Official Confessions Thread. vol: Aint had one of these in a while.

[unkletomcruze]

I'm presently in a somewhat deserted part of my school library working on the final paper for one of my classes...and I have like 8 tabs of "flicks" open...

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Realtalk, has anyone ever kicked the habit on their own? And if so, how?

I've considered visiting the Mental Health clinic at my school but the director is actually someone I know very well and I'd be O.D embarrassed if she somehow learned of my addiction...

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[unkletomcruze]

I'm presently in a somewhat deserted part of my school library working on the final paper for one of my classes...and I have like 8 tabs of "flicks" open...

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Realtalk, has anyone ever kicked the habit on their own? And if so, how?

I've considered visiting the Mental Health clinic at my school but the director is actually someone I know very well and I'd be O.D embarrassed if she somehow learned of my addiction...

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[mplsdunk]

I used to clown Ipads and tablets in general. I used an ipad, now I want one.

 

[mplsdunk]

I used to clown Ipads and tablets in general. I used an ipad, now I want one.

 

[38816]

i like #NTwitter more than NT.

i get blowed every day.

ive prolly been sober all of....12 days..... in the past....4 years.


but chall know that, tho

 

[38816]

i like #NTwitter more than NT.

i get blowed every day.

ive prolly been sober all of....12 days..... in the past....4 years.


but chall know that, tho

 

[tfromthe617]

unkletomcruze have you considered going to a sex addicts anonymous meeting or something of that nature?

 

[tfromthe617]

unkletomcruze have you considered going to a sex addicts anonymous meeting or something of that nature?

 

[rawex5]

Originally Posted by So Slickening

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

Damn...is she with someone else?
  

 

[rawex5]

Originally Posted by So Slickening

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

Damn...is she with someone else?
  

 

[sweettooth 17]

1. My new girlfriend is everything i could ask for in a woman(I never tell her though

), makes me see the flaws in previous relationships. I guess I'm just use to the "typical" females these days and wait for her to mess up.

2. Been contemplating deleting twitter and fb for a while now, these social networks tend to take away the social aspect.

3. Wish I would have kept playing b-ball, that's all i lived for back in the day.

4. If I had the chance to live the majority of my adult life in the 80's/90's, I would take it in a heartbeat.

 

[sweettooth 17]

1. My new girlfriend is everything i could ask for in a woman(I never tell her though

), makes me see the flaws in previous relationships. I guess I'm just use to the "typical" females these days and wait for her to mess up.

2. Been contemplating deleting twitter and fb for a while now, these social networks tend to take away the social aspect.

3. Wish I would have kept playing b-ball, that's all i lived for back in the day.

4. If I had the chance to live the majority of my adult life in the 80's/90's, I would take it in a heartbeat.

 

[starzinoureyes]

Since this is my last day of work for the year & I won't be back until January, I should be closing out all of my Veterans' students files... I don't feel like it & I surely will regret it come the new year.


Instead, I've decided to get drunk while @ work & close out this school year/work year in an awesome buzzed-tastic haze.

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[starzinoureyes]

Since this is my last day of work for the year & I won't be back until January, I should be closing out all of my Veterans' students files... I don't feel like it & I surely will regret it come the new year.


Instead, I've decided to get drunk while @ work & close out this school year/work year in an awesome buzzed-tastic haze.

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surprisingly, I've written this all with absolutely no spelling errors.

 

[third]

Originally Posted by Hizzle

My boy was trashed on his birthday last week and kissed me on the cheek. I didn't know how to react to that. I feel dirty.

me and my boys do it all the time it only feels awkward the first time

 

[third]

Originally Posted by Hizzle

My boy was trashed on his birthday last week and kissed me on the cheek. I didn't know how to react to that. I feel dirty.

me and my boys do it all the time it only feels awkward the first time

 

[ginzo]

Originally Posted by UnkleTomCruze

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Realtalk, has anyone ever kicked the habit on their own? And if so, how?

