I honestly feel the same way.
Yeah, associates isn't really the word.
Originally Posted by GUILLERMO GUTIEREZ
i feel that way now that im in college.
the environment i grew up in is way different then the one im in now.
i like to go outside. esp. late at night, no matter what the weather is. it could be raining/windy /cold and if i was outside walkin by myself and one of my boys saw me, they come chill with me. we'd be posted outside chillin and laughin in some bad %#% weather. girls too. we walk somewhere or sit on somebodies porch, or sit on an abandoned one. we walk all through dowtown and have a good time.
but naw, not here....
"its raining, what u doin goin outside?"
"its dark outside, why u goin out walkin for?"
"why are u goin out by yourself , its dangerous out there"
"the movies?....why u goin to the movies for?"................................ cuz i like movies and its free %++!$! thats why!
all %@$%@$ wanna do 'round here is party. i aint never seen so many partyin %%$@$#+$#*#@% in my life. i mean its aiigt, but damn dont that %$$@ get old?
i remember in freshman year, all the people on my floor was goin to a party, and i came out my room wearin a black hoody and some girls saw me and said "where u goin dressed like that?"
$***!%$ $%# %#% !%*+@%* get on my nerves
but i dont like being around alot of people, i dont like being around people i dont know, i dont like to party,
%@$%@$ in my hood dont drink. but they smoke all day. so i dont gotta be concerned with drunk %#% %%$@$#+$#*#@% thinking they superman. i will beat the dog %$$@ outta somebody thinkin they can act a %#% just cuz they had too much to drink. thats another reason i separated myself from these party hardy college dudes.
but yo, i got friends round here, but i just dont chill with them. everythings cool but i just......sighs...
whatever i dont feel like typin no more......
yo that felt good....
