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I feel like I'm beneath everyone cause I'm at community college and I'm almost turning 22. I hardly put effort into my school work because I have no interest in it. I know thats not a excuse but I genuinely feel school isn't for me. I feel imprisoned and bored out of my mind. Lectures go over my head and I never fully understand anything. I want to put in work but when I do study, I easily get distracted. I know I am more than capable of achieving anything I put my mind into but I'm not motivated by school... What I'm good at is writing and making people laugh. I would love to pursue in a field that can lead me into becoming a screen writer but I'm scared I would doom myself since its a high risk job. All my cousins graduated or attending college already that are pretty damb prestigious... my younger cousin just recently got accepted to Cornell and I feel way inferior then him. Academics is a big deal probably to everyone but especially in my family. My parents and their cousins came here about 20 years ago so that their kids can have a better education and life, I feel like I let my parents down by being so careless. I want to do better but my GPA of 2.5 won't even be good enough to transfer out of this place.