Niketalk...
Thank you for your concerns! From the shoutouts to the messages I received on here, not including the countless missed phone calls and mass texts that I could not respond to.
Although, physically I’m okay, I don’t think mentally or emotionally I am. My body is numb, I still cannot process what really went down last night. Even after all the debriefings, it was surreal, straight out of a movie scene. You see and feel pure fear in everybody’s eyes, everybody’s body language. It’s like they were zombies, there was no soul in Vegas last night. The atmosphere was also dead.
I worked 24 hours straight since yesterday. I was finally able to go home a couple hours ago. I met up with family and friends... they were all already at my house waiting for me. As I parked in my own driveway, I could not help but just sit there, it seemed as I sat there forever.
I walk in my own house and I break down in tears. The blood on my uniform were not mine, the tears on my shoulder were not mine, they belonged to those who were incapable of helping themselves. They belonged to the other Officers that also broke down emotionally.
After the shooting, I conducted “crowd control” and perimeter checks throughout the Valley Hospitals, where I witnessed hundreds and hundreds, if not thousands of family member grieving in the parking lot. People calling and asking for help, asking if their loved ones are alive or where they were. I had no answer for them, I was speechless as they were.
I witnessed Nevada Civilians taking the time out of their own day, spending their own money to buy food, blankets and water to provide to the affected people. People were donating their blood throughout the whole city.
I witnessed Nurses, Doctors, EMTs, Fire Fighters... ect. being called in on their days off, helping, assisting and saving lives.
Over 50 people dead, over 500 people injured, over 22,000 people traumatized.... and millions of people angered!
I’m not going to try to read 50+ pages of this thread, because I feel I already know the conversations that consist in these type of threads.
With that said, I ask you a favor Niketalk... let’s come together! Stand together and put our differences aside! And to
@Method Man just say the word brother, make that Donation Thread and ill be first to donate whenever I can.