Enough of this. Not this thread.
At the end of the day... which this is literally the end of the day... I'm tired of reading about black people, specifically black men, being killed by cops and civilians. That's what this thread is about, and I let it get away from that, and truth be told, that's on me.
You all think what you want, it's whatever. Pay attention to how I moderate. I'm not responsible for what you think.
But I am responsible for what I do, and when I lay my head down, I have to live with who I was that day.
I was a huge catalyst in the derailment of this thread today. Point blank, bottom line, PERIOD. I know why, but why doesn't matter.
3 values I've tried to teach my son:
#1. The winner in a war of words is whoever apologizes first sincerely. Because the truth is that nobody actually won. You both lost, but you are only responsible for yourself. So take responsible for yourself.
#2. Don't offer an explanation why you did it. If you're apologizing, apologize; don't explain why.
#3. Do better.
Kinfolk
, I'm not entirely sure what I would have done differently via PM, but I know that my carrying on in HERE is extremely disrespectful to one Mr. Arbery. I do know that, and I'm POSITIVE you agree. If you still think it's about whatever you think about me, I have to let that be that. I shouldn't have contributed to the derailment of the thread, and it got WAY derailed. It did, very badly.
That's extremely embarrassing as I look back on the thread, and I'm sorry. Straight up. That's it.
KHUFU
, I've let my pride get in the way of my responses to you. The thread, (which is about an EXTREMELY important topic in this country), suffered because of that. I can look back through the thread and see that. It's effing stupid and juvenile and embarrassing, again.
That's on me. My bad. I'm sorry, man.
No one hacked my ish. Y'all don't have to believe me. I know what I tried to do, and what I did missed that mark by a LONG shot.
No explanation, though. I know this is a lot of words, but I'm not explaining my actions. I own that. I got childish. The end.
SpittaJetLife
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marikomorose
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nawghtyhare
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alchemist iq
, whoever else frequents the thread: my bad.
I've gone back and forth with people on NT before, you all know that. But never in a thread I cared about as much as the topic that lies at the center of this thread.
My bad, you all. I'm not carrying this over to tomorrow. Eff that. This topic is far too important for this to carry over to tomorrow.
My bad, Ahmaud. Cotdammit...