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May 27th 2013 my only brother was 26, came home from a church program and in 3 days in jersey it was nough too overpower 18 months of being a good clean person... Od'd. I'm not gettin into the story I posted one when it happened. But it is a DISEASE because it ***** with your brain. After 18 months of Christianity, working a 9-5 paying back restitutions, and the total change when I saw him, he was glowin... He didn't smoke cigs, didn't curse, told me I talk black, and this is the same mfer that I learned everything from. Long story short he decided to use again. And it took his life....I'm jus tryna stay sober for him but its hard...to be honest I blaze every day. I pop zans...I jus Stay out of camden... I stay away from opiates....been there done that. I STILL go to meetings to be reminded that I am a addict. And I can be clean if I want, there IS a way out. Is called. AA/NA and it runs in my family....my father has 8 years clean and sober, his thing was drinking n coke, so me n my bro gravitated towards downers...ether way...I've definitely faced some consequences because of my useage....
I was kicking it with the homie I hadn't seen in a while today, smoking, having a couple beers bs'ing. Topic of boy came up and I asked if he had ever done it. Dude said he was on it heavy for a few months. Track marks and all. I had no idea. Been sober from it for six weeks though and just lined up the best paying job of his life. Super happy for him