didn't really want to talk about it and i was gonna start a **** 2020 thread to vent so i didn't say anything in here but since it's the last day of one of the worst years of my life ill share
my pops got covid about 6 or 7 days after thanksgiving. a lot of you know im in healthcare and have been exposed more times than i can count so i've kept away from him this whole year.
extremely minimal contact. it's been tough not being able to see him as we are really close. the reason why it was so important for me to stay away cause he is 74 years old, has leukemia, diabetes, copd, asthma, etc. we think he got it from having to go to the hospital to get treated for his leukemia. well, today he is still in the hospital. it's been a roller coaster every single day from he's doing better and smiling and face timing to barely being able to get a sentence out cause he's so out of breath. hes a good man that has built and protected a huge family who loves him. and now he might have to spend his last days by himself. it's been torture for all of us. every night we go to bed stressed the **** out cause that's when it gets hard for him to breathe.
hes been recently transferred to the ICU and it's been hell. he told me he wanted to give up but promised us that he will keep fighting for his family. sometimes he just face times some of us so he can see us even though he can't speak cause of a lack of oxygen.
so if any of yall are planning to celebrate tonight... just don't. it's not worth it and try and encourage people not to as well.