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My parents sheltered me way too ******* much growing up. I can't even live life as an adult at 24 without feeling like their creeping over me like GOD everyday.

I wanna know what it's like to be mischievous and live on the edge with close calls but never caught.

I wanna know what it's like to wake up in some random broad bed and extradite myself before daylight or kick a *** out my crib come morning time.

What fun is being an adult if you don't have any crazy wild experiences to tell your kids someday

Spending my horniest years a ******* virgin turned down so much p in the past :smh: :smh:
Wake up restless every damn morning because I spend the night tossing and turning because my **** refuses to shut the f up :rolleyes :smh:.
Had to take cold showers at 2am sometimes because my body is fiending badly my j finds things to poke

The truth is I'm turning 24 in March and I feel I'm not close to adulthood yet [emoji]128531[/emoji]

Why man..............
 
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My parents sheltered me way too ******* much growing up. I can't even live life as an adult at 24 without feeling like their creeping over me like GOD everyday.

I wanna know what it's like to be mischievous and live on the edge with close calls but never caught.

I wanna know what it's like to wake up in some random broad bed and extradite myself before daylight or kick a *** out my crib come morning time.

What fun is being an adult if you don't have any crazy wild experiences to tell your kids someday

Spending my horniest years a ******* virgin turned down so much p in the past :smh: :smh:
Wake up restless every damn morning because I spend the night tossing and turning because my **** refuses to shut the f up :rolleyes :smh:.
Had to take cold showers at 2am sometimes because my body is fiending badly my j finds things to poke

The truth is I'm turning 24 in March and I feel I'm not close to adulthood yet [emoji]128531[/emoji]

Why man..............
I can relate to the shelterer child thing

Wasn't allowed outside except for yard work and school

It sucks but we have to put ourselves in a better position to enjoy ourselves

I think about this daily and I still get angry just thinking about it

That's so much time you can never get back or relive I know your pain on that my dude.

A man or hell a child shouldn't go through none of that
 
And to tell you the truth I don't think I'm ever Gona get over that just learn to live with it
 
I can relate to the shelterer child thing

Wasn't allowed outside except for yard work and school

It sucks but we have to put ourselves in a better position to enjoy ourselves

I think about this daily and I still get angry just thinking about it

That's so much time you can never get back or relive I know your pain on that my dude.

A man or hell a child shouldn't go through none of that
Dude I finally see now what you been going thru too and having to leave your home.

I've been a terrible friend to most because of them. Always being distant and ignoring and cutting people off because they claim they're bad people (when they are the coolest normal minded people ever that you can unwind and relax around)

Missed so many friends growing up birthday parties even in my teenage years too

Was a house mofo all teenage year that I'm a introvert by force as an adult.
If I go to an event I'm constantly finding a exit plan

Learned everything about a woman's body (vagina) and how it works from Google and Porn same with sex.

My religious *** pops could only tell me Son, don't have sex until your married. No birds and bees talk.
 
Lmfao!

Can't do long distance... Plus I feel it'll be impossible for me to be near her sober
 
Not when other dudes are hitting IGs with the quickness as soon as it was announced [emoji]128064[/emoji]
 
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My parents sheltered me way too ******* much growing up. I can't even live life as an adult at 24 without feeling like their creeping over me like GOD everyday.

I wanna know what it's like to be mischievous and live on the edge with close calls but never caught.

I wanna know what it's like to wake up in some random broad bed and extradite myself before daylight or kick a *** out my crib come morning time.

What fun is being an adult if you don't have any crazy wild experiences to tell your kids someday

Spending my horniest years a ******* virgin turned down so much p in the past :smh: :smh:
Wake up restless every damn morning because I spend the night tossing and turning because my **** refuses to shut the f up :rolleyes :smh:.
Had to take cold showers at 2am sometimes because my body is fiending badly my j finds things to poke

The truth is I'm turning 24 in March and I feel I'm not close to adulthood yet [emoji]128531[/emoji]

Why man..............


Cocaine.


Jk. Sort of.




But you should take a trip to Vegas with your boys. Plan a fake bachelors party.
 
Cocaine.


Jk. Sort of.




But you should take a trip to Vegas with your boys. Plan a fake bachelors party.
That would loosen me up real quick and
have me like the dude that took shrooms at his moms house and went insane.
There's a part 2 to my post that you didn't see.

relationships with friends ruined too [emoji]128531[/emoji]
 
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That would loosen me up real quick and
have me like the dude that took shrooms at his moms house and went insane.
There's a part 2 to my post that you didn't see.

relationships with friends ruined too [emoji]128531[/emoji]

Damn b. You got nobody to roll with you to Vegas?
 
Not gonna lie kind of want to try coke.


It's a hell of a drug. No lie. I went on a camping trip at a lake and was Yayed out riding on a jet ski. When the trip was over my body felt like I wrestled with a gorilla. If you don't have a addictive personality go for it. Other wise. Stay away.
 
It's a hell of a drug. No lie. I went on a camping trip at a lake and was Yayed out riding on a jet ski. When the trip was over my body felt like I wrestled with a gorilla. If you don't have a addictive personality go for it. Other wise. Stay away.

I dont. Will try it if its ever offered to me again.
 
I'm not happy.

I'm happy now. Situation hasn't changed much, but my thoughts and motivation has. Little things piss me off, but it's all about looking at the good. I also love just about everybody (until you give me a reason not to) and wish we all saw each other as brothers and sisters.

My "friends" aren't really my friends. If I don't call them, we'd go months, possibly longer without speaking. Got tired of feeling like I need to beg to hang out with them. So now, I just don't hit them up. Doesn't bother me though.

bought my first Harley at 19, and a truck at 20. Made more money than ever before and had some fun. Did all this ll in 2015. Record year for me. Gonna make 2016 even better.
 
I'm happy now. Situation hasn't changed much, but my thoughts and motivation has. Little things piss me off, but it's all about looking at the good. I also love just about everybody (until you give me a reason not to) and wish we all saw each other as brothers and sisters.

My "friends" aren't really my friends. If I don't call them, we'd go months, possibly longer without speaking. Got tired of feeling like I need to beg to hang out with them. So now, I just don't hit them up. Doesn't bother me though.

bought my first Harley at 19, and a truck at 20. Made more money than ever before and had some fun. Did all this ll in 2015. Record year for me. Gonna make 2016 even better.
Motivation [emoji]128588[/emoji][emoji]127997[/emoji][emoji]128588[/emoji][emoji]127997[/emoji][emoji]128588[/emoji][emoji]127997[/emoji]
I need to stop bs around and get on my **** ASAP
 
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