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Sigh........
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I can feel my depression coming back...
I used to feel like the world was wronging me.
Like there was a constant dark cloud looming above me.
But i came to the realization that i was doing it to myself.
Brewing my own storm. Being pessimistic about many things.
It occured to me that happiness is not like some treasure that you search for. Or something that you stumble upon when fate deems that you are ready.
Happiness is something that you have to create.
Something that you deserve.
The fact that you recognize that you have to be better is great.
Small steps first.I used to feel like the world was wronging me.
Like there was a constant dark cloud looming above me.
But i came to the realization that i was doing it to myself.
Brewing my own storm. Being pessimistic about many things.
It occured to me that happiness is not like some treasure that you search for. Or something that you stumble upon when fate deems that you are ready.
Happiness is something that you have to create.
Something that you deserve.
The fact that you recognize that you have to be better is great.
I'm realizing that now. Therein lies the hard part. Being proactive has never been a strong point of mine. Im working on it and certainly am better than I was before but I have a long ways to go.
Gonna take a hiatus from all social media, NT included. I really wanna knock this semester outta the park.
See you boys Dec. 23rd.
Whatever you're going through will get better in time. The trick is to accepting that time itself takes time. And when it passes, it will have seemed like no time at all. See it through fam; you come out better on the other side if you do.
I wish I wasn't so into being with somebody and could actually feel content being on my own.
Why do you feel the need to be with someone? Is it to the point that you will be with someone that you don't care about or doesn't care about you?
I wish I wasn't so into being with somebody and could actually feel content being on my own.
Try being almost 25 and still haven't had my first relationship / kiss yet. I have all this love to share with someone but this world cold af . I'm literally that guy that sits at a table for 4 and eats a meal for 2 by myself [emoji]128517[/emoji].
Try being almost 25 and still haven't had my first relationship / kiss yet. I have all this love to share with someone but this world cold af . I'm literally that guy that sits at a table for 4 and eats a meal for 2 by myself [emoji]128517[/emoji].
You serious? Brah I'm ugly as **** and still pulling something every now and then.
Where do you try to find chicks? School, public, online, etc?
And yeah you're lucky you haven't felt the pain that is love. **** sucks mi amigo.
Had an adolescent client paticipate in EMDR. Long story short we found out his elder brother was crossing personal boundaries while sleeping in same room. Explained a lot of his acting out in public behaviors... Hopefully you find answers in your journey yo [emoji]9996[/emoji]️Anyone done EMDR treatment via a Psyciatrist?
Mine has told me we will be doing it as a last ditch effort before he puts me on a pension.
I cant recall the trauma from 7rs ago so i cant see how it will work or how ill even be able to co operate on the first session. He said hes seen high success results, but i diubt its going to work on me. Im cool with that, i just need him to put me on a pension so this 7yr hold on my life can be over and i can move on and suffer and cure myself without all this constant disruption to my mind.
But be cool to hear if anyone has done it and found it useless also.
Start college in two weeks and I'm JUICED!! Literally feels like nothing can stop me
Wish all of ya'll a happy summer !
I was in a similar position. For me I just needed to do 3 things: loosen up, take chances, and become a little less invested.I wish I wasn't so into being with somebody and could actually feel content being on my own.
Try being almost 25 and still haven't had my first relationship / kiss yet. I have all this love to share with someone but this world cold af . I'm literally that guy that sits at a table for 4 and eats a meal for 2 by myself [emoji]128517[/emoji].