I went back to school when I was 31, and will be graduating this fall at 33. It is never too late fam.I can't figure out what I want/what I should be doing.
freshman year I went off to school, moved back for a girl(stupid) and went to school back home, broke up with that gf and wasn't to committed to school for the next year or so, decided I needed time to figure out what I want out of school/life so i dropped out and made plans to move to nyc. made it to nyc, been here for about 2 months(worked my *** off to get here, spending every $ I had to make the move).
the dilemma
I can't stop thinking about going back to school but back in Florida, not at home though, but away upstate. I could never get over wasting that freshman year away at school/college experience. no matter what I'm here for a year with the lease but as much as this has been on my mind I want to move back and start my college experience after this lease is over...thing is ill be 22 in November not 18..
Is 22 to old for that? to go back and rage and smash freshman chics. not that I can't do that here or anywhere for that matter I just feel like it has to be done that way in the middle of no where college town like I originally set out to do 3 years ago.
Living out in NYC is something I have always planned to do but I just feel like I skipped one of the biggest steps to get here and I'm afraid it might bother be for the rest of my life.
luckily it wasn't stolen so I'm happy for that 
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not sure what he meant but i can give my take. we seek weed for its calming, anxiety curing effects... but the spirit of God within us is supposed to provide that solace.
He experiences religious guilt, he probably thinks accidentally touching his genitals is a sin.
myself everyday. Was a student at University of Michigan, and just casually stopped going to class my sophomore year, I was depressed, I wasn't happy there, and ended up moving home. Michigan winters are no joke. Went to a local university for a bit, but again I could just never find the motivation to go to school I need to go back. I'm smart, just lazy and don't apply myself. It's not that I don't want to move out, but I can't find people to live with, and it doesn't make sense to me to pay for a one bedroom. For now Im planning to save up for a bit until I can get a nicer car, and then move out once I acquire that. It's not like I have rules, I do whatever I want, but it is not a good look being 26 and living at home.
and I hate it, always wearing hats. And I don't have the best smile, always been self conscious about it. Half of the battle though is just having confidence, I need to learn to have it.
definitely helps manage feelings and thoughts. I have a lot to be happy and fortunate for, I've traveled more in the past 2 years and made more great memories than I have in my entire life. Just sometimes that loneliness gets to me. 
, a lot of this I haven't talked to anyone about in a long time, so it's good to get it off my chest.
I've never found any satisfaction from excelling in school, and I really just look at it as a means to an end so that I don't end up being a $%^* up. I love the college environment though, so I really want to get this appeal done so that I can go back.
