Cypher Thread: Vol 3 I believe

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I do different stuff....it ain't just rap... sometimes I write poetry...peep this right quick... I got a couple gems... hopefully by getting more in touchwith what I do and who I am as a person and an artist, you guys will appreciate the music/poetry more. These are three pretty personal pieces. Enjoy! Also,featured on the latest release from my record label, REAL RECOGNIZE REALRECORDS, is a couple songs from yours truly as well as a DVD with several live performances. They even filmed me doing the spoken word thing at a localpoetry jam. Check out the link.

The Looking-Glass Self
Who am I, who are you, and how do you know me?
Can you pay attention? If so, what do you owe me?
Who AM I to you, and were you the same you before me?
Reflected in the broken glass, poorly...
Lies a story...surely you know me better
You see my jeans, New Balances, and full-zip sweaters
You know my ins and my outs down to the letter
The hear me clearly when I say "I'm down for whatever!"
And I see that you see this,
Deep inside I ask-- Is it "me" that you see, OR is it "me" being "this"?
This being breeds on the perception of misconception
Not semen, no erection, thus there's no protection
Just as the rays of the sun bounce into the retina
I reflect an image, persona, et cetera
And it registers, and it radiates back
So instead of the, regular point of view
An annointed few-- can see the self as he sees "the Self" through "The Other"


Almost bro...Almost...


I'm almost happy, almost right
I've almost recovered from all those nights
24 hours a day we gon' fight
Sleep is for the dead, you're not dying aight?
I'm not crying aight, I'm a man up, AND WHAT?
Even though at times I still wanna throw my hands up
And give up, yup, until I stand up
And throw punches in the dark until I land one
And make the wall feel it ALL,
Every ounce of depression in Big Mama's grandson
I've taken so many Xanax bars I think I AM one
...But no Xanax can bring them back
No blunt, no brew, no beat, no track
So I feed those tracks the compassion I lack
The pain I suffered, the past that I can't take back
And it can't take that, so I watch the booth bleed
Truth leads me to the water not slaughter
As it turns out, I sip smoothly because my ship suits me
And the water is the knowlege on which I float
My ship of which I gloat is more than just a boat
It's the desire that feeds me folks,
It's fear plus hope eloped, plus IUN, and that's dope
I ride sound waves---Will said , quote
"Dont believe sh*t till sh*t happen"... nope
Well sh*t happened..... now I captain my own vessel
Caption my own theme music and make it special
Capture my own fate and future, God bless those
That made me who I am and cossed over the threshhold...




I can't dig H.E.R.

it's been rough...
We been down since a __ used to "Jump".. but it feels different, like
Like... a __ missed the bus
This isn't how I remembered us...damn
When I used to talk she would listen
I remember when she used to just kick it with hood __s
But she changed and damnit I can't dig it,
She used to be my little hood mistress
Now she in the club snap dancing having quick romances
She ain't even giving no __s no second chances
I know I ****ed up before, I understand this
BUT... I do you right when I can, shhhh
__s try to say that you're the reason that I ain't the same man, it's
So shady how they try and diss you underhanded
Then they dismiss you, it's official, I can't STAND it!
I love you and I always have, it's just been demandin'
I know I used to skip class for you,
Shhhh real talk, I even skipped *** for you
Cuz I'd see you with them other lil bastards who
Don't love you, they were just passing through
Did my boo like an ATM, cash with-drew
Or withdrawal,
I feel the symptoms of sorrow in our tomorrows
Cuz I don't rock a chain or have a real big name
I'm not like these lyin *** __s (real big manes..)
I treat you the same, I never change up
So I always pitch flame and tear the game up
But I hear you ain't wit it boo
Heard about ya new phone... I ain't making ringtones for you to listen to
You used to sing to me, and I'd spit at you
Now you spitting ON me? This shhh is pityful
Look love, if you ever read this
I'll love you just as long as I'm able to rhyme English
BUT GET OFF THAT *******T! I mean this
Holla at me when you need a new King, it's that simple...


