Confessions

I feel that if I could speak to a lot of you young cats on here or spend time around you guys.....I could motivate/inspire you to really seize the day and start living. :smokin
 
I don't think I can ever get into a relationship with a woman that has a kid. Well at my age right now. I just don't do it.Meh:\
 
This has probably been the least fun I've had over a summer vacation in my whole life

I had to take two easy summer classes in order to keep up with my double major and that was actually the fun part of the summer :smh:

I have a lot of friends but at the same time I don't ever hang out cause I'm out of the loop I guess

I been working hard hitting the gym and balling tryna make my school's team and I feel like if I fail than this whole summer has been a waste and I don't know what I'll do if I get cut again this year

Oh and I don't get any yambs but thats not as important as the above ^
 
- I work hard in school get mostly A's and one or two B's, got a 28 on my ACT but I feel like it's not good enough especially for my parents. That's just me in general I feel like good isn't good enough
- I'm social and talkative in school but outside I have no sort of social life I never go out because my parents make me work with them every weekend at our store
- For the same reason I feel like I've lost all contact with friends outside of school, they don't even look for me and it makes me feel like I have no "real" friends
- I do feel alone sometimes but not in the crazy suicidal way
- I've been with the same girl for almost 2 years, I feel like she's my best friend and one of the only people that truly cares about me but she recently moved to LA and now I'm in a long distance relationship. I don't want to break up or lose her, due to my lack of social life I feel like she's the only real person I have to talk to or go to
- I've always had the dream of going to college in LA and now that my gf is there I'm even more motivated to go, to me college will be my escape and my chance to start anew. I'm not afraid to leave my family or friends behind because of the lack of connection I have with them
- I'm more on the emotional side. Maybe I am a simp idk
- I feel like I use up my time with sneakers to fill up a sort void I have and as a way to spend time to get through things but I realize material things doesn't really buy happiness
- Right now I feel like I'm in a hump and I just need to get over it, I'm positive I'll find my way
 
- I'm 22 yrs old and go to CC in LA and all I do is go to school and come back home

- I have never been on a date or even kissed a girl, had a GF or any of that 

- I sometimes see a girl that I'm attracted to and the only thing I do is just stare at her and do nothing, wishing she would approach me 
i can tell you this, pleighboi...

that might happen... all of 4X in your life famb...

you gotta get out there and bump your head... plus, you're in LA... its a HUGE city... go to the other side of town, and just try stuff out...

worst case is they say no... best case... you got yambs across town... those are the BEST KINDS...

close enough for quick interaction... far enough to where she's out of your hair.

:pimp: :pimp:
 
I have a crush on a 19 yr old and Im 23 
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I feel like Im self "sabotaging" in life  because I am afraid to grow up 

I like the smell of fart 
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Im dating a 23yr old on the side. She has a kid w, a banging body, nd a real clinger. Im just there for the smash, and convinced her to stay in Cali and not move with her family out of state just so I can hit a few times. I see absolutely nothing in her, and she thinks theres a future in this.

I feel like a terrible person, but eehh prolly she'd learn a lesson after this.
 
--I've literally fornicated with about 11-13 females in my senior year, now looking back i feel bad...Considering i've been dry for 2 years it feels ok.

-- Im going to hat the christmas time this year! working at the post office 
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....I want to quit and just focus on school 100 percent
 
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-I have a feeling that in the end I'll be alone, and I'm scared for that.
-I know nobody will respond to this.
-that is all

Bruhh sometimes changes gotta be made even if its hardest thing. Put yourself more out there trust me its done me well.


-I've told my girl that I quit a while ago and I still :smokin every damn day. It's become too much of a routine, I can't even sleep without it.
-My laziness is going to hurt me one day. I can't wake up through 6 different alarms to save my life and i kno its because of the :smokin but still can't just quit.
-I'm gettin so overpaid for my job I feel extremely bad sometimes. I finish my work in half time usually and just play video games, NT, just bs for the last bit of the 8 hours.
I'm pretty young goin to cc 2nd year.I mean I do have quite extensive knowledge for the position but even without any degree I get paid triple what I think I should. I could
honestly just do this for the rest of my life.
-I think Netsky 2 is the cleanest breath of air for not only edm/DrumNBass but in music history
-And no I'm not a ofwg fanboy this was jst the first name I thought of when i had to make my 2nd account.
 
