"He told detectives he recalled waking up the next morning to find the woman sleeping next to him - her shirt covered in blood and lotion, and a bottle ofLubriderm on the table near the woman."
don't do it man...suicide is not the way out i wanted to commit suicide when i was younger but im glad i didnt because my life keeps gettingbetter, you are going through a rough patch right now all i can say is find someone to talk to things will get better
pm me if you need someone to talk to