Confessions

[lvjordan238]

I agree with @tr1ll that there was a story before this story. I ain't even gonna laugh or judge because I don't know where lvjordan238 was as a person to even facilitate the decision. We all make mistakes and that's life. I will say he ****ed up by posting it on NT knowing damn well how the reaction would go lol. I truly hope you can fix the situation and leave that woman alone, and please learn from it so you won't be a mark for another one.

You all wanna know the truth and why the lie from the booking email and the no kissing/oral was such a big deal to me? Other than the large amount of money involved? I was a kissless virgin. Always had terrible social anxiety with girls. Never really bothered me because in Vegas I had hockey, my friends and my dog. I moved here, my dog died and I had no friends. I told her all of this when we first met and she still didn't have the decency as a "friend" to just own up to the lie, she instead tried to spin it into those being "EXTRAS". After all the money I'd already given her as well as a place to live. I spent a month and a half kissing her ***, gassing her up everytime she'd say she was done living and wanted to off herself, forgiving her everytime she'd lose her **** for no reason and she never attempted to even treat me like you would a friend. No honesty and no respect.

 

[tomdiginson]

This has turned into a dark sad tale.

 

[lovehateself]

Why would you wanna go down on a pro?
Boy you down bad forreal

Why were you wanting to go down on an escort is my question?

Mans paid for the gf experience



Find god bruv


Go on a trip, get lost and at least find yourself

 

[beh235]

You all wanna know the truth and why the lie from the booking email and the no kissing/oral was such a big deal to me? Other than the large amount of money involved? I was a kissless virgin. Always had terrible social anxiety with girls. Never really bothered me because in Vegas I had hockey, my friends and my dog. I moved here, my dog died and I had no friends. I told her all of this when we first met and she still didn't have the decency as a "friend" to just own up to the lie, she instead tried to spin it into those being "EXTRAS". After all the money I'd already given her as well as a place to live. I spent a month and a half kissing her ***, gassing her up everytime she'd say she was done living and wanted to off herself, forgiving her everytime she'd lose her **** for no reason and she never attempted to even treat me like you would a friend. No honesty and no respect.

You don't have to explain anything to us, but that is strictly transactional language. She def would not be moving anywhere near me, not this earth, this dimension, or a multiverse. I hope you learned your lesson, but that money is gone. Sorry about your dog, and I understand how you may have felt socially, but the juice wasn't worth the squeeze on that one.

 

[pdino]

You all wanna know the truth and why the lie from the booking email and the no kissing/oral was such a big deal to me? Other than the large amount of money involved? I was a kissless virgin. Always had terrible social anxiety with girls. Never really bothered me because in Vegas I had hockey, my friends and my dog. I moved here, my dog died and I had no friends. I told her all of this when we first met and she still didn't have the decency as a "friend" to just own up to the lie, she instead tried to spin it into those being "EXTRAS". After all the money I'd already given her as well as a place to live. I spent a month and a half kissing her ***, gassing her up everytime she'd say she was done living and wanted to off herself, forgiving her everytime she'd lose her **** for no reason and she never attempted to even treat me like you would a friend. No honesty and no respect.

Sounds like you caught some feelings and got more attached than you should have. Going forward need to go in with the expectations that people in this profession going to be liars 9 times outta 10

Highly recommend going to another country for prostitution services.

 

[townbidness]

Cant save these ****.

 

[storm2006]

I was a kissless virgin.

Its not about you being a kissless virgin but your plan of action to no longer be a kissless virgin was to hire a $5K stripper and have her move in with you?

 

[aepps20]

You all wanna know the truth and why the lie from the booking email and the no kissing/oral was such a big deal to me? Other than the large amount of money involved? I was a kissless virgin. Always had terrible social anxiety with girls. Never really bothered me because in Vegas I had hockey, my friends and my dog. I moved here, my dog died and I had no friends. I told her all of this when we first met and she still didn't have the decency as a "friend" to just own up to the lie, she instead tried to spin it into those being "EXTRAS". After all the money I'd already given her as well as a place to live. I spent a month and a half kissing her ***, gassing her up everytime she'd say she was done living and wanted to off herself, forgiving her everytime she'd lose her **** for no reason and she never attempted to even treat me like you would a friend. No honesty and no respect.

