Confessions

[ctidda]

There's gotta be more to life than yambs, money and everything else I put on a pedestal ..I want my life to have a deeper meaning so that when I'm gone my family will remember me for.generations to come...my elders are basically gods in my dads eye I want the next generation of.my fam to.look at me the same way

My dude Im right with you.. This is exactly how I feel at this stage in my life.. So much so that I think itz stressing me out..

 

[girlslovewaffles]

There's gotta be more to life than yambs, money and everything else I put on a pedestal ..I want my life to have a deeper meaning so that when I'm gone my family will remember me for.generations to come...my elders are basically gods in my dads eye I want the next generation of.my fam to.look at me the same way

There's gotta be more to life than yambs, money and everything else I put on a pedestal ..I want my life to have a deeper meaning so that when I'm gone my family will remember me for.generations to come...my elders are basically gods in my dads eye I want the next generation of.my fam to.look at me the same way

My dude Im right with you.. This is exactly how I feel at this stage in my life.. So much so that I think itz stressing me out..

Start a company.

Create art.

Write a novel.

What you two are seeking is expression. Wealth used to be my primary motivator in life, but has since recently changed to expression. It's simpler than you think, you just need to be there, mentally.

Your legacy is on the line, guys. Women, money, materialistic goods, those things are all ephemeral. Short-lived, meaningless at the end of the day when you're alone and in the dark. Your purpose in life should be to seek something more withstanding. Nothing is more important to a man.

 

[lil black jean jacket]

^hook me up with some waffles

 

[mplsdunk]

You're high as **** if you want summer to end. Bbqing daily > winter.

Been single for a year. Been chilling with a girl I likevsje stayed over a few days. Had a water balloon fight when it was 100 out. Have mad fun and she's coming with to a music festival for a weekend so I'm sort of stoked.

 

[girlslovewaffles]

^hook me up with some waffles

Hook me up with some money.

You're high as **** if you want summer to end. Bbqing daily > winter.

Been single for a year. Been chilling with a girl I likevsje stayed over a few days. Had a water balloon fight when it was 100 out. Have mad fun and she's coming with to a music festival for a weekend so I'm sort of stoked.

Or... we hate hot weather?

 

[demarco]

Start a company.

Create art.

Write a novel.

What you two are seeking is expression. Wealth used to be my primary motivator in life, but has since recently changed to expression. It's simpler than you think, you just need to be there, mentally.

Your legacy is on the line, guys. Women, money, materialistic goods, those things are all ephemeral. Short-lived, meaningless at the end of the day when you're alone and in the dark. Your purpose in life should be to seek something more withstanding. Nothing is more important to a man.

repped, but i wanted to quote this for emphasis.

i know exactly where CT and 216 are at because i was there around a year ago. after blowing money, doing drugs and smashing (fulfilling what i felt were my desires at the time), i stopped and realized i felt empty inside. the only feelings i had were ones of indifference or resentment.

but i channeled that into expression like this man here said.

i started a not-for-profit media company and write, in the form of music and poetry and whatever other medium suitable. my self-worth and feelings about my future have done a total 180 since, and i finally am starting to feel some sense of a fulfillment just in the serenity that expression brings me.

i hope this is the first step in leaving a legacy for my family, if nobody else. one of pride. after you go, nobody remembers your bank statements. just your character.

 

[mplsdunk]

^hook me up with some waffles

Hook me up with some money.

You're high as **** if you want summer to end. Bbqing daily > winter.

Been single for a year. Been chilling with a girl I likevsje stayed over a few days. Had a water balloon fight when it was 100 out. Have mad fun and she's coming with to a music festival for a weekend so I'm sort of stoked.

Or... we hate hot weather?

where I live it's either 85 plus or cold as hell so I am fine with it. Maybe if I lived in Arizona id feel you. I'm not missing -10 though and 600 dollar heat bills.

 

[rusty shackelford]

Fall/Spring>>>>>> Summer>>Winter.
The only good thing about winter is wrestling season for me. Summer is too hot, and I miss talking to friends and girls in school. I walked for miles yesterday in 90+ temperatures, yall can miss me with that.

I need some yambs, fapping has lost its vigor, and I'm feeling lonely.

 

[girlslovewaffles]

Start a company.


Create art.


Write a novel.


What you two are seeking is expression. Wealth used to be my primary motivator in life, but has since recently changed to expression. It's simpler than you think, you just need to be there, mentally.


Your legacy is on the line, guys. Women, money, materialistic goods, those things are all ephemeral. Short-lived, meaningless at the end of the day when you're alone and in the dark. Your purpose in life should be to seek something more withstanding. Nothing is more important to a man.

repped, but i wanted to quote this for emphasis.

i know exactly where CT and 216 are at because i was there around a year ago. after blowing money, doing drugs and smashing (fulfilling what i felt were my desires at the time), i stopped and realized i felt empty inside. the only feelings i had were ones of indifference or resentment.

but i channeled that into expression like this man here said.

i started a not-for-profit media company and write, in the form of music and poetry and whatever other medium suitable. my self-worth and feelings about my future have done a total 180 sense, and i finally am starting to feel some sense of a fulfillment just in the serenity that expression brings me.

i hope this is the first step in leaving a legacy for my family, if nobody else. one of pride. after you go, nobody remembers your bank statements. just your character.

That's a dope story, thanks for sharing.

I would LOVE to start a social venture sometime in my life.

