One of the most disturbing threads I've read on any messageboard. (link of course).

[wj4]

I don't know if this is true or not, I didn't click the links...just read the story.

http://www.e90post.com/fo...s/showthread.php?t=187534

 

[keepzdasneakz]

Aiya....

 

[jch3]

Damn shame.

The internet has been great for many reasons - NT, Fantasy, communication, etc. But this is where it has its downfalls.

 

[allenpak]

 

[18key]

RIP to dude, cant believe he put that on the internet

 

[phillipprettyugly]

RIP

 

[trapmuzik617]

damn... thats crazy....

 

[purple face]

I'm apart of bodybuilding.com forums too and saw the live feed last night and thought he was faking. I feel kinda creeped out kinda seeing somebody'slast moments

 

[dabuddhawitjays]

Sad...

I remember reading a suicide thread on here awhile ago too. Forgot what it was about, but it seemed like no one took the poster seriously. I was probably theonly guy who sent him a message telling him not to kill himself.

 

[jumpman247]

Body builders have deep seeded issues.

 

[mrsneakerman]

RIP

 

[fittednfresh]

RIP

 

[carolinapack04]

yea im a member of BB.com/forum. I just read through all of those posts. RIP

 

[p mac one]

RIP

 

[crank lucas]

man that just gave me chills watching that

wait the kid with the live feed posts on BB too?

 

[ar guy]

RIP

 

[p0tat0 5alad]

RIP

 

[apple windows]

 

[illionaire]

How did this video leak?

 

[shoehefner5]

i dont wanna watch it.

 

[majik214]

i'm not watching it.


is it a vid of someone killing themselves?

 

[illionaire]

To Whom It May Concern,
I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on.
I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me
reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am
an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never
change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am
not good enough for her. I have come
to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I
keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in
the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling
me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I
dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want
my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me
to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I
thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I
am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every
new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give
me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think
that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke
and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it.
I want my life to end. I am tired of **#$ing up everything. I
am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am
tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I
hope that my parents know that I **#$ed up not them. It is my fault I
screwed up my own life.
The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or
those who have crossed my path.
This hate rages full force towards me and only me.
I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot
come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and
the things I've done to hurt those in my life.
You have all touched my life in one way or another,
especially those whom I call family.
I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I
hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not
suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at
rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long.
Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard
to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many
times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did,
that it is a punishment I am willing to take, for I know that being who I am
has only brought myself and others pain.
I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created.
Forgive me.
Love always and forever,
As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone
reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying"

 

[crank lucas]

Originally Posted by ILLIONAIRE

How did this video leak?

it was a live stream from his webcam, look here

Im sure anon started recording the stream few hours after they noticed he wasnt breathing and most likely dead

 

[b smooth 202]

SMH at people in the chat...who would really take part in this %!@+...Im not even gonna read any of it

 

[myjaysgetrocked]

Originally Posted by majik214

i'm not watching it.


is it a vid of someone killing themselves?

No. He is just lying on the bed with his back towards the webcam. The cops bust in and stop the recording. This actually shows you that theinternet is serious business.