 
Oh yeah.... I forgot to drop a 16 right quick

Symphonies in sixteens,....
Since 16, shhhh seemed kinda sick-ning....
Sit-- see how simply my God-flow speaks...no Sistine
I'm at home when a beat fresher than List-rine
Addressing Miss thing as "Drescher".. undress her
Riddle: What's the purpose of the "Joy" in the middle?
Yes'suh, I cheat Os like Chester........
You might see ya 21 grams or lesser...as a spectre
Ha...stress? Boy NEVER
Well ummm....hmm..less beef, more leathers!
4-wheel-drive drives better, I'm flyer than a feather
I weather the weather through whatever, b**** whenever
Which whether you know it I'm going while it's snowing
I'm flowing like I don't give a dam....damn........DON'T IT...STILL
Feel good to see people up on it?
Chuuuuurch....now put a steeple upon it...homie
 
i grew up fatherless
insecurities secure
which makes me an adonis and...
its scares me when im poppin
cuz im like..what if the condom slits
then im screwed cuz rest assured
im not insured
geico dont apply here..
so i sit...in the dark
like genies wishin
dudes ask why i dont submit my ishh
i answer cuz ill make others tap out
legs broken
body in pieces from newark to hoboken
he quit cuz now he is chokin..
now im rambling high
off my rocker
told i wont be sucessful
cuz my rap style aint a speedknot mobsta
in my hood we dont see bloods or rastas...
i jus post up with my nike clots
head to self concious what up v dot...
 
Now my times at an end
The worlds spinning backwards
The poor man pushing a benz
The popular kids with no friends
And is this truth emanating from me a sign of the Apocalypse coming to an end?
You can't run from the truth so stop trying
Living and lying
Like you ain't scared of death
Truth is though if we all get there
So Whats the reason to despair?
Or distress?
Tell me are you not content With what the most high has given you
Ya physical, ya spiritual
Ya metal, ya lyrical
All these miracles
laid bare for us to see
Yet you couldn't even appreciate it
even after Moses split the sea
But if my rhymes went over ya head
Talking bout this kid whack, need to get on some meds
Remember this one truth, make it famous like tapes made by DJ Clue
It time to stop runnin from the feds
Its time for the revolution to begin
Fill em up with hollow heads and bullets filled with lead
Leave em all for dead
 
broke as hell wish i had-a-car
so to make up,i put a new ferrarri as my avatar
stuck on the net all day
aint really doin shet all day
keystylin about a warm island get-a-way
how did it get this way?
about a month ago my life took a left turn
thought i was going RIGHT,but i ended up just burned
the money i made it that store was the best earned
kllin my quotas,not my quarters but buy a thousand bucks
nextel walkie-talkie,taught my,not just milwaukee was fulla bucks
this new YUKU sucks,i guess it takes some gettin-used-ta
out here in houston,times been gettin gruesome
me and my strap is a two-some
for any cat that wan-do-some
blah blah blah,all these rappers part of a cloned race
ending my raps,with two fingers and a
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It's some dudes on NT claiming to be killas

Frontin for the fame and the skrilla

But they lame, I am reala

They thought it was a game, now I'm thrilla

A monster with the flow, he'll get rocked like Chinchilla

I mean dude is from the home of Steal

You saw the movie Juice, yeah that dude got killed

You a 59/50 sticka, jigga, ya cap get peeled

Yeah the dude wilin, and since he rock new balance

I'ma shoot him in his knee, give duke some new balance

And yeah I saw he had some beef with Truth

He dissed the kid for something

That he was apart of too, and that aint cool

Like high temp-a-tures, ya flows min-ia-ture

Don't make me get at ya

I control your moves, yeah mental telepathy

Damn right Triple R, watch me make, Rilla Run Rapidly
 
I heard a rumor that this __ with a tumor
Forgot my track record was longer than Puma's
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I don't associate with lames, get ya ranks up
I'm bustin the Thompson, old school gangster style huh?
Ain't 100, you ain't that wild bruh........
I'm Illmatic, you ain't that album........... ha!
You that next one plus that neck son (Which..)
I'll disconnect and that's *%*#!* up like conception
With no gravity, ha, Rapidly and savagely
Slashing to put a gash in yo grill like a cavity
Slander me? I DARE you ....man b!tch __ I scare you
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I'm the heir, shoot and they ain't even aware dude
I'm like a Were-dude...
I see beef in these streets I'm like "There's food!"
Yeah fool, you done barked up the wrong oak, it's on folks
And I'm sharp in my natural state like wrong notes.........
 
who would've thought that my lov ain't had a we chance
hand over my heart like pledge of allegiance
such a sad-day,i listened to sade...
so many tracks to choose from
guess you gain one to loose one
she lost one to gain one
then gained the same one
that told her to get lost
when she thought they became ONE...
...if you came from where i came from


you could understand,we could never be friends
till the day the world ends,or i die
if i see you in heaven i won't look you in your eye,good-bye.

