I recently went 163 days without shakin the proverbial bacon. It was an incredible journey and I unearthed some things about myself that I never knew existed.
As with anything, all good things must come to an end.
I was at Rite Aid and got an erection during my interaction with the tub o' lard fat girl at the register. That's when I knew, like Kobe going for 60 in that 4th quarter, that tonight would be the night it would all come to an end. An incident like that never used to happen even when I talked to a sexy chick. After doing some research I kept coming across references to Catholic priests and how celibacy can turn a man into a savage. I got kinda worried.
Ideally, we should be having sex if we aren't flogging the dolphin, but that's a conundrum that presents problems for me. 1) I don't like using condoms 2) If I'm not fapping, I'm not primed for casual sex. 3) I have STD paranoia. My one lead to sex, Tinder, is likely a landmine for STD's. My only option left would be to get a girlfriend who is STD-free (verified through third party testing) and have her take birth control. But I don't want a girlfriend. Ugh!
The good news is, since I've started fapping again, I still don't want or need porn. I haven't watched porn in over a year. I've just been using imagery I've seen throughout the day in real life which I believe is healthier. Also, going 2-3 days between faps is hardly noticeable to me now. I feel like my brain has been reprogrammed and is now firing on all synapses. Roger that.
My plan of action now is to only fap on one day a month (with unlimited sessions) unless I feel the way I felt that day at Rite Aid, then I'll bump it up to one day bimonthly. Studies have now shown that abstaining from ejaculation for 7 days can increase testosterone production by 150%. I don't believe they've tested for longer durations however. I know I felt superpowers between day 60-90. I was riding that big wave, y'all.
As a show of solidarity to the NT boys of summer, I will once again commence to streakin'. I'm already 4 days in so let's see what happens this time. My advice to all of you is if you feel your sexual aggression becomes uncontrollable--- HURRY AND RELEASE IT DOING ANOTHER PHYSICAL ACTIVITY. Take a walk, dance, or hit the weightroom. I wasn't as physically active over the winter as I would've liked to be. Interested to see what happens now that I am.
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