I hear you fam. Me and you have a lot in common, but we differ on one main thing.
You've dealt with loss and I haven't. I come from an extensive, tight-nit family and everyone I've grown up around is still alive.Because of this, I know that I'm going to get hit rather hard when death comes around because they're all growing older. Because of this, I feel as though I'm gonna be alone one day when they're all dead and gone. As a result, I subconsciously put added emphasis on the women I get involved with. Now that I'm older, I feel as though I'm looking for someone I can do grow old with... not because I their love, but rather because I'll wantneedthe compassion and affection of another person. You can almost say I'm looking for a replacement.. which is ridiculous because no woman'll replace my grand mom, mom, aunt, etc. I look past a lot of things in women out of the idea that everyone has to make compromises. But what I've been realizing lately is that you shouldn't haveto compromise your happiness. I've come to the realization that me and my lady won't make it and I plan on putting my cards on the table today when we speak again. I've realized that I can't expect to use someone just to help me cope. If I have a girlfriend, or wife, then it's because I love her and in the event of me losing someone, then she's happen to be there.
This thing called life is a fickle thing my man. I've got to stop thinking years from now and start taking it one day at a time. It's easy to fool the world, but fooling yourself is a bit tricky and I'm not trying to do that anymore.
Whoa... that's Atlas-heavy. Did I type that? You know what... it's almost like you live in an alternate reality of what my life is like, except weend up with the same results for different reasons. I can't shake that. It's digging at my brain. I need to think on that.. . I can't even begin tounravel the science behind my neediness as opposed to your "wantiness".... this rabbit hole is deep as hell... no doubt it'll lead to mehypothesizing about some "fundemental human truth" and starting a thread to se if I'm right
Originally Posted by AME416
So broke I dont know who to turn to.
why did the two of you break up? And why does him losing his job ruin any chance of getting back with him
That means he volunteered to get laid off so he could collect unemployment.
-I'm on the verge of giving up on my dreams and settling
I've regained my drive though, at a big sacrifice (giving up on the dream gig). Time to make some moves.
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you'd be a lot more productive if you stopped watching pr0n.Originally Posted by JustWinBaby
i procrastinate, lie, and im addicted to pron