so often softened hearts
blossom awesome starts to
hardened endings..
so-long dearly departed parts of friendly conversation,spending...
time...turning clouds to pictures
under mayan skies,time flying by
helps me forget your crying eyes
caramal skintone,i still sing songs
i smile much more,since you been gone
 
Damn....I just broke the dam
I got flow so get ready to quote this man
I'm focused man,
Like Ford, forage like locusts for it
I need more than enough to feed four
I'm hungry, please Lord... Show me the patience
To pace instead of making more pacemaker patients
From hard attacks, cardiac arrested and gave cases
Tested and trained I take it my testes is made stainless
I came in in this game same as Dwayne, part of the gossip
Is whether in that bar I meant Carter or Johnson
Rock hard............. like hard rocks in the projects...
The bass pumpin hard knocks through the projects
I was face @@@+ ing in hard tops through the projects
While you was in class doing projects, so I stress...
Why stress? Smoke about a whole dub
*** what? B**** I could buy the whole club
My shh hot so the fire martial close clubs
I hold snubs...whoa...foes better hold up!
Smoke drugs, @@@+ it... get throwed bruh
It's your body....still the Lord's soul, but
I'm sooo stuck on a vicoden KICK!
Plus, weed, plus liq, haters-- suck my... Si-Si-
Sick the kid on em shhhh.... call Pediatrics
This my third time around like this a hat trick
I got goals to get golds, plat shh...that's it
Just money... ya'll can have this rap shhh
Haaaa! Just playing...I ain't on that shhh
The same reason I spit now is why I spat then
I'd rather be a never was then a has been
I laugh last, living life like lions live, past tense
Ain't shh Funny, but I can dig it like a shovel

I don't spit it cuz u __s love it, but because I love to...
 
Let me bump this real quick, have a lil fun with this keystyle stuff

(Budden) I gotta kill my own dog, that's Mike Vick stuff (Budden)


This aint a game, ya music

Aint playing on my station

I'm above thee, jigga so knee

Before the nemesis, take away ya genesis

Knowledge goin in this +%%%

Rilla man you been a snitch

Cut from the same cloth as Sammy and Randy

Now bull +%%% hit the ground, like Coated Candy

And don't think I'm just typin

I'm so foreal

You tell everybody you a rapper

but you show no deal

You just another jigga with a mic and a myspace

You've flowed on some good beats

But why waste?

And I aint even going in, you my son

Why bother, can't have Ryan Jones hating his father

Pediatric nurse, test the kid's patience, it's slaughter

I'm a Sergeant, ya flow is lethargic

This rap game is a bloody sport

so quite Frankly put your dukes up

Cause For a plack and my Klu klux

you'll catch a buck-50 wit a tooth brush

Plus ya dollars don't make sense like Japanese yen

I've murked you twice

This vol three right?

Guess I gotta do it again
Don't let your pride get hurt
try to hit me with the fire
Cause this winter could be ya last season
like HBO's Wire
 
Pull no punches....

I'll be real, I'm too drunk to read that huff
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Heed my warning, I know how to read that bluff
Ease on up, I don't need a reasON bruh
To squeeze on ya and puncture from ya knees on up
WAIT....I think I see my real name, real lame...
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Come on Travis mayne....step up ya wheel game
Brush ya legs off walk with Young Rill, G
I'm Scott Peterson...grill me... feel me?
What's beef? It's when I'm on the roof
When a 50 cal aiming at this goof in his coup
With enough aim to shoot at his lip and chip a tooth
It's cool, cuz you can still sip on IV soup
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Try me duke! I ain't even trying...I'm lying
I'm lion tho, Liono........... you know...King Rilla
You a sing-song snitcher, I'm a Sing-Sing __
I GOT BARS, GET WIT EM! Eeeeeassssy........
 


Yo, I got the best bars around so why quit?


I'm 5'9'' but I feel like I'm 9'6

You and I, why? You committing suicide

I been live since JUNIOR HIGH who am I b****?

I'm the __ with the trigger finger itch

And a full clip, flip and give a fitted some nicks

And kickflip, shhh! Skate up outta here __ DIP!

On some New Era shhhh, bumpin New Era shhhh
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If I don't get rich...so? I don't expect cheese

But like Purp said I bet __s respect me

I spit harder than porn stars with epilepsy

................Over the flow like jet ski...

