Confessions

 
I'm not about that life lol... But the once or twice a year I do molly, I listen to that stuff... I don't even get it lol...
Yeah, I will NEVER understand the craze around EDM.
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Pretty sure the concerts are basically just an outlet for the younger crowd to feel rebellious
 
i like electronic music but I've never wanted to attend a festival...big room sound is a nice listen for certain things but there is no appeal for me to go a festival...

all for seeing someone a dj/producer playing at a smaller venue though...
 
I'm in like with a women that has a child. I highly doubt I'm ready for a relationship of that sort and I think im being friendzoned but i'm still trying to go hard at it. :{ I know I'm Taking multiple L's with this one.
 
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I really don't know what got into my last weekend, but I partied harder than I ever have. I was at an EDM camping festival and I'm not even into EDM.

The amount of substances I took was ridiculous, but I was 100% coherent the entire time and remember everything. It took me a few days to feel normal again, I swear, never again.

Laying in a hammock in the forest while on Lucy was pretty enjoyable though, still never again....

breh, went to my first EDM club in Atlanta last week..I tripped balls so hard. And I think it's a requirement to pop a few pills in order to enjoy the music because honestly...I just don't get it. I wasn't 'normal' for two days straight, grinding my teeth like it was going out of style.

Yeah, but once I was rolling the bass hit so hard :/
 
@greyfoxx how old are you man?
I'm 24 turning 25. working part-time and school part-time, i make enough to support myself and pay off my own expenses. she's 21 with a 3 year old kid, I've liked this girl for about 6 years :{ we just ended up with different people, now we're both single.
 
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breh, went to my first EDM club in Atlanta last week..I tripped balls so hard. And I think it's a requirement to pop a few pills in order to enjoy the music because honestly...I just don't get it. I wasn't 'normal' for two days straight, grinding my teeth like it was going out of style.

Yeah, but once I was rolling the bass hit so hard :/

pepper pepper you live in ATL? Hit me up :o
 
breh, went to my first EDM club in Atlanta last week..I tripped balls so hard. And I think it's a requirement to pop a few pills in order to enjoy the music because honestly...I just don't get it. I wasn't 'normal' for two days straight, grinding my teeth like it was going out of style.

Yeah, but once I was rolling the bass hit so hard :/

Yeah, I was tripping and rolling at the same time. I won't lie, I was feeling the music, but it did get to a point where it all sounded the same. Luckily there was a TON of stuff to explore at that festival. And everywhere I went, everything was awesome... :rollin

Sidenote, I'm glad I'm not the only one who doesn't get the appeal of EDM.
 
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breh, went to my first EDM club in Atlanta last week..I tripped balls so hard. And I think it's a requirement to pop a few pills in order to enjoy the music because honestly...I just don't get it. I wasn't 'normal' for two days straight, grinding my teeth like it was going out of style.

Yeah, but once I was rolling the bass hit so hard :/

Yeah, I was tripping and rolling at the same time. I won't lie, I was feeling the music, but it did get to a point where it all sounded the same. Luckily there was a TON of stuff to explore at that festival. And everywhere I went, everything was awesome... :rollin

Sidenote, I'm glad I'm not the only one who doesn't get the appeal of EDM.

To much substance mixture.... I like to just enjoy one at a time, plus herb of course....
 
To much substance mixture.... I like to just enjoy one at a time, plus herb of course....

Oh there was definitely some herb involved too. But like I said, that was a first and probably last time of me doing that. I had never even tripped before, but I always heard about "candy flipping" and decided to just go for it. I wouldn't endorse it or recommend it by any means, it made for a crazy night, but I definitely got to a point where I couldn't sleep, I was over it, and I remembered why herb is all I need as far as substances go.

I do kind of feel like that since tripping my outlook on things has changed, I feel overall less self conscious, more appreciative of life, nature, and the human connection in general. Still though, I'm good on ever doing it again, and will just be sticking to herbal from now on :smokin
 
To much substance mixture.... I like to just enjoy one at a time, plus herb of course....

Oh there was definitely some herb involved too. But like I said, that was a first and probably last time of me doing that. I had never even tripped before, but I always heard about "candy flipping" and decided to just go for it. I wouldn't endorse it or recommend it by any means, it made for a crazy night, but I definitely got to a point where I couldn't sleep, I was over it, and I remembered why herb is all I need as far as substances go.

I do kind of feel like that since tripping my outlook on things has changed, I feel overall less self conscious, more appreciative of life, nature, and the human connection in general. Still though, I'm good on ever doing it again, and will just be sticking to herbal from now on :smokin

Random thoughts....

