Got a couple:
Only used a rubber a handful of times in my life. Def haven't done Wilt Chamb numbers but I've smashed quite a few chicks, lucky as hell to not have caught
anything/ had any kids. Used to be an anxiety issue, literally couldn't smash a chick with a rubber on unless I was comfortable with her, grew out of that tho.
Caught up with an ex recently. She's begging to suck and **** the boy like old times, sending noodz daily and planning a trip down here specifically to eat me up.
The broad is engaged & getting married next year on my birthday, which is no coincidence whatsoever. Minutes after sending me a fresh set of noodz she posts
a wedding announcement on her IG, kissing her fiance in the mouth
. The old me would've let her come down here and wear her out, capture the visuals POV style & sent it to her fiance on their wedding day. Now? I want no parts of that bad juju. This whole time I'm thinking homie knows nothing about this, his woman is literally at my disposal & he's about to wife that up. May not seem like a big deal to some but crazy to me, shows me ppl have no limits.
There's one ex that I just can't get over. I think about that girl every single goddamn day and at this point I hate it. Its been almost 4 years since we were together &
at this point I'm not sure if I'll ever find a woman like her.
One of my biggest desires is to just find a cool chick & start a family. One of my biggest fears is that it will never happen.
I took emerging infectious diseases last semester, made a B and didn't learn a damb thing. Simply because it was an online class. I hate them.
I have a deep distrust of White folk. I'll be cordial & never be rude unless that's what I receive, but I honestly don't think I could ever be really close friends with one.