Im just having a rough time with my girl, where she wants time to think about things. But at the same time, she wants to date someone else, to make sure if imthe right one. Anyway, im having no part of it, and trying to move on. But the worst part is, I was fully ready to spend the rest of my life with her. I wasfully ready to tell her that too.
At this point, I want to hold out for that, but at the same time I know im going to have to try to move on.
The worst is when stuff like that happens, and you dont eat, sleep, and cant stop thinking about her. I mean, this just recently happened (during finals noless), and ive lost 10 pounds because ive had maybe one sub in the past five days, and just been able to drink water because I literally cant hold food downanymore. The only way I can go to bed is if, well, I do something that makes it so I dont think about her, but that takes nearly two hours to do. Especiallywith final exams, its the toughest part of my life. Ive had so much with her, that I dont want to move on...
At the same time, im sure everybody will have a second, or third, or fourth crack at love.
And yes, the worst is when you love someone, and they dont love you back, especially when you know that is the exact person you want to spend the rest of yourlife with.
*sigh*
