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I was just browsing the news in bed I decided to take a peek in here before turning off my phone to sleep but I need to clarify this first.You took it personal making fun of Colombia's eyesight when you know he has a medical condition regarding his vision
You tried to be slick and are now playing victim when someone addressed you with the same energy
I am neither colorblind not do I have eyesight problems besides a lazy eye. I admittedly went overboard with the insults against Ninja. I'm normally very cordial but maybe it's the testosterone treatment or my dad in the hospital with severe liver cirrhosis that has gotten me a bit on edge. So my apologies for stepping out of line, yes even to you Ninja, as it is a bit out of character for me.
Ninja has said a lot worse to me, which I have never bothered to report, so perhaps I do have the right to bash him like I did but I don't want to stoop to slinging mud back at him.
My condition is quite complicated to ewplain as I should really sleep now as my sleeping pills are kicking in but it comes down to severe chronic pain 24/7 in both lower legs and severe muscle weakness. For example I can't write with a pen for very long because the muscles in my hand completely cramp up from holding the pen.
I can walk and even run but not very far. Cycling is limited to a 1 or 2 minutes before the cramps in my legs start, and then they get worse. I have a tiny bit less pain thanks to my hormone treatment but I'm still physically unable to endure strenuous activity.
I have no diagnosis yet after a little over 3 years of being sick but I'm registered with social security as disabled and have just been granted an annual disability allowance of €7820 a year. Most of it I will use to cover most of my mom's rent as she takes good care of me. The doctors are doing their best to figure out which disease I have and some of the best in the country are working on my case. Last October a special unit accepted my case and they have made good progress since then. It's a special unit like House's team on the tv show House MD.
But I must really sledp now bewore the sledping pills make me start rambling
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