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NT i come to you with a vent this fall afternoon, sitting down on my lunch break I am starting to evaluate my life as a 22 year old kid from a black middle class family, with an awesome younger brother and being blessed with both of my parents. I have an ok car (06 vw passat). i work 2 part time jobs, and go to school part time at my local comm college. Studying liberal Arts, but willing to switch my major at the drop of a dime if i know i can get a job i like with great pay (I know, stupid.. and not likely these days). I met a girl, who's father took a liking to me from the instant we started talking over a beer.. She is a great girl, but i cant see myself with her.. she is feeling me hard body, good morning text, cooks me breakfast, ask if she would like for me to come over or her to come over and make dinner for me and my family. This girl is all around Perfect. and i hate that.. cause im not perfect. I work, school,
, duty and hang out with the team once a week. I only want to be with her because her dad said he could get me a job working as a support specialist at the Pentagon, starting in the spring. he just keeps calling me "son" and blah blah. I feel that i am doing it wrong because I shouldve been graduated school, moved out of my parents house, settle down and i guess live life.. thats how most of my friends at my age are at.. some of there lives look pretty enjoyable.. others i feel bad for..
Cliffs-
-22 yr old suburban black kid
- Works 2 jobs, lives at home, goes to school has no idea what he wants to do in life
-Met a girl, but is using her to get a job under her father but is stuck with her till im hired on in April.
-Feels like im at the age where i need to settle down because everyone around me is doing it. Sheep.
-Feels Bad, because he lives at home, shouldve been graduated at 22, and started a "life".
EDIT: Left some key things out since i sent that all from my phone, But the problem is.. Settling down at 22. i should've been more specific. I dont want to get married or anything.. Just something there.. Instant Poon, Cuddle buddy
etc... We have nothing in common i feel like.. Music taste are different, Doesn't like my team for some reason and is kind of a BIA to my friends and friends gfs when we go out.. Always has something to say about everything.. (ex. Your going to fast 65 in a 60, why are you always working on your car, why do you smoke? what do you and your "boys" do.. ) i could go on for days.. its like she likes the idea of it.. ever since that day her dad asked me if i wanted a beer...
Cliffs-
-22 yr old suburban black kid
- Works 2 jobs, lives at home, goes to school has no idea what he wants to do in life
-Met a girl, but is using her to get a job under her father but is stuck with her till im hired on in April.
-Feels like im at the age where i need to settle down because everyone around me is doing it. Sheep.
-Feels Bad, because he lives at home, shouldve been graduated at 22, and started a "life".
EDIT: Left some key things out since i sent that all from my phone, But the problem is.. Settling down at 22. i should've been more specific. I dont want to get married or anything.. Just something there.. Instant Poon, Cuddle buddy
