damn son.......thought me blowing 6k profit was bad lmaoo...sort of in the same boat, but how good does it feel when u win?!I have a gambling problem. I just gambled away 2,000 dollars today for no reason. I'm having a hard time just walking away from the table when down.
when u win, u can't get enough and when u lose, you say "I'll never do this again"
.....in the span of the last month, I won over about 20K from sports betting....
....as of yesterday, I was left with 130$
....i can seriously laugh tho, and say it was great while it lasted(IMO keep ur "gambling money" aside from your "lifestyle money, NECESSITIES,ECT"
honestly, just learn from your mistakes, it's really an addiction full of hi's and lo's, you just need to learn not to get over your head and stay within your means(i've seen friends and family hurt)....trust me.
. I feel asleep on the couch and woke up and meet the schools all-stars. This crap has given me a inferiority complex with school work. Especially that one of them has photographic memory so he can read a text book and say it back to me word by word.
Be yourself and be happy you have friends that have high potential. Don't worry about keeping up. Find your own path and work hard at that. They will respect you and value your friendship if you do.I have a EXTREME jealously of all my friends. It seems in freshman year I gathered the All Stars of Friends.
I have the best Senior Mass Comm, Best Rotc Cadet, Best Computer Engineer, and Mechanical Engineer. While I'm just a regular or lowly Bio Student. I'm not the best in anything. I feel asleep on the couch and woke up and meet the schools all-stars. This crap has given me a inferiority complex with school work. Especially that one of them has photographic memory so he can read a text book and say it back to me word by word.
19-25......it sounds a little like maturity issues to me, everyone matures at diff. ages. part of it is facing the good and the bad with the same 'face' (in my opinion).
I know they respect me. Hell half of them DEPEND on me otherwise they would have dropped out if I didnt cover their ***** or talked them out of some ****. It just sucks when your sitting at the table and people know them as the best in the deparment.
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Didnt hear this from Budden but I literally told myself this when I was a Junior in HS.... as a youngin I tried sooo hard to fit in.
I'm pretty against pills, but a lot of the time, they're necessary. I know some people with OCD that cannot live anywhere close to a normal life without pills. So try other things but if you gotta take pills, don't be ashamed.
Man, I'm so sorry for your loss. You can't blame yourself, at all; junkies and addicts in general turn into some of the best liars. My parents didn't even know I was using until I told them I needed to go to rehab. I hit a low bottom and my parents had no idea, they just felt something was wrong... the same way that you felt. I can't even imagine how you're feeling right now, but thank you for posting. I need to hear things like that to remind myself how my friends and family would feel if that happened to me.
dreams are crazy ish to explain. im a 'religious' person so i use what the book tells me about dreams......but i believe psychiatrists can help with that too....(or maybe i got the profession wrong)
I used to have this problem back in high school. See, the thing it wasn't was stage fright. I was a class clown/douchebagg so attention wasn't my problem. My fear was incorrect information and being called out on it. Eventually I got to senior year and was like screw it. I overcame it during the end of junior year, senior year I was fine. Now its back and it's my 3rd year in college. I go on the day of presentations, and 9 times out of 10 I ace them. I just get really nervous because now it is stage fright. Oh well. I still don't care anyway lol.
Drink a beer before presenting? It might get you to loosen up and take the edge off.
In all seriousness, accept the fact that you will be nervous. I had to take a couple communications courses that were presentation heavy and that was probably the most useful piece of advice I received. You just know the situation, accept it, and simply get it over with.