-my friend gf was throwing the box at me but i rejected her on account of my loyalty and because shes not attractive to me. he's thinking about marrying her now. oh and one of his friends tried to plow her behind his back. i dont know if i should tell him because they have a 3 year old kid together and seem happy now and i dont wana break up a family :\

-when i got mad at my cousins for beating me at nintendo games i would run to the bathroom in their house and scrub the toilet with their tooth brushes =(

-when i was 16 i was solicited for sex by a 29 year old woman from seattle. her yahoo sn was surenidy and she owned a beauty salon and lived in the apartment above. she would run the place from her home office and would sneak up stairs and get on cam to flash me and show me her box. she demanded that i show myself to her so i ran to fry's and copped a webcam for like 19.99$ + tax and i showed her my wiener on cam a bunch of times. i was addicted to chatting at that point and skipped class hella times because she was manipulating me into thinking we were true friends. she said she would fly to SF to meet me and hang out and "make love"... i was scared as hell the more serious she got and i never went through with it.

one of the biggest regrets of my life not letting that woman molest me. she had a spectacular rack. but now that i think about it she was a psycho and probably would've killed me. i distinctly remember her going into the teen chatrooms in yahoo and asking for guys under 17. i.e no legal dudes only young kids like me (at the time)
 
I've got some:
-I'm entering my Junior year of High School, and havent drank alcohol or done any kind of drugs. Lots of friends have, but after seeing what it does to certain people in my life, I refuse to do it in high school at least.
-I'm on the varsity basketball team now, but I hate practicing, and hated every game last year because of the JV coach being a complete a**hole and I didn't have any fun. I've debated quitting, but feel guilty because my brother plays in college and I know my dad really loves seeing us play. So I don't really know what to do...
-I still hate the dude who got with my current girlfriend before I was dating her. It was one of my closest friends, and I thought she had never done anything before. They didn't have sex, just other stuff. I had no idea, and thought i was gonna be her first for everything, because I hadn't done anything at the time either. Now the dude is dealing Weed, so is there a reason I should be mad/hate him or just screw it and laugh at him cause of the crap he's become?
-I haven't been to a "party" party, because of the alcohol thing, I don't get out too often. I mean I do have a ton of friends, but just dont go to parties.
-I try my best in school because I want to do good in college, and get a job that gets me big money, cause I want a sick house with a pool and all the sweet ish lol.
-I sort of have a foot fetish. But not like crazy or anything lmao.
-My parents used to buy a ton of my shoes and stuff, and I feel really bad and guilty about it.

Give me some feedback on stuff, I'd love to hear it to be honest. Felt good.
 
-Stuck in the friend zone AGAIN with a girl that I got mad feelings for
-Wish I would've gone to college after high school....only 25 so I still got time but it's getting harder to go.
-Don't have the slightest clue as to what i want to do with my life
-Hooked up with my best friend's girl after they broke up that same night. i'm 25 and i've been friends with him since 95. Don't even feel bad about it.
-I watch too much porn
-Wish I wouldn't have bought all these shoes bc they just collect dust now
-I've lost 52 pounds since February and i've become SUPER OBSESSED with my weight loss. I've become a huge prude because of it
-Absolutely love this thread and love the NT fam.
 
- I sometimes see a girl that I'm attracted to and the only thing I do is just stare at her and do nothing, wishing she would approach me 

same here. i could talk to any girl, but when it comes to a girl that i'm really attracted to...i freeze up...and when i do act, i do somethin hella stupid :lol:

i wish girls were the ones to approach but i think it's always supposed to be the male doing the approaching
 
- turning 23 next week and getting worried about the fact i still stay with my parents. No pressure from them to move (we're actually like best friends) but I just feel like I should be going soon.
-Me getting an expensive car and Sometimes having expensive taste is also preventing me from moving out.
-don't know what I want to do in life, have a decent paying job but it's nowhere I want to be forever and not having a degree i don't have too many options.
-I'm the youngest out 4 and the only one not to graduate college **** makes me feel terrible sometimes even though only one of them has a pretty good job.
-I keep having a vision that I'll be rich as **** idk how though so I'm kind of just waiting for something to pop.
-my girlfriend loves me to death and treats me good but sometimes I can be mean as **** to her. Think I kind of resent Her for dumping me and going back to her ex bf when we first were together and I sometimes feel like an idiot for taking her back (it's been 3 years since then we've been together)
-with all that said I still love the hell out of my life :smokin:smokin:smokin
 
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- I find it extremely difficult to trust people.
- I try to avoid telling people about myself because I can't trust them.
- I haven't been out on an official date in a really long time.
- I am hesitant to approach attractive females that I know are attracted to me - when I do approach them, I am usually friendzoned from having waited too long.
- I don't drink. I don't do drugs.
 