 

[currensy]

my late night confession:

I never really had a consistent family atmosphere in my life. My parents divorced while I was still young and that had a pretty big affect on me as a kid. Even though my dad remarried and brought along a whole new family that I lived with for many years, it never felt like it was my "true" family, just people I had to live with. I still love all of them though. Most of my cousins are either out of the country or out of my age group so growing up I never had that connection with them that my older brother does. I just feel like an outcast in the group.

Sometimes I wish I could just come home to a regular family instead of a disjointed one. I want to be able to have dinner with both my mom and dad present under one roof instead of driving halfway across the city just to visit one of them. I want to be able to go to family parties without it feeling awkward for me. When I go to my friend's family parties it lowkey makes me envious of how great and close nit their families are compared to mines. I do have great friends who fill this void to a certain extent, but still, it definitely wouldn't hurt to be more closer to the majority of my family.

This is my life, but my parents never married. I barely really have a convo with my family members besides my aunt. I feel like I don't know anyone forreal forreal. It's like we're connected but not really.

As far as women and love go, I feel like I can't win. The only girl I like has been with some dude for like a year and a half, and she's in love with him. All my friends have past me sexually, they've all had sex or had girl friends, and I haven't had either.

I went through this before school ended mayne, we'll be ight though. I lowkey still want that girl though. Also sometimes I wonder what I'd be like if I was just wildin out like my peers and not just that quiet big dark dude.

 

[Mark Antony]

Ya'll need to forget those chicks, they're not so special. You guys don't even really know them, stop building them up and move on. It's easy to do when you realize it's not even real what you're feeling, ya'll never spent quality intimate time with these women. Start speaking to more women with romantic intent, win or lose. Experience something real.

 

[currensy]

Ya'll need to forget those chicks, they're not so special. You guys don't even really know them, stop building them up and move on. It's easy to do when you realize it's not even real what you're feeling, ya'll never spent quality intimate time with these women. Start speaking to more women with romantic intent, win or lose. Experience something real.

Yea you do have a point, I'm starting to find new hobbies and make some guap though so I'll be ight.

 

[guzzy]

^^^

Just wait till yall hit college. Your horizons expand sooo much man. Yall both young.

 

[girlslovewaffles]

^^^
Just wait till yall hit college. Your horizons expand sooo much man. Yall both young.

Co-sign.

College is where it is at. Academics, women, everything.

 

[rocky437]

I'm 22 and I don't know what I wanna do with my life. I just finished my BComm (retail management major) in April and graduated so I accomplished that, but right now I feel lost and am not working cuz I don't even know where I want to work. My mom is gettin on me to find a job since I'm done school and it's annoying. Hopefully I figure it out soon.

 

[python]

i can't find the spoiler alter + symbol anywhere and have checked all my settings. srs.

don't judge me.

 

[ctidda]

I got entirely too high last night, smh....
I smoked a couple blunts of OG Kush dolo and I was feeling hella good. I left my ipod at my homeboys house monday and he hit me up so I could come get it so I dipped out. My tank was on about 20 miles to empty but that was enough for me to get to his crib, I planned to cop my gas on the way back anyway.. But when I got close by his crib my tank was on like 2 miles to E so I went ahead and stopped at the BP to fill up.. When I got to the pump I checked my back pocket for my wallet and noticed I didn't have it... So I checked my center console and glove compartment, Nothing!! Im freaking out now because Im on the other side of town with no wallet, gas tank is on 0 miles to empty at this point and I don't think I can make it to my homeboys house.. I decided to take the chance and roll to his crib which was around the corner and I made it.. I told him the story when I made it and he's in tears, he fronts me 10 and we go put it in the tank and head back to the crib..

 

[soleking]

havent hit an L in 10 days trying to go for a month dunno if ill make it

 

[swendro]

havent hit an L in 10 days trying to go for a month dunno if ill make it

Me too. Trying to hold out on till the breaking bad premiere then get all

 

[sir charles]

I almost got shot today. Not even bothered in the least bit.

 

[Sir San Diego]

As in someone fired at you or just upped the gat?

 

[sir charles]

As in someone fired at you or just upped the gat?

It was pointed at me.

 

[Sir San Diego]

Why?

 

[sir charles]

Why?

I saw a group of kids arguing today. They were 13-14 years old, fighting in the streets. I broke it up and told the kids to cut it out. One group on one side, one on the other. I see one kid run away down the street, and run into his house. Then he comes back out with his mother, who is holding some type of pistol. She walks up to me, and points it. I put my hands up and explained that I was just breaking up a fight. Then I started to back up, and eventually walk away.

The story is longer than this, but I'm tired.

 

[iluvjordanxi]

I feel like I'm beneath everyone cause I'm at community college and I'm almost turning 22. I hardly put effort into my school work because I have no interest in it. I know thats not a excuse but I genuinely feel school isn't for me. I feel imprisoned and bored out of my mind. Lectures go over my head and I never fully understand anything. I want to put in work but when I do study, I easily get distracted. I know I am more than capable of achieving anything I put my mind into but I'm not motivated by school... What I'm good at is writing and making people laugh. I would love to pursue in a field that can lead me into becoming a screen writer but I'm scared I would doom myself since its a high risk job. All my cousins graduated or attending college already that are pretty damb prestigious... my younger cousin just recently got accepted to Cornell and I feel way inferior then him. Academics is a big deal probably to everyone but especially in my family. My parents and their cousins came here about 20 years ago so that their kids can have a better education and life, I feel like I let my parents down by being so careless. I want to do better but my GPA of 2.5 won't even be good enough to transfer out of this place.