I've considered visiting the Mental Health clinic at my school but the director is actually someone I know very well and I'd be O.D embarrassed if she somehow learned of my addiction...

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I'm sorry but

Start working out bro, do something easy like jogging to start off.
It's a great stress reliever.
And if you can't do that then just go see your director.
She'd probably get more inclined to help you since she knows you.
Don't be embarrassed bro, there's no telling what she things she's hiding in her closet.

 

[ginzo]

Originally Posted by UnkleTomCruze

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Realtalk, has anyone ever kicked the habit on their own? And if so, how?

I've considered visiting the Mental Health clinic at my school but the director is actually someone I know very well and I'd be O.D embarrassed if she somehow learned of my addiction...

...

I'm sorry but

Start working out bro, do something easy like jogging to start off.
It's a great stress reliever.
And if you can't do that then just go see your director.
She'd probably get more inclined to help you since she knows you.
Don't be embarrassed bro, there's no telling what she things she's hiding in her closet.

 

[hella handsome]

Originally Posted by getmoneyforever

Originally Posted by Al Audi

i wonder why i nutted in her the other day................said she was on her period but there was no blood............a light day? not even any blood residue though

(&#$# tryna trap me?

   daddy 

...... ayo... son... ayo...

 

[hella handsome]

Originally Posted by getmoneyforever

Originally Posted by Al Audi

i wonder why i nutted in her the other day................said she was on her period but there was no blood............a light day? not even any blood residue though

(&#$# tryna trap me?

   daddy 

...... ayo... son... ayo...

 

[so slickening]

Originally Posted by RaWeX05

Originally Posted by So Slickening

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

Damn...is she with someone else?
  

No, but she was close to dating someone. It was one of her co-workers... well, he worked at different branch. But that's how they met, and he really liked her. She put him in the friendzone, though, cause she was fresh off the breakup with me. Then, she realized her feelings for him in October, but by that time he was already talking to another girl. She was really bummed out for a good two weeks about it, but got over him. I was crushed to find out she was already interested in someone else, but if they actually began dating I honestly don't know what I would do with myself.

When she told me, thoughts like, "What does she like about him more than me?" or "What does he have?" came up in my head. Those are the worst. I'm still bracing myself for when she meets someone and it works out... I'm starting to feel anxious thinking about it.

Oh, another important detail – we were a long distance relationship. She lives in San Diego, CA. I'm in Philly. Don't ask. We had a "love has no distance" type of thing.

 

[ku jhawx]

My girl is really starting to bother me...like not annoying, just frustrating. She has some personal issues (pretty bad) and it is SO SO SO hard to put up with them. I really do love her, she's a great girl, but she gets in these moods like every 3 days where she doesn't wanna talk to me, just tries to ignore the world. It is SO frustrating, I try and help and I'm unsuccessful just about everytime...makes me feel so unwanted when she gets in these moods cause like I said she doesn't wanna talk to me or seem interested in me. The hardest part is (selfishly) I try so hard and basically get no love in return...she's not a lovey dovey person (which is fine I don't want a clingy girl) but I mean even when I try to cuddle while watching a movie she'll deny it and she never kisses me, nothing...

Also, we've been dating for about 26 months now...we rarely hookup...(don't have sex, we never have.

) I respect the girl, but I mean c'monnn. Barely even do more than makeout...

I've found myself almost cheating on her just cause I want some so bad.

 

[so slickening]

Originally Posted by RaWeX05

Originally Posted by So Slickening

Ever since my significant other of 4 years broke up with me in the summer, I haven't had interest in anyone else. Not even any sexual, no-strings-attached desires. The break-up was my fault and sometimes I think of offing myself because every day, I feel the heartache and regret first thing when I wake up and last thing before I fall asleep. Going out and having a good time doesn't distract me from thoughts of her anymore – she's always in the back of my mind somehow. We broke up in the summer and I haven't progressed a step in getting over it... I keep having hope that the whole "true love conquers all" thing is true and we'll end up together, because she said she'll always love me. And I know for a fact that she does. The note on which we ended things proved it, which is another story, but I know it's real.