I got that hard flo' mastered, kinda like Gretzky

Or MJ, that's me! Wanna bet me?

Ha... I do it proper like "Yes please"

Legs BLEED if I sneeze/ While I'm aiming at ya chest

And I squeeze...whoops..'scuse my mess...ha..

I'll bruise yo lip if I use my left.. nah

I'll break yo spine if I wake my nine, wait

Let me slow it down, let me take my time.....

You lucky I can't make my mind up on what's worse,

Making the line-up or making the time up

For letting __s like you waste my time up

I should make you taste the llama,

I love this life, Yup.... but I hate the drama

All this rap !!+! is cool lil dude's go and make they rhymes up,

But then he won't stand behind them,

Like..don't you know __s could wind up, TIED UP

Inside a ride, and set on fyra

%$!!% you deserve to be a guest on Tyra!

I'm tired of liars hand me my pliers

I'ma get through all you snitch __'s wires

Better than Kayne... I ain't sparing __s like tires,

I said I was tired, NOT STUPID

Not Dumb. Not Cupid. Got Guns.

Got a Massacre planned, not love..so stop moving!

I got stock moving, Rilla Run Rapidly Records

Is actually stetchin' with rapid progression,
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__ understand the lesson, in essence

I'm the type of __ that you shouldn't even eff wit....

I'm milking money like Nesquik

Basically...this game is mine, you better get next quick...

I got first cap, Wize got next pick

So get who you wanna get...and gimme Jewels, shiiiiiit.....
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Keep it moving....there's nothing further to see here people... give the paramedics room. Let the coroner through, watch out...NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXT....
 
This is a poem I wrote in 9th grade it has won me a bunch of contest and stuff

I walk into a store
All Eyes on me
White man walks in
All Eyes on me
White man steals all that he sees
but conveniently all eyes are on me.

I know it's a little elementary but I was in 9th grade and that is how I felt.

and as bonus a quick Keystyle

I leave you drunk off the keystyle consider this a freestyle
a little Natty but I shed Light when the beats wild
but there an no beat child, Red head step kid syndrome when the beat dialed
Child services cuz the verse is merciless, like life without Dre or Walburg or Tyres is
The reef is a splif for no reason the Reef is to big to handle without poision
Cuz this fish smelling dudes do it don't force them
Don't force the rhymes or the Bel Biv Divoe success like Posion
C02 flow argon no song no siagon I"m gone
Like Kanye and I keep keeping on Blind man said that this sight is his Don
Meaning the picture I paint with my words is Like Wan(?)
Hakim I scheme on PLayers for the team of Rightous words But I'm more like Adi Amean(?)
An African King master of the Legendary lean to the Eastside when the cars rides
whip the french fries off the seat so we can fly!!!
 
I wasn't aware __s was actually reading this shh... *!#* it.....go in...


Although I feel I MAY be beaten a dead pony
I think it's time I beat this @$+$ into your head homie
Me, I keep 3 hos with no sled homie
You, you can't hold me, I'm feeling like Kobe,
If you know me know it's two 4s on me
And umm...the George Gervin will ice my man fo' me
I got flow G like menstual on instrumental
Hence, shooooot I bleed the booth for rent dues
This how I eat ain't no other ways to get food
Unless I GET fools, snappin' like pitbulls
My clique full, so I'm good till my __s starvin
Then we on Harrison Street, you'd think a __'s Marvin
...How bullets come fast at the targets
You don't want start shhh, Arvis's will BOMB b****!
R.I.P. mom sorry for the alarm kids...
I'm Clark Kent, that's until I hear a "AWWWWW SHHHHHH!"


Can I get a "AWWWWW SHHHHHH!" one time?
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Where the booth at?
 
I usually don't do this but I'm on my new%*+@
I'm gonna do this for MC's I"m ruthless
Like a classic Cutless but this is just so sick
free the cheif didn't know he was locked up
Just assassinated a dude gave him a halo Who's next up
My generation is messed up everyone a gangsta
Rhyme for the fast buck
I am knowledge stepped up, so I am Legend the key is to get your checks up
it's an arm's race with the lyrics and I got biological warfare
so get checked up it's not fair the Fair for the bandwagon is more then a fast buck
and you's a little doe, little short with the dough
while I'm a Dodge Ram with the flow
Breaking the Damn with the flow, leaving dudes choking
While I'm yoking the flow, Lupe with the flow
Rick James with the Flow Frat boy on Satureday night with the flow
and I jsut started to flow, came from a creek and now this just leaks
and I'm all on my greens Like Cheese on the Leak
 
