i swallowed a handful of tylenol.

c'mon man who's gonna drop some knowledge on the car audio thread.
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 You taught me a lot of things about audio..that's my passion.
 
Originally Posted by NuJerzLoyalty

I hope this is not over some (())


Seriously b.Id be wild dissapointed in you....Me & you already spoke about all da punanii problems...hellMy issue is alot worse, but I'm took it on head first....now I'm onMy way To da Dominican Republic with a box of magnums
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keep your head up my dude.

even the most positive outgoing, happy go lucky people have hit rock bottom emotionally or whatever for different reasons and it's understandable.

whatever your goin through i hope it gets better.
 
Let this be a low point you bounce back from, and bounce back higher than ever before man. It's up to you, you are the author of your own tale.


"Walk Alone"
(feat. Truck North, P.O.R.N., Dice Raw)

[Truck North]
Trapped, no shield, no sword
The unbeaten path got my soul so sore
Allured by the lust, something money can't cure
The Devil want me as is, but God he want more
Eyes closed, eyes open, great another day, here we go
like a +%$+* woke up late in The Truman Show
Living life without a care, mean pokerface
But I'm forced to play solitaire till I get up out of here
Move like a wanted man with a bounty on his head
Work alone, sleep alone, eat alone, daily bread
Counting till my fingers red, how you gon' judge a man
walking in the shoes of a man with a broken leg?
Flame on the trail headed for the powder keg
Last place in the race I ain't never led
Like I ain't never bled, time to get up out of bed
Serving in the army of one, it's on again


[Chorus 2X: Dice Raw]
Walk alone, I walk alone, you know I walk it alone
I always been on my own, ever since the day I born
So I don't mind walking alone

[P.O.R.N.]
I'm in a chess match, I'm in a death trap
I'm tryna find out where the eggs in the nest at
I'm one blood when the sky turns jet black
No love in the world can correct that
I'm in a slow lane, I'm on my Cobain
I'm in the new spot tryna run a old game
I got a new chick, put out my old flame
No peace, no sleep, no love for a young beast
You can put me in a cage
You can put me in the jungle where the lion get blazed
There ain't no hell like the hell I raise
I'd die in the bed I made 'fore I lay with a love I loathe
I'm a snake in the garden of bones
I'm a loner in a world of clones
I'm the piece that don't belong, see I roam
where the the Reaper roam till they put my name on a stone

[Chorus 2X]

[Black Thought]
The longest walk I'll probably ever be on
The Road to Perdition, guess I'm finna get my plea on
I pray these wings strong enough to carry me on
I promise every second felt as if it took an eon
Walking like the lost boys of Sierra Leone
The trail of tears what they got me like a Cherokee on
Between the ears something I require therapy on
for the working the bone like my name Robert Dion
I go above and beyond, the duty called, truly y'all
Even though they kind of blew me off like a booty call
Asked me if I'm just another muli or a movie star
Forced to face the +music+ like a graduate of Juilliard
Walk alone, talk alone, get my Charlie Parker on
Make my make alone, shed light upon the dark alone
Get my sparkle on, it's a mission I'm embarking on
A kamikaze in the danger zone far from home
 
I won't comment on suicide because my feelings about it are too strong.

But get well OP, keep your head up, and my inbox is always open if you need someone to talk to.
 
Originally Posted by megatron

Man I've gone through so much this year and it's all hit hard because I've never experienced anything like this before. I just keep moving, some days its easier than others but I know things will get better.
this.  depression is no joke.  never had a bad day in my life until this year (25).  at random times I'll have no desire to get out of bed, do any work, or talk to anyone--even those closest to me.  truly is a malfunction of the brain-- quit my job over it and sought help.  talking to people will help-- just know that some won't understand what you're going through...or will think you're being a baby about it-- no fault of their own-- they just can't empathize.  
slow things down-- enjoy the small things.... and find someone to talk to.  ignore all these fools callin' your manhood in to question-- instead of losing your life, start the journey to find it again.
 
Originally Posted by ninjahood

Originally Posted by NuJerzLoyalty

I hope this is not over some (())


Seriously b.Id be wild dissapointed in you....Me & you already spoke about all da punanii problems...hellMy issue is alot worse, but I'm took it on head first....now I'm onMy way To da Dominican Republic with a box of magnums
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but really tho Monday hit me up if you wanna come to FL
 
Originally Posted by KayCurrency

Fam, You aint ready to leave this earth....If you were, you would've have taken the "sure" route and put a Gun to your head.


Problems come and go. Not to sound Cliche, but God wont put you in any situation that he knows you can't handle and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, wiser and a better person in the long-run...



Roll with the punches... Its what lifes about, Making it to that next round unscathed and prepared for what ever comes your way.


Man its great to see the MATURE side of NT. like ppl sayd OP. u have an extended family in NT. you need to vent just PM me fool. & quit with all that tylenol crap, you better then that.
 
It's nice to see everyone showing support for a brother in need of help. Best of luck to you OP. Depression is no joke. We are all here for ya man!!
 
Ok now that your okay do whatever you want
For the rest of your life

Live like you died.. if that makes sense

Go to Vegas and hit the (()) hard etc.

Glad to see your okay
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Originally Posted by breezylocks

real life...

next time just pop some extacy, itll actually make you happy

not true it all depends on the mindset u have when u take it.  so if op took it when feeling all depressed he would be in for one hell of a bad trip and probably end up doing something crazy.  OP keep your head up
 
damn ... yall are od ... hope u live ... if u make it then
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get some help man ... suicide is never the answer
 
I don't know who you are, and you don't know who i am. My inbox is open bruh.


If this is the bottom, you can only go up now. Hope you pull through, iknowthatfeelbro.
 
can someone post some cliffs?

mnr whats really the matter son?

and to think...dudes said NT was getting boring...

this is too much though even for NT...

If you seriously swallowed a bunch of pills so that you could go into sleep mode I hope you understand that things will get better in your life. Nothing stays the same, so the slump your in now will end eventually but taking this *#!*$ way out is not gonna help anything.
 
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