Everyone should do Shrooms once.... Truly open your mind up... Makes you realize at lot of obvious things you never thought about..,

Mdma is fantastic couples therapy,,, lets you be so honest with each other... And the sex... Doesn't even matter if your **** doesn't want to work... Best ******* sex ever.... The taste of the box...
 
i feel myself becoming an ahole. been through too much to have relationships with people without somehow benefiting. the bad thing is i feel its justified
 
My bad for derailing this thread from confessions to substances :lol

While I was on all those substances at the festival, I spent my entire Friday-Sunday with a girl I met there, who live's 10 minutes from me. I thought things were going great, and I had a fantastic time, but as soon as we got back home, she completely changed. Sunday was a sober day together too. But ehhhh I'm not sweatin it. Already on to the next one.
 
Can't believe it's been 2 years already since you've been gone. Crazy how I started working for our favorite baseball team. Don't know why you decided to end your life cuz you didn't have to man. I was one call away and so was everyone else man. I wish you could've been here to see your twins grow up and how your sisters always talk about you and the rest of the family always hold you close to our hearts. Just know everyone miss you and loves you and I still feel sorry for missing that last call didn't mean to at all you should've kept calling me left me a voicemail anything and I would've dropped it and met up with you to show you that you weren't alone...
 
Two years ago I buried the only other woman I have loved. Taught me how to be a gentlemen as well as being firm. They only reason why I worked so hard in school was to pay you back for the two jobs you worked. I loved you more than my mom poll because you treated me like I existed. My work a holic comes from you to this day I'll never forget seeing you cry in the bathroom over money and what we were gonna do I was six I new then that I didn't want to be a burden to you. I should have come home faster.

RIP grandma aka Mo
mo heart
mo compassion
Mo strength
mo hustle
 
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Oh there was definitely some herb involved too. But like I said, that was a first and probably last time of me doing that. I had never even tripped before, but I always heard about "candy flipping" and decided to just go for it. I wouldn't endorse it or recommend it by any means, it made for a crazy night, but I definitely got to a point where I couldn't sleep, I was over it, and I remembered why herb is all I need as far as substances go.

I do kind of feel like that since tripping my outlook on things has changed, I feel overall less self conscious, more appreciative of life, nature, and the human connection in general. Still though, I'm good on ever doing it again, and will just be sticking to herbal from now on :smokin

MY DUUUUUUDE, I was lurking for some herb. Like, literally...asking every black chick/guy if they knew "where da weed at?".
Guy I came with had pills for days but no herb. :{

But I settled for alcohol. Kids, don't do that. And the excerpt about you being appreciative of life in general is pretty dope because you really do see the beauty in EVERY thing. I was calling fat chicks pretty, I talked some girl out of crying over some guy in the bathroom.
I love rolling when I do, I become a therapist 8o

OH, and that entire sleep thing? THERE IS NO SLEEP. I was up for TWO DAYS STRAIGHT. And every second of it sucked unless I was smoking some trees.
 
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My bad for derailing this thread from confessions to substances :lol

While I was on all those substances at the festival, I spent my entire Friday-Sunday with a girl I met there, who live's 10 minutes from me. I thought things were going great, and I had a fantastic time, but as soon as we got back home, she completely changed. Sunday was a sober day together too. But ehhhh I'm not sweatin it. Already on to the next one.

oh bruh, everyone is whimsical when you're on some hard substance.
was she rolling too? because that would explain the "change". After I roll I always get super emotional to the point of tears...so it's not too uncommon
 
I don't know how to speak in social settings, like i'm a't this summer program and I don't talk at all or very rarely

sucks
 
 
I don't know how to speak in social settings, like i'm a't this summer program and I don't talk at all or very rarely

sucks
Just tell yourself youll never see those people again in your life.
this is good advice, I always tell myself this if I ever tank when I try and talk with a girl I just met and is interested in.

If it oes well sweet, if it doesn't, theres 30,000 people on campus, we prob wont see each other again lol
 
 
I don't know how to speak in social settings, like i'm a't this summer program and I don't talk at all or very rarely

sucks
Just think...if you can't even speak to them how will you ever get to put your **** in them? 
 
 
Just think...if you can't even speak to them how will you ever get to put your **** in them? 
i don't even talk to women these days because i know i will get rejected. Even the ugliest joints and i don't think i'm that ugly. I just fap and go on nofap regularly cause i don't get the time of day.

I'm just talking about normally, like when a bunch of the guys will get down and start talking. I just don't know how to talk or join in and stay silent the whole time
 
 
Just think...if you can't even speak to them how will you ever get to put your **** in them? 
i don't even talk to women these days because i know i will get rejected. Even the ugliest joints and i don't think i'm that ugly. I just fap and go on nofap regularly cause i don't get the time of day.
I'm just talking about normally, like when a bunch of the guys will get down and start talking. I just don't know how to talk or join in and stay silent the whole time

Not putting you down so don't read it that way, more of an introspection point for you to consider. Have you stopped, took a look at yourself and realize how pathetic and unattractive you're sounding? don't you feel that should change? do you want to change? who's going to do that for YOU?
 
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