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- Apr 17, 2012
Well here it goes..When i was 19 I met this lady that was 28. We have been off and on over the past three years..we have had some major things happen(lost two children)..i never claimed she was my girl because I always wanted to mess off with other chicks..but not im getting closer to graduation and I'm realizing that this will either be the end of us or the starts of life together..I havent been in a serious relationship since my ex(broke my heart) in high school..yeah i know that was a long ago but i believe that it made me bitter and cold hearted, i really don't know what imma do about this, i love ol girl and she is everything I want my eventual wife and mother of my child to be, but then again every time I get away im right back to my hoeish ways. I always find excuses on why we shouldn't be together( age differential, me not being ready for something serous because im so young and alot of the time dk what the hell I want out of this thing called LIFE)...all i know is that I believe that I'm not ready...but i also believe that if I let her go, it may be a HUGE mistake. anyone else been through this?
...i brought this is up because i went to go see "Act like a lady but think Like A Man" last night w/ a different chick, but only thought about her...
ps. the movie was ok, nothing special..but the soundtrack will be nice.
...i brought this is up because i went to go see "Act like a lady but think Like A Man" last night w/ a different chick, but only thought about her...
ps. the movie was ok, nothing special..but the soundtrack will be nice.