What have you dealt with in life and how did you get through it?
I also have another qustion kinda related but don’t want to make a new thread. Do you believe in spiritual warfare and spiritual punishment?
My situation. 3 years ago I relapsed on my drug of choice and lost EVERYTHING and also dealt with some serious legal issues. A couple of years prior to that I became involved with a married woman and their marriage ended. I’m apart of that by default because I was the other dude but in my defense (if I even have on) the husband was a porn addict and had been caught videoing women in the grocery store and the woman told me the marriage was basically technical because they owned a house but had been dead because of the porn, videos, and he was caught contacting an ex the night before his wife went into labor.
Bam ff, I relapsed on drugs and lost everything I had even my freedom to an extent. 2 yrs later I lost everything in a flood and spent 9 months living in hotels my car sometimes and wherever else. Got past that. Then bam I get sick and almost die. I had to have an emergency procedure and was left with a physical problem that is able to be reversed. I don’t have insurance and now can’t have my procedure reversed. I can’t work and have been hustling. My house got broken into now I’m in debt and am stuck with a serious medical situation (colostomy bag).
My question is. Am I trippin or am I goin through something bigger than me. What do I do? Just like to hear varying opinions and keep an open mind. I’m at the end of my rope. Not making suicide. Threats but am definitely at a point where I’m about to say **** it and self destruct
I also have another qustion kinda related but don’t want to make a new thread. Do you believe in spiritual warfare and spiritual punishment?
My situation. 3 years ago I relapsed on my drug of choice and lost EVERYTHING and also dealt with some serious legal issues. A couple of years prior to that I became involved with a married woman and their marriage ended. I’m apart of that by default because I was the other dude but in my defense (if I even have on) the husband was a porn addict and had been caught videoing women in the grocery store and the woman told me the marriage was basically technical because they owned a house but had been dead because of the porn, videos, and he was caught contacting an ex the night before his wife went into labor.
Bam ff, I relapsed on drugs and lost everything I had even my freedom to an extent. 2 yrs later I lost everything in a flood and spent 9 months living in hotels my car sometimes and wherever else. Got past that. Then bam I get sick and almost die. I had to have an emergency procedure and was left with a physical problem that is able to be reversed. I don’t have insurance and now can’t have my procedure reversed. I can’t work and have been hustling. My house got broken into now I’m in debt and am stuck with a serious medical situation (colostomy bag).
My question is. Am I trippin or am I goin through something bigger than me. What do I do? Just like to hear varying opinions and keep an open mind. I’m at the end of my rope. Not making suicide. Threats but am definitely at a point where I’m about to say **** it and self destruct