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[legalsole]

thank God i never got to that point

But that took a lot of guts to come out and say and admit you had a problem glad you're doing well now

Honestly the longer you watch the more likely you will delve into that stuff. My father was a computer "engineer" so we got access to the internet very early. I remember having a computer in my room very early. Been watching this stufff since I was like 8 and now I'm in my early 30s. I got bored with the regular stuff and last 2 years through out all my inhibitions and started watching everything hardcore.

Definitely did not seek out the beast and sus. One of the worse things them sites did was have the auto play after each vid. Smh



Stop while you can, and if you can't stop just try to not make it an everyday thing( which to me seems impossible, it's either all or nothing lfor me)

 

[legalsole]

Wait you were watching beast and gay porn? Damn man, you were in a way worse position that I am, glad you conquered that ****

Thanks man.

If I remember correctly you are Muslim . I joined an addiction group and a large amount of them were Muslim . One of the worst things you can do is watch something over and over again that you can't do.

 

[AZwildcats]

Yep, it truly sucks

 

[360waves]

Yes a lot of Muslim brothers have a difficult time with porn. Seeing that most of them think it's "better" than actual fornication. I was in 2 very long and meaningful relationships and still watched porn at the time. Even with virtually limitless vaginal and oral sex at my disposal it was that quick fix of porn that was hard to say no to.

I knew I had a problem when this thought crossed my mind. How long would it take for me to meet a Brazilian with a yopper that was willing to sleep with me... in Wisconsin... or how long would it take for me to meet an Asian with double d's that was crazy in bed? Months if not years lmao or I could go online pop one off quick and get my post nut clarity back and get a good nights sleep lmao. I knew I had a serious problem after that.

 

[$tatus $ymbol]

If you out here watching gay pron you probably gay or at least curious in the first place. No shots either, live your life just throwing that out there Been watching pron since my horny butt had internet access at like 14-15, only gay pron I wanna see is 2 bad Latinas going at each other.

With that said I'm finna be on day one again tomorrow. See y'all then.

 

[adobecs4]

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[gentrification]

Props to legalsole. Just know the battle aint done yet amigo.
I went more than 2 months earlier this year. Was prepping my tantra game n all that, now.....here I am on day 7 [emoji]128532[/emoji]

Exactly, even dudes that went 5-6 months in the thread caved back in.

 

[Top Boy]

 

Props to legalsole. Just know the battle aint done yet amigo.
I went more than 2 months earlier this year. Was prepping my tantra game n all that, now.....here I am on day 7 [emoji]128532[/emoji]

Exactly, even dudes that went 5-6 months in the thread caved back in.

Guilty.

Streak is 3 months though.

Back to like 3 days. Came in here confident and hit myself with the Sword of Damocles.

Need to get all the way back into meditation.. Been losing my focus hard. Cant afford that.

 

[you go boy]

well today marks 1 week... i want to go one month and if i dont notice a difference i will be back to my fapping ways

 

[Top Boy]

You'll notice benefits after the first week. 

 

[gentrification]

Guilty.

Streak is 3 months though.

Back to like 3 days. Came in here confident and hit myself with the Sword of Damocles.

Need to get all the way back into meditation.. Been losing my focus hard. Cant afford that.

Trust me it happens to the best of us. I went 3 months and came back to it for a bit. Now I'm going for 5 months and feel like giving in. Good luck keep it going. Release the past [emoji]128526[/emoji]

 

[Top Boy]

 

Guilty.

Streak is 3 months though.

Back to like 3 days. Came in here confident and hit myself with the Sword of Damocles.

Need to get all the way back into meditation.. Been losing my focus hard. Cant afford that.

Trust me it happens to the best of us. I went 3 months and came back to it for a bit. Now I'm going for 5 months and feel like giving in. Good luck keep it going. Release the past [emoji]128526[/emoji]

Facts.

Stay strong fam, it's not even worth it 

 

[$tacy]

7 days. Idk man, I'm not motivated this time around. The last time I got to like 4 and a half mths I was motivated because I got hit with the ED so I was determined to stop. Now I'm just riding that wave of not wanting to feel the guilt after so I'm not doing it.

 

[legalsole]

If you out here watching gay pron you probably gay or at least curious in the first place. No shots either, live your life just throwing that out there Been watching pron since my horny butt had internet access at like 14-15, only gay pron I wanna see is 2 bad Latinas going at each other.

With that said I'm finna be on day one again tomorrow. See y'all then.

No shots.

Im secure in my sexuality.


I know myself and I know why that phase come about. It did not matter who I was watching as long as it was rough and vulgar and degrading. The bisexual stuff just. happened to be the most rough defrading type.


And I know it is not about attraction because I am in no way shape or form attractive to animals. So to me that solidified that my addiction was taking me to a place that even didnt want to go.



When you get to that level( hope you never do) you realize how strong this garbage is,like you'd rather see two jawns go at it then go have sex with your chick who is badder than both of them sleeping in the room right there......



It's crazy, but like I said I'm good now and don't plan on turning back.

 

[legalsole]

Yep, it truly sucks

Stop torturing yourself, stop watching it.


Or Get married

 

[zapatohead408]

Day 4 is almost over with

 

[Chill Bill]

So ain't nobody else gonna come out and say they may have watched or read a beast on Busty brunette hentai

Just to see what it was like?


I know it's gotta be more than just two people

Now's the time to come clean

 

[adobecs4]

Nah. Y'all on ya own with that ****.

 

[andretti]

I never got that far down the rabbit hole.

 

[mmcmxi]

super big props to Legalsole, definitely a hero for this thread.

currently in between jobs, looking to transition from the cubicle system to calling my own shots.

a lil drama with my shorty which somehow caused an issue with my libido with her.  cliffs :: past month has been hectic between us and I haven't been my normal / natural savage with her.  she's wetter than the nile almost constantly.

about to OD workout and focus on the next few plays for the next 6 months.

with all that said, today marks Day 1.

 

[andretti]

"currently in between jobs, looking to transition from the cubicle system to calling my own shots."

May I ask what you would be doing? I can wait till I'm in this position.


Also good look or your journey fam.

 

[legalsole]

So ain't nobody else gonna come out and say they may have watched or read a beast on Busty brunette hentai

Just to see what it was like?


I know it's gotta be more than just two people

Now's the time to come clean

That is how it all began.




I know you guys watch the beast hentai stuff yah some liars. It used to pop up on the side all the time

 

[Chill Bill]

That is how it all began.




I know you guys watch the beast hentai stuff yah some liars. It used to pop up on the side all the time

First step is admitting that you have a problem

Can we honestly say that while typing in "d0ggy" That we never thought about the possibility of a video with a actual dog coming up

 

[sofa king awsm]

Day 19. Hit that stage of no fap where you get vivid dreams. Like a damn movie. So nice. Sleep feels so good.

 

[andretti]

Day 19. Hit that stage of no fap where you get vivid dreams. Like a damn movie. So nice. Sleep feels so good.

Vivid.........vivid dreams.