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I envy everyone who has it easy and has things handed to them.
All of my friends left and went away for college and I am stuck at home feeling like I'm not really living because all I do is work to pay for stuff I need.
I have to pay for my phone, car insurance, gas, school, and anything I need and know it will only get worse and hate it. All my boys are out living life and moved away for college and I'm stuck doing this. And to top it off I need to get my timing belt and oil Pan replaced on my car and can't afford it.
My brothers made fun of me ALOT growing up and even though a lot of people might not know it, it still takes a toll on my confidence.
I want to move out but feel like the only way I would be able to do so would be to get a full time job and that would mean putting off/dropping school and thats something I don't wanna do.
I'm friendly with other people but I honestly despise my family
 
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I think I dont want to go to sleep tonight because I have a lot on my mind... That and I watched "V/H/S" roughly 5 hours ago and it's the best, most scary movie I've ever seen. The most disturbing since the original "last house on the left" or "Megan is missing"

So at 4:00am I M S T I L L A W A K E
 
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- Trust issues

- I have 4 close friends (from work) 1-2 from HS days I haven't seen the ones from HS in 5 years, 100s of associates on the other hand I couldn't really give 2 shh about

- I'm a loner at heart, I could right a book about that feel (for me it stems from losing every valuable friend from the block throughout the years, dudes and chicks would always come in 3-4 yr stints) Glad I had them tho, really felt like those childhoods in the movies, now the neighborhood is like South Central from the movies 
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 now, I just get annoyed with most characters too easy.

- I have a gift of being able to communicate with people (from all walks of life), and dare I say manipulate them. I really use it for the good tho, I should be a life coach. My logic and critical thinking is unmatched among my peers.

- In the past year, I've shagged 2 different chicks in the streets of 2 different continents/countries. No dambs were given.

- I've fallen in love with 2 different Muslim women, One wears a hijab she fell for me too, I know i obviously need to change my ways to deserve either one of them

- Been a big h o e this past year, been a lover my whole life, and would always prefer a girlfriend in a significant relationship, but I'm young and single. Carpe Diem.

- I know at least 20 dudes from around the way that are dead or convicted murderers

- Considering my life style, people assume I came from money and the burbs. Little do they know.

- I'm happier and more content than i've ever been in life with my self, but my happiness only extends as far as those I love the most. I've mad HUGE significant strides to better my self, but the rest of my family just doesn't have it in them, they're broke and always, always down and out. Then, they throw jabs at me, because i'm chasing my dreams. Crabs in a bucket.

- I never want to go back to broke, I only fear a few things in life, that's one of them

feels good, I'll throw some more in later

 
- I sometimes see a girl that I'm attracted to and the only thing I do is just stare at her and do nothing, wishing she would approach me 

same here. i could talk to any girl, but when it comes to a girl that i'm really attracted to...i freeze up...and when i do act, i do somethin hella stupid :lol:

i wish girls were the ones to approach but i think it's always supposed to be the male doing the approaching

www.yourbrainonporn.com

srs.
 
I envy everyone who has it easy and has things handed to them.
All of my friends left and went away for college and I am stuck at home feeling like I'm not really living because all I do is work to pay for stuff I need.
I have to pay for my phone, car insurance, gas, school, and anything I need and know it will only get worse and hate it. All my boys are out living life and moved away for college and I'm stuck doing this. And to top it off I need to get my timing belt and oil Pan replaced on my car and can't afford it.
My brothers made fun of me ALOT growing up and even though a lot of people might not know it, it still takes a toll on my confidence.
I want to move out but feel like the only way I would be able to do so would be to get a full time job and that would mean putting off/dropping school and thats something I don't wanna do.
I'm friendly with other people but I honestly despise my family
Was once in the same position.. You know what I did? I packed my car with everything that would fit, moved 2 states away, enrolled in a school, and transferred my job. I had $300 to my name.. Any mishap would've sent me packing back home, but i think my faith got me through it. Did school and work full-time for 4 straight years, now i'm on a sabbatical from work and getting payed to go to school.  Changing your scenery, changes your situation, thus changing you for the better.
 
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