Confessions

Lmao nobody bashed you bruh
Arrogance was literally reeking from your post, and ppl tried to show you that
Mark Antony was amiable but you got defensive, clearly

Idk about that other stuff you're talking about
I disagree with the notion that anonymous sentiments shouldn't be criticized
I think it should be the exact opposite. Bc were all the perfect strangers and completely unbiased, so nothing should be held back
 
^every time I hear the perfect strangers theme and Janet Jackson ' s comeback to me, I get a little teary eyed.
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

******* awful feeling isn't it
God damb u said it bro
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

******* awful feeling isn't it
God damb u said it bro

I used to feel the same way every morning :{
what worked for me was seeing how beautiful the world is. the feeling of finishing a hike and having the peaceful sound of nature and nothing else really is relaxing, and it keeps me busy
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

******* awful feeling isn't it
God damb u said it bro

I used to feel the same way every morning :{
what worked for me was seeing how beautiful the world is. the feeling of finishing a hike and having the peaceful sound of nature and nothing else really is relaxing, and it keeps me busy
I wana walk all the way to Alton before the summer ends it's far

It ain't too hot yet but it's worth it
 
I use to feel that exact feeling you're talking about but at this point it's been so long since I felt that that I don't even believe it exists anymore
DOEs that make sense?
It's one of my reoccurring thoughts. It's been so long for me since I was on top of the world. Motivated. In love. Having a lust for life.
and bc it's been out of my grasp for so long I feel like I'll never touch it again, and question if I ever really touched it in the first place
"You can get used to anything if you're Around it long enough"
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

This happens every now and then. Use to be much more frequent. It took for someone to pull me out of it. Talk to someone you trust and is insightful and tell them how you've been feeling. You don't have to go into details. You'd be surprised how helpful that could be. Years upon years of negative thoughts and unresolved issues constantly looping in your head. Over and over, and over. You try to figure out different possibilities that are more positive, but can't see them so you conclude its hopeless.
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

This happens every now and then. Use to be much more frequent. It took for someone to pull me out of it. Talk to someone you trust and is insightful and tell them how you've been feeling. You don't have to go into details. You'd be surprised how helpful that could be. Years upon years of negative thoughts and unresolved issues constantly looping in your head. Over and over, and over. You try to figure out different possibilities that are more positive, but can't see them so you conclude its hopeless.
I figured if I had no one I could turn to in rl I should here maybe y'all can kick some words at me

This pm I sent to another nt homie guess y'all should see it also

Yea I can relate


Remember like it was yesterday

When I was six I can say was the happiest year I ever lived I moved to a new neighborhood had friends mom cook dinners we ate at the table all that good ****

Few years later **** started going downhill I didn't know at the time but my step dad was a druggie ,moms got tired of putting up with it and left him
Then it started happening my grades dropped my mom was stressing out I was fighting with my bro and my sister left and me and my bro had to stay indoors most of our child hood cuz my moms had to work all the time

I became distant of my brother and stayed to my self causing a shell being built around me , as far as friends go in school they were just people to talk to

Nowadays I'm still dealing with that I'm in the house all day every day no job can't find one to save my life my friends don't call and they flake on me

Seeing everyone making moves except me ain't making it no better

That's all I got homie appreciate the pm I know **** can and will get better but I'm tired of waiting
 
I have no family, or support system... It ******* sucks... I've never really had either... I don't even know why I'm saying ****...
 
After by best friend broke up with his girl I tried to get with her. Ended up with me getting friendzoned HARD but she led me on hard too 
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. He knew I tried to get with her but he never said anything, but I could feel there was an elephant in the room. I eventually said f her and stopped trying. This was all over a year ago and me and him are still best buds. I know he doesn't care and has but I still feel like a **** for doing so
 
I figured if I had no one I could turn to in rl I should here maybe y'all can kick some words at me

This pm I sent to another nt homie guess y'all should see it also

Yea I can relate


Remember like it was yesterday

When I was six I can say was the happiest year I ever lived I moved to a new neighborhood had friends mom cook dinners we ate at the table all that good ****

Few years later **** started going downhill I didn't know at the time but my step dad was a druggie ,moms got tired of putting up with it and left him
Then it started happening my grades dropped my mom was stressing out I was fighting with my bro and my sister left and me and my bro had to stay indoors most of our child hood cuz my moms had to work all the time

I became distant of my brother and stayed to my self causing a shell being built around me , as far as friends go in school they were just people to talk to

Nowadays I'm still dealing with that I'm in the house all day every day no job can't find one to save my life my friends don't call and they flake on me

Seeing everyone making moves except me ain't making it no better

That's all I got homie appreciate the pm I know **** can and will get better but I'm tired of waiting


I'm in a similar predicament as well. I haven't figured it out, but talking to someone in some sort of timely basis has really helped me see new perspectives.
 
