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I have a friend in one of my classes that does it 3 times a day 
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Pray for me bros. Past few days been feelin like i got some valeryian steel between my legs so i decided to make a move on an older sister of one of my little brother's friends who he has play dates w/ all the time. We was chillin last night shorty had a crop top shirt on that read "dinero mami" with a borderline beer gut poppin out.

Textbook definition of a fajita jawn man smh ima just mac out on hard mode for a while before i go and do something stupid.
 
See, they dont want you to fap because they want you to do something reckless that will haunt you for da rest of ya days.


Should be stressing right now but da morning fap got a papi like who da **** cares, who da **** cares.
 
I recently went 163 days without shakin the proverbial bacon. It was an incredible journey and I unearthed some things about myself that I never knew existed.

As with anything, all good things must come to an end.

I was at Rite Aid and got an erection during my interaction with the tub o' lard fat girl at the register. That's when I knew, like Kobe going for 60 in that 4th quarter, that tonight would be the night it would all come to an end. An incident like that never used to happen even when I talked to a sexy chick. After doing some research I kept coming across references to Catholic priests and how celibacy can turn a man into a savage. I got kinda worried.

Ideally, we should be having sex if we aren't flogging the dolphin, but that's a conundrum that presents problems for me. 1) I don't like using condoms 2) If I'm not fapping, I'm not primed for casual sex. 3) I have STD paranoia. My one lead to sex, Tinder, is likely a landmine for STD's. My only option left would be to get a girlfriend who is STD-free (verified through third party testing) and have her take birth control. But I don't want a girlfriend. Ugh!

The good news is, since I've started fapping again, I still don't want or need porn. I haven't watched porn in over a year. I've just been using imagery I've seen throughout the day in real life which I believe is healthier. Also, going 2-3 days between faps is hardly noticeable to me now. I feel like my brain has been reprogrammed and is now firing on all synapses. Roger that.

My plan of action now is to only fap on one day a month (with unlimited sessions) unless I feel the way I felt that day at Rite Aid, then I'll bump it up to one day bimonthly. Studies have now shown that abstaining from ejaculation for 7 days can increase testosterone production by 150%. I don't believe they've tested for longer durations however. I know I felt superpowers between day 60-90. I was riding that big wave, y'all.

As a show of solidarity to the NT boys of summer, I will once again commence to streakin'. I'm already 4 days in so let's see what happens this time. My advice to all of you is if you feel your sexual aggression becomes uncontrollable--- HURRY AND RELEASE IT DOING ANOTHER PHYSICAL ACTIVITY. Take a walk, dance, or hit the weightroom. I wasn't as physically active over the winter as I would've liked to be. Interested to see what happens now that I am.

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We was chillin last night shorty had a crop top shirt on that read "dinero mami" with a borderline beer gut poppin out.

Textbook definition of a fajita jawn man smh ima just mac out on hard mode for a while before i go and do something stupid.

:lol :lol :lol cryin

I mean but if the face was straight tho...


Either way just checkin in, I'm still in this *****, three days in I think, chillin.
 
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I beat my **** everyday the past 4 days
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Restart tomorrow.

I busted an all-nighter last night for a test I got later on & when I bust one (no pun intended) of those, I gotta fap to relieve stress.

It's sort of become tradition.
 
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Restart tomorrow.

I busted an all-nighter last night for a test I got later on & when I bust one (no pun intended) of those, I gotta fap to relieve stress.

It's sort of become tradition.
Idky I'm just not motivated this time. I went from Jan to March with 0 problems, like I wanted to do it. I'm starting over 1 more time.
 
Whoa. Already got a 7 day streak!

Super powers starting to kick in, breh. You'll know it at the beginning of the day when everyone around you looks like they're on auto-pilot but you feel STOKED to be alive. :D

Was at the gym last night, primetime and crowded, and I usually don't work out right next to girls when they're doing sexy exercises like glute kickbacks and lateral thigh lifts because I don't wanna look like a creep. But yesterday I didn't give a damn about that. I was roaming that gym like a lion, bruh.

All those silly anxieties seem to go away.
 
Heard it takes 2 weeks to form a habit. If you can't stop beating your meat for 2 weeks, I don't know what to tell ya
 
120 days gents.... keep up the discipline

notice any difference?

Physically
- it seems like I am more energized. Hitting PR's at the gym a bit more easier. Just like any other NTer... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week, so I was surprised with the additional surge of energy

Mentally
- I feel more awake
- I recognize the flaws more and am honest with myself. Thus, helping me correct some bad habits I have. This also makes way for me getting a bit of edge in being more disciplined about grinding towards my goals
- it seems like I am more alert, and it seems like I have more synapses in my brain



Women
- it may be a placebo effect, but I do notice more attention from women. The way I converse with women, it feels that I can get in the "zone" more frequently, thus, lots more fun conversations
 
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