You can find me on the block posted up trying to cop them bricks
But with the cops on the block man i'll lock them clips
But my mac stay strapped man i'll !+$% and spit
Cause my gat blast off like a rocket ship
I'm hot with this, the clips and the mag to ya dome
I'm a reach for the piece and i'm clapping ya home
There's strays when i blaze so i'm grabbing the chrome
Cause my x-rays say that i'm bad to the bone
So when the clips out, and the mag draw
I'll leave your body half off like a discount
But if they want war, I'm a let the 4 pop
Drag his body on the ground like a floor mop
So everybody getting down when i draw shots
My gun incredible and it'll make ya jaw drop
Cause i'm loud and i'm heard in every scene
I'm the best you've ever heard or ever seen ya dig?
 



These dudes is little fools, middle school n-
Decimal, fraction - minuscule n-
Waste of my time to even spit at you n-
You pitiful n-.... claim to be real -- nobody believin it
Aint no more stand up n-, just stand up comedians
You need the recipe for beef? ammunition the ingredients
Everybody eatin when I get to millimeterin'
Chow down... I *plaow plaow* that pound - yes yes yall
Army guns in the building make the lobby to a mess hall
Why can't we all get along? I would hate to have to ride out, pull the nine out
Ya whole team headed for the sideline... yall callin' timeout?
Need a breather? I could do this all day, I'm not gone play
Either fall back or I send you n- deep with that shotgun play
Most of yall in this game is not really ready - wait....
You just not ready. Really. Feel me?
At first it was all cool... what happens next? Get clapped with techs
Before you get in this game, homie you have to stretch

I'm just talkin #+@#, don't mind me
 
I'm glad I got a recipe for beef, but I like destruction Nuclear please
I do this with ease stand up and and get found in some sheets
White to be exact thats just how I react I don't bust gats
Not a hood {black guy} Just a {Black guy} in the hood with a hood That's missing
Exposing the whole click now they bust gats and do hood [stuff]
2 girls one cup when they spit, me I just spit this [Stuff] thats sick
Open your mouth catch a couple 'rics, Southpark Chicken pox and [stuff]
I'm more like Cartmen mixed with Carwright Leaving dudes with ******* all night
I Cook Cow, boy your rhymes is just another cow toy
Black and white making a lot of noise
Well I'm play Sid, Kill the dreams of a kid
Cuz a buzz for a light year, this is a light year like a girl on BC
This is on toy I pop pills that'll make you feel the force
Jedi mind by force, Waiting after Gemini by Choice
 
Let's switch from lines and puns to knives and guns, let's get gory
This rap shh bore me
I'm pre his-story, there's none before me
So none to follow... once one get hit with tips that's hollow
Press tongue and lips to one's four fifth then... swallow
I feel no sorrow, apologize? NO
Before you I split a few in two, yea.. Gemini Doe
Unrecognizable, when you gotta go you gotta go, it's your time
I gotta Mac for every Zodiac... what's your sign?
Don't confuse it with a pickup line when I lift up nines
9 1 1, your order's ready it's pickup time
The fact is that -this- -is- not fictitious
Put the genie to his beanie, give that n- three wishes
When I blow... should I say three kisses
So long, bye bye to existence, tsk tsk
So wrong, shame on 'em
First I put 'em on the spot with the lil red dot
Then the thing got the flame on em


edit - Good look Rilla
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Im not usually in the forum, Im scoopin' groupies in the foreign/
Me and a redbone get blown, zone off the endorphins/
Of course, these herbs would rather smoke it instead/
Even if I keystyle it goes over your head/
Bit***s from a distance dissin? That's an irrelevant rating/
*** backwards candy rappers they'll tell ya I'm hating/
They tryin to tear down our hood and call it 'gentrification'/
Tell me I'm no good from lack of 'edjumacation'/
Cut co-eds I'm not college educated but I'm prominent/
Young black entrepreneur they aren't stoppin it/
Treat it like a NBA travel, the refs won't honor it/
But this how I built me from filthy to a conglomerate/
Everyday the playa' way Leanin with the fadeaway/

Schemin' cuz you dweebs is puttin fake jays on layaway/

You can play around and claim the trey pound/
But once your beds made nothin left to do but lay down.
 
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