And everything I feel is involuntary. I hate when people say that I'm doing this to myself. I wake up and feel these things, it's not my choice to. I can't force my emotions to change and I don't have the drive/heart/interest to get someone else. It's weird, I'm constantly down because of this, but I'm content because of the fact that they're feelings for her. She's all I want. Until the time comes that it changes though, or everything works out, I'm stuck with this weight on my shoulders. A good friend told me that the only thing I can do in this situation is weather the storm, cause there's no convincing my heart at this point. This is in God's hands now, and only time will tell.

As I'm going through all this, though, she's doing great. We still talk, and I told her that I'm happy for her, which is true. But that doesn't mean I'm happy.

Damn, I can't believe I was such an idiot and lost her. She had everything I ever needed.

Well, that felt better getting it out. That was a longer post than I intended to make when I started to reply to this thread. Meh.

Damn...is she with someone else?
  

No, but she was close to dating someone. It was one of her co-workers... well, he worked at different branch. But that's how they met, and he really liked her. She put him in the friendzone, though, cause she was fresh off the breakup with me. Then, she realized her feelings for him in October, but by that time he was already talking to another girl. She was really bummed out for a good two weeks about it, but got over him. I was crushed to find out she was already interested in someone else, but if they actually began dating I honestly don't know what I would do with myself.

When she told me, thoughts like, "What does she like about him more than me?" or "What does he have?" came up in my head. Those are the worst. I'm still bracing myself for when she meets someone and it works out... I'm starting to feel anxious thinking about it.

Oh, another important detail – we were a long distance relationship. She lives in San Diego, CA. I'm in Philly. Don't ask. We had a "love has no distance" type of thing.

 

[ku jhawx]

My girl is really starting to bother me...like not annoying, just frustrating. She has some personal issues (pretty bad) and it is SO SO SO hard to put up with them. I really do love her, she's a great girl, but she gets in these moods like every 3 days where she doesn't wanna talk to me, just tries to ignore the world. It is SO frustrating, I try and help and I'm unsuccessful just about everytime...makes me feel so unwanted when she gets in these moods cause like I said she doesn't wanna talk to me or seem interested in me. The hardest part is (selfishly) I try so hard and basically get no love in return...she's not a lovey dovey person (which is fine I don't want a clingy girl) but I mean even when I try to cuddle while watching a movie she'll deny it and she never kisses me, nothing...

Also, we've been dating for about 26 months now...we rarely hookup...(don't have sex, we never have.

) I respect the girl, but I mean c'monnn. Barely even do more than makeout...

I've found myself almost cheating on her just cause I want some so bad.

 

[so slickening]

Originally Posted by ku JHAWX

My girl is really starting to bother me...like not annoying, just frustrating. She has some personal issues (pretty bad) and it is SO SO SO hard to put up with them. I really do love her, she's a great girl, but she gets in these moods like every 3 days where she doesn't wanna talk to me, just tries to ignore the world. It is SO frustrating, I try and help and I'm unsuccessful just about everytime...makes me feel so unwanted when she gets in these moods cause like I said she doesn't wanna talk to me or seem interested in me. The hardest part is (selfishly) I try so hard and basically get no love in return...she's not a lovey dovey person (which is fine I don't want a clingy girl) but I mean even when I try to cuddle while watching a movie she'll deny it and she never kisses me, nothing...

Also, we've been dating for about 26 months now...we rarely hookup...(don't have sex, we never have.

) I respect the girl, but I mean c'monnn. Barely even do more than makeout...

I've found myself almost cheating on her just cause I want some so bad.

Keep it to an almost. Actually, make it less than that... it ain't worth it bro. If you have strong feelings for a girl and have built a good rapport with time, that's the worst way to screw it up. Speaking from experience.