After by best friend broke up with his girl I tried to get with her. Ended up with me getting friendzoned HARD but she led me on hard too :{ . He knew I tried to get with her but he never said anything, but I could feel there was an elephant in the room. I eventually said f her and stopped trying. This was all over a year ago and me and him are still best buds. I know he doesn't care and has but I still feel like a **** for doing so

:{ as you should. What kinda stuff is that man? Your best friend?

I had a "friend" who had liked my ex girl. Me and her were on and off and everyone in my circle wanted to see us together but I had some growing up to do and were on 2 different paths. This snake went behind my back and started talking bad about me and like the ***** she is, she wanted a rebound and to make me jealous at the same time so they start ******* and posting pics of them cuddled up on IG. I didn't have an IG but my friends did so the 4 of them sat me down and broke the news to me. I was an acquaintance really with ol dude but he had been in my home before, in my car, and I've partied with him a few times. He was introduced to me by one of my other boys and he kept apologizing for bringing that snake in my life. I just brushed it off because I didn't need the negativity in my life. They knew I was hurt though and took it upon themselves to retaliate and I had no idea about it. The 4 of them caught him at a mutual friends kickback outside and jumped him. 4 on 1. Dude had to get stitches. He told my ex he couldn't be with her if that's what he had to deal with. She calls me crying saying that she still loved me and that I didn't have to take it that far and that she just needed comfort. I told her I had nothing to do with it and don't ever call my phone again. I don't deal with snakes, I'm not Jack Hannah. On everything those 4 dudes are my brothers for life.
 
I can't stop thinking

It's really starting to piss me off
Sick of feelin like a pos every day
Every since school was out I've been sleeping in and out everyday waking up feelin like ****
-_- the **** is life man

This happens every now and then. Use to be much more frequent. It took for someone to pull me out of it. Talk to someone you trust and is insightful and tell them how you've been feeling. You don't have to go into details. You'd be surprised how helpful that could be. Years upon years of negative thoughts and unresolved issues constantly looping in your head. Over and over, and over. You try to figure out different possibilities that are more positive, but can't see them so you conclude its hopeless.
I figured if I had no one I could turn to in rl I should here maybe y'all can kick some words at me

This pm I sent to another nt homie guess y'all should see it also

Yea I can relate


Remember like it was yesterday

When I was six I can say was the happiest year I ever lived I moved to a new neighborhood had friends mom cook dinners we ate at the table all that good ****

Few years later **** started going downhill I didn't know at the time but my step dad was a druggie ,moms got tired of putting up with it and left him
Then it started happening my grades dropped my mom was stressing out I was fighting with my bro and my sister left and me and my bro had to stay indoors most of our child hood cuz my moms had to work all the time

I became distant of my brother and stayed to my self causing a shell being built around me , as far as friends go in school they were just people to talk to

Nowadays I'm still dealing with that I'm in the house all day every day no job can't find one to save my life my friends don't call and they flake on me

Seeing everyone making moves except me ain't making it no better

That's all I got homie appreciate the pm I know **** can and will get better but I'm tired of waiting

I don't understand the "I can't find a job to save my life" argument.. I mean UPS? Walmart? McDonald's? No time to be prideful in this situation.. No one says it has to be forever, just a short term buffer while you look for something better.
 
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@lamekilla damn yo your boys jumped him? That's understandable considering he actually somewhat had a relationship with her (assuming this), but I did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING with this broad. Texted her for a week or two, then we went to the movies. Nothing from her. It was like she didn't even want to be there. Oh well I said. Then went to get ice cream with her. Now she was extremely talkative :{ then a week or two later I took her to Olive Garden. She was quiet the whole time :{ then after that I said f it and completely stopped talking to her. Looking back now, I'm just like "What was I thinking :x ". Kinda dodged a bullet too cause now she's a major ***. I remember one time I got drunk with that friend and I told him that and he just laughed it off and I asked him if he was pissed at me and he said not at all. So it's all good but never would I do him like your boy did you, instagram and stuff that's just disrespectful, girls are crazy tho, takes a long time to find the right one
 
@lamekilla damn yo your boys jumped him? That's understandable considering he actually somewhat had a relationship with her (assuming this), but I did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING with this broad. Texted her for a week or two, then we went to the movies. Nothing from her. It was like she didn't even want to be there. Oh well I said. Then went to get ice cream with her. Now she was extremely talkative :{ then a week or two later I took her to Olive Garden. She was quiet the whole time :{ then after that I said f it and completely stopped talking to her. Looking back now, I'm just like "What was I thinking :x ". Kinda dodged a bullet too cause now she's a major ***. I remember one time I got drunk with that friend and I told him that and he just laughed it off and I asked him if he was pissed at me and he said not at all. So it's all good but never would I do him like your boy did you, instagram and stuff that's just disrespectful, girls are crazy tho, takes a long time to find the right one

Yeah they jumped him. And I was kinda pissed at them for taking it that far but they were telling me that they took it as disrespect toward themselves as well and the immense respect that I had for them after that showed me that good friends are hard to come by. And even though these dudes are knuckle heads I was blessed to have guys in my circle who were ready to go to war for something that didn't even really involve them. No way was I trying to imply that you should get jumped bro, more like woman come and go but good friends, REALLY good friends, hold on to that bro.
 
