your friends do that was shady?
How did they pick her over you? Mods don't ban him.Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
Huh? Wait you lost me. I wasn't judging you. I was just telling you to kick the stuff before its too late.Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Originally Posted by RKO2004
I've had shady friends before. I just had to get away from them. They would have caused more harm than good. You gotta kick the drugs and drinking before you mess yourself up.
Man ive been apart of NT for 7 years + through my criminal and DA charges for my daughter and my drug problem ive had and I want to do good. Ive done more cocaine and xtc then most members put together and am an intelligent person to begin with??? Dont judge me cus I feel everything you do about all of it...
What did your friends do that was shady?
Nothing at all... just that they chose some girl theyve known over me for 4yrs ive known them for 5yrs n stilll pick them over me...
?????????????????//Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
Im so high n ****ked up help me out with this %!!% babe...
How did your friends choose a girl over you?Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
iive done that to many many drugs in my life you should help me out everyday cus i like doing to much drugs
What is wrong with you man?Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
iive done that to many many drugs in my life you should help me out everyday cus i like doing to much drugs
Thats good man. I hope you continue to have progress.Originally Posted by Cragmatic
What is wrong with you man?Originally Posted by bbrroowwnnssuuggaarr
iive done that to many many drugs in my life you should help me out everyday cus i like doing to much drugs
Find someone, anyone... please
Find something to believe in.
Go to Church this sunday. Whether you are religious or not, please go.
I'm not very religous. But finally going to Church this year helped me see one thing for sure, there are people who are struggling just like me, but they find a way to deal with it.
I even had a session I attended ever sunday evening as well and we had groups, maybe I was lucky because I find many church going folk hypocritical, but the people in my group we're down to earth, and very easy to talk to.
Just find something
Keep your head up man.