I apologize for my earlier posts and don't want to push you further down a dark path but you dodged a huge bullet man. I suspect that most people that choose the pron actor route or prostitution are broken themselves which explains her behavior. Maybe start seeing a counselor, go to the gym to get your confidence up and try a dating app. You could meet new people at the gym or other places to fill that void.


Wanting to have oral relations with someone is a very intimate thing that you probably don't want to be having with randoms.

The thought of you doing that with a pron star made me sick.

 

[TSCQ]

The root of the problem is man’s porn addiction.
Get rid of that, it would clear up everything how you approach women out here. Set your rules on these women though

 

[oidreez]

This has turned into a dark sad tale.

It's something I would read on reddit.

 

[fluid hips]

Nah, I cared about her because of all her sob stories, def not in love with her. I never said **** like that to her. But that type of **** had me thinking she really was in such a desperate spot she actually needed my help and wasn't just playing me. She made it clear before ever saying those things she just wanted to be friends and I was fine with that. Though she did offer 4 "free" sessions after the just friends request. I just wanted what I paid for and to give her a safe place to live to get a real job like she said she wanted to. I literally tried to save a *** knowing we'd just be friends and I was cool with it because I hadn't made any friends since I moved here.

Disney really indoctrinated multiple generations with dudes tryna save a damsel in distress

Cats gotta stop tryna save these Os.

 

[fluid hips]

We were both tested and clean. Why wouldn't you want the full experience, especially when spending that much?

Full experience is actually getting a girlfriend my guy

Can't be out here expecting microwave food to taste the same as a Michelin star rated restaurant

5K could've gotten you a girlfriend on a dating app unless you're overweight and can't dress

 

[ahat]

You can't expect someone you are paying to be a "friend". That's a business transaction.

 

[townbidness]

man out here i can get 30 good looking females for 5k.

 

[storm2006]

Full experience is actually getting a girlfriend my guy

Can't be out here expecting microwave food to taste the same as a Michelin star rated restaurant

5K could've gotten you a girlfriend on a dating app unless you're overweight and can't dress

He’s talmbout being out in Vegas. $5K is probably light work over there

Respectfully lvjordan238 , you probably won’t be able to do this entirely alone considering you mentioned that you have social anxiety. You need a good running mate to go out with and get your confidence up. Get some easy entry passes into conversations with yambs in real life and help you get comfortable while also giving real time pointers that you implement and try again immediately.

 

[ahat]

Dude could've spent that 5k on a trip somewhere overseas and had time of his life. Instead he got this...

 

[witnesskb24]

$5k on skip the games would’ve gotten you a week long whatever you want

Still don’t understand putting your mouth on something like that but hey whatever floats your boat

 

[DCAllAfrican]

Wait, so you fell in love with this hybrid prostitute/pornstar?

* Sex Worker.

Please use the proper terms!

 

[tomdiginson]

* Sex Worker.

Please use the proper terms!

I think it's too grotesque. Lady of the night sounds more fitting.

 

[witnesskb24]

*Escort

If you want to be classy

 

[dontsteponmyshoes]

When i was little id always hear the term "lady of the night"

 

[DCAllAfrican]

Dude could have flew to DR for all this. Could have just been a Passport Dude instead of going through this. Somebody should have put him on.

 

[frshstunna]

Naw them DR joints woulda run circles round him…Yo woulda flown back with a whole wife

 

[oidreez]

Yea i feel like for that amount you could have went to Colombia or the DR and lived like a king

 

[ahat]

Naw them DR joints woulda run circles round him…Yo woulda flown back with a whole wife

Still would've been a better situation than the predicament he's in rn