You say you're honest with yourself... And you follow that by denying arrogance that's obvious in every point it your post
I'll sum up your words

1.) You're the only intelligent person you know...
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= undeniable arrogance

2.) The girls you talk to are stupid. You would **** them, but you would never lower yourself dwn to dating them
= arrogant game strongg

3.) girl you like... Has a bf... YOU ARE BETTER THAN HIM
= lmao clearly arrogant

4.) I can't call this one arrogant. But definitely arbitrary. I dnt see your motivation for sharing it
Maybe after saying some rude ****, you wanted to close out your post on a lighter note. Idk.

 
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Too many to quote that are talking about my situation and to avoid a pyramid quote that seems to be written in Revelations I'd just go on from here and try to address everything in order
@louislagerfeld
not what you expected huh:lol I actually think Giroud is ok, still needs to get settled. although Podolski should always start ahead of him in my opinion
def not what I expected, but go ahead and do you playa. I'm not in the same position as you, but I want the ex gf of an acquaintance. I agree with Podolski strating over Giroud. With Ozil right behind in the 10, Cazorla and Walcott on the wings.



Well let me give some confessions then to equalize
-no matter who else I meet, date, fall in love with, I think I'll always love her. I don't understand it, but it is what it is.
:{ :o I know this feel




I wanna have kids. I wish I was in a better situation lol
for some strange reason I feel the same way
 
Got a couple:

Only used a rubber a handful of times in my life. Def haven't done Wilt Chamb numbers but I've smashed quite a few chicks, lucky as hell to not have caught
anything/ had any kids. Used to be an anxiety issue, literally couldn't smash a chick with a rubber on unless I was comfortable with her, grew out of that tho.


Caught up with an ex recently. She's begging to suck and **** the boy like old times, sending noodz daily and planning a trip down here specifically to eat me up.
The broad is engaged & getting married next year on my birthday, which is no coincidence whatsoever. Minutes after sending me a fresh set of noodz she posts
a wedding announcement on her IG, kissing her fiance in the mouth :{. The old me would've let her come down here and wear her out, capture the visuals POV style & sent it to her fiance on their wedding day. Now? I want no parts of that bad juju. This whole time I'm thinking homie knows nothing about this, his woman is literally at my disposal & he's about to wife that up. May not seem like a big deal to some but crazy to me, shows me ppl have no limits.

There's one ex that I just can't get over. I think about that girl every single goddamn day and at this point I hate it. Its been almost 4 years since we were together &
at this point I'm not sure if I'll ever find a woman like her.

One of my biggest desires is to just find a cool chick & start a family. One of my biggest fears is that it will never happen.

I took emerging infectious diseases last semester, made a B and didn't learn a damb thing. Simply because it was an online class. I hate them.

I have a deep distrust of White folk. I'll be cordial & never be rude unless that's what I receive, but I honestly don't think I could ever be really close friends with one.
 
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Got a couple:

Only used a rubber a handful of times in my life. Def haven't done Wilt Chamb numbers but I've smashed quite a few chicks, lucky as hell to not have caught
anything/ had any kids. Used to be an anxiety issue, literally couldn't smash a chick with a rubber on unless I was comfortable with her, grew out of that tho.


Caught up with an ex recently. She's begging to suck and **** the boy like old times, sending noodz daily and planning a trip down here specifically to eat me up.
The broad is engaged & getting married next year on my birthday, which is no coincidence whatsoever. Minutes after sending me a fresh set of noodz she posts
a wedding announcement on her IG, kissing her fiance in the mouth :{. The old me would've let her come down here and wear her out, capture the visuals POV style & sent it to her fiance on their wedding day. Now? I want no parts of that bad juju. This whole time I'm thinking homie knows nothing about this, his woman is literally at my disposal & he's about to wife that up. May not seem like a big deal to some but crazy to me, shows me ppl have no limits.

There's one ex that I just can't get over. I think about that girl every single goddamn day and at this point I hate it. Its been almost 4 years since we were together &
at this point I'm not sure if I'll ever find a woman like her.

One of my biggest desires is to just find a cool chick & start a family. One of my biggest fears is that it will never happen.

I took emerging infectious diseases last semester, made a B and didn't learn a damb thing. Simply because it was an online class. I hate them.

I have a deep distrust of White folk. I'll be cordial & never be rude unless that's what I receive, but I honestly don't think I could ever be really close friends with one.

Your ex's fiance must be a ****old. I'm sure he knows or she is playing dude like a trumpet. I'd plaster her face and let her do whatever after that, no dambs given.
 
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