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I try to keep life as UN-complicated as possible. I try to explain everything that goes on with and around me and for the most part, I do a good job at it. ButNT, today I can honestly say that I have no idea what I'm going to do.
I met this girl at the beginning of last semester. From since the first time I saw her, I bs you not, I felt something. Usually if I see a girl Ithink is attractive, I'd give her the eye and think "she could get it". But with her, I just couldn't do it. Plus at the time I was in arelationship so I just brushed it off. Then we started talking and we've finally made things official about two weeks ago. But the thing is, she's aninternational student and the likelihood of her staying here is slim as hell. Also, I'm in the process of transferring to the University of Oregon, soeither way, neither of us are going to stay at the school we're at right now.
So the semester's almost over and everyday I wake up next to her, I'm reminded that I'll probably lose her in a few months. How do I shake thefeeling?
I know I may be tripping, but I don't know what else to do. It's so real right now.
Right now I'm listening to a cd she made me and every song is just hitting me hard as hell.
I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish with this thread, and I know it's not my typical thread (I'd like to think I make more sense ona regular basis), but help me out.
I met this girl at the beginning of last semester. From since the first time I saw her, I bs you not, I felt something. Usually if I see a girl Ithink is attractive, I'd give her the eye and think "she could get it". But with her, I just couldn't do it. Plus at the time I was in arelationship so I just brushed it off. Then we started talking and we've finally made things official about two weeks ago. But the thing is, she's aninternational student and the likelihood of her staying here is slim as hell. Also, I'm in the process of transferring to the University of Oregon, soeither way, neither of us are going to stay at the school we're at right now.
So the semester's almost over and everyday I wake up next to her, I'm reminded that I'll probably lose her in a few months. How do I shake thefeeling?
I know I may be tripping, but I don't know what else to do. It's so real right now.
Right now I'm listening to a cd she made me and every song is just hitting me hard as hell.
I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish with this thread, and I know it's not my typical thread (I'd like to think I make more sense ona regular basis), but help me out.