Delete.

One thing you should keep in mind is the feeling once you actually do the deed.

That low feeling post-fap aineem worth the 20 seconds of pleasure, b.
 
Ain't eem horny 
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 not going to jinx myself but it's looking pretty good for me so far.

I wonder if I nut right now, how good would it feel tho 
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Jk I'm straight
 
A week in

Almost failed 10 mins ago smh was browsing sites and Instagram

Stopped before it got any further
 
One thing you should keep in mind is the feeling once you actually do the deed.

That low feeling post-fap aineem worth the 20 seconds of pleasure, b.

I'm 28 days in right now, I don't even watch porn though I just do it too much with memories in my mind & in a way that's worse too me because they can come up anytime & I have to remain strong. But I think some things mentally are helping me stay focused, part of it has been this odd flirtation with depression X my desire to be great...weird but I'll feel low & beat down ready to just let it all go, then I remember how I feel afterward & know how my body feels now & tell myself to man up & I get this weird zen-like focus. It's the craziest thing but for now it works.

Just keep focused on winning that next moment, you may not think you can make it the entire summer but always know you can make it past any one moment. Nothing can stop you but you, don't get in your own way.
 
Day 1 LOL

Fell off in a major way yesterday. Watched porn for the first time in over a year. Like 2 hours of it. Thankfully most of it is unappealing.... chicks look tore up these days. When I gave up porn I had just discovered Kendra Lust though and for the past year I could not get her magnificent body out of my mind. That's the one, man.

My mood is pretty low today. Nose is runny for some reason. Gonna take a walk later on.

Sorry for the negative post but I'm pretty sure 99% of us will stumble. Re-focus quick, plehbois.
 
Day 1 LOL

Fell off in a major way yesterday. Watched porn for the first time in over a year. Like 2 hours of it. 
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I thought this was easy until now I'm home from school cooling at the house.

I'm about to get a job or start balling everyday or something, being at the house alone bored is the devil when you tryna drop the devil's clutch.
 
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First week was strong. Almost easy.

Day #8 and 9 have been difficult. I've browsing videos and the temptations have been stronger.
 
Day 1 LOL

Fell off in a major way yesterday. Watched porn for the first time in over a year. Like 2 hours of it. Thankfully most of it is unappealing.... chicks look tore up these days. When I gave up porn I had just discovered Kendra Lust though and for the past year I could not get her magnificent body out of my mind. That's the one, man.

My mood is pretty low today. Nose is runny for some reason. Gonna take a walk later on.

Sorry for the negative post but I'm pretty sure 99% of us will stumble. Re-focus quick, plehbois.
Damn fam...

Dust yaself off and try again.

Still finessing and flexing. I dominate the urge.
 
Made it a week slipped today month started out rough work has been stressful and I was sick fresh restart tomorrow 5/10. Easy date to remember, May officially begins tomorrow for me plus Uncharted 4 release  
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