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^i know that feeling man... My parents and my lil bro, and my aunt and 2 cousins is all the family I have in America. The rest of my fam lives in china and Hong Kong. When I was little I only saw my grandma every other year, but we were pretty close. Then when I got to middle school and sports and friends started getting bigger and bigger in my life I stopped visiting.... Then she died, like 13 years ago now.... I didn't even visit her grave till last summer. And when I saw her grave I cried more than I ever did in the last like 10 years I didn't even think it would bother me at al but once we got there all that guilt of never seeing her and basically outgrowing her made me hella sad. Brought out all these emotions and feelings I never knew I had. My uncle in HK took me and my brother, and I hardly speak Cantonese anymore so the entire time I barely talked to him, but when he saw me breaking down he knew I remembered everything about her still
Yeah bro that's tough. No lie I'm jealous of those who have grandparent(s) and are close with them cuz it's seems like it'd be to have a type of relationship like that also gives you perspective on things that u may not see. I think about this randomly especially whenever I see someone posts pics or see em in person it gets me thinking. Idk where I'm going with thi but .....