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whats good NT? this is kind of a rant/ need advice thread.
I just turned 20 today and can't help but look at life as if its damn near 1/3 of the way through if i'm lucky. I'm not really a type to play up birthdays but *#@% / life just feels weird recently.
College is pretty dope but i've hita point (reality) where i feel like realize certain *#@% is never going happen and to narrow down my paths (especially being rich with all these college loans im taking). What our teachers told us when we we're kids about "you can be whatever you want" is useful to inspire, but definitely give you high standards that you may not always be able to meet (Unless you're a M3 driving, Norwegian super model dating, astronaught, niketalker
) it seems like the "brushing off the future to deal with another day" button doesn't work anymore and i have to start dealing with all this *#@%, i've ignored. Most of this *#@% hits hardest when i
so i cant even get away from it then.
If i was as religious as my parents i'd just dap up Jesus, let him pay my bills and give me Eva Mendez on a satin bed, but even religion (or at least they way damn near everyone i know, views it) seems like a way to console yourself into old age and to be ok with all the opportunities you've either missed or +$%+%$ up on.
idk im just looking for some outside input.
inb4 didnt read
I just turned 20 today and can't help but look at life as if its damn near 1/3 of the way through if i'm lucky. I'm not really a type to play up birthdays but *#@% / life just feels weird recently.
College is pretty dope but i've hit
If i was as religious as my parents i'd just dap up Jesus, let him pay my bills and give me Eva Mendez on a satin bed, but even religion (or at least they way damn near everyone i know, views it) seems like a way to console yourself into old age and to be ok with all the opportunities you've either missed or +$%+%$ up on.
idk im just looking for some outside input.
inb4 didnt read