NT Confessions Thread......vol 2009 will bring better luck

I can't just keep one chick

I had one of the most beautiful women to ever step foot in my life, then I got greedy word to Eric Benet
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So much like my dad it scares me (he's got 7kids)

Can't go a day without thinking I'll end up like him with babies from coast to coast

Music is my life, but I'm scared to go all out in it. I'd rather just stick to my politic goals.

Till this day, I have never had to approach a chick(I'm ok once I get over the "hello" part), but most peoplesay "the guy finds the girl", well I don't know how that will work out for me when I never assert myself. I pull bad chicks, but then again Itechnically don't
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If I don't finish something I start, I think its failure, even if the odds are against me from the beginning. I cannever quit something
 
i hate the gift my ex got me even though i did mention i wanted a pea coat earlier
correction i wore it today and i love it <3 =] i want her back so bad that id probably let her have all my passwords
i did really bad my first semester of college -_-
i think about my ex like crazy but try not to call her
i hate when people ask me where i got things
 
-I don't tell my family anything about what's going on in my life because I despise almost all of them.
-My 'ex' girlfriend is my therapist/best friend rolled in one. I still love her the same as when we were together. I just hope we can be together inthe future when its more practical. I can't imagine her not in my life in one way or another. I really can'tsee myself with any one but her, I may try and date next semester but I don't really see that going any where. When you feel like you found the one personthat truly reflects every aspect you want in a woman its hard to downgrade.
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-If this semester at Howard doesn't work out I'm transferring. Not to mention I hate D.C.
-I worry about my future a lot.
-I read a lot of esoteric books.
-Historical figures that I admire are seen as "evil" people I guess you could say.
-I'm a terrible liar because I'm not good at hiding how I feel
-I seriously think I have Seasonal depression
-I want to have a family and a wife but other times I think I'm going to wind up alone.
-I find talking about my problems or writing them to be therapeutic in a way.
 
-my ex pissed in one of my moms good glass saying she couldnt hold it so to get back at her when she said she wanted something to drink i gave it to her inthat glass.........and im gonna keep giving it to her in it.......im sorry i jus felt that was sooooo disrespectful to me and my moms when the bathroom wasonly 10 feet away........and she always doin stupid s&^%

-im only with my ex because i havent anything better yet and i think she is strating to want to get back with me.........but as soon as i find something betterim probably gonna drop her -this mechanic has had my car for a month(rebuilding the engine) wich suppose to be a four day job and im so pissed and sad at thesame time because i dont wanna flip on him and he mess up my car.......its the holidays and i am whipless -and i still wish i had new friends because the onesi have now i feel are broke, boring, lame and only use me -im very selfish
 
-I strongly dislike one of my boys GF. He used to be a wild party animal...I just hate seeing my dude give up his player card to a chick who's below hisphysical standards. I know she's smart and all but she's DUMB antisocial.

-I'm my father @ 22. Everyone says it. I'm embracing being a ladies man as well. I used to just focused on one, but I said to myself that I should havemy cake and eat it too. I like the freedom, but I feel guilt because I objectify women and make them feel like options sometimes. But I strongly believe thatuntil you settle down, dating is a game of wits....and I HATE losing.

-my brother broke up with his girl of 3 years and he got over her too fast. I'm amazed @ how male in my family interact with women sometimes.

-i'm addicted to going out. I hate staying indoors. Maybe because my crib feels like a cage sometimes.

-i would commit to my main but I'm not mentally prepared. I honestly don't go to parties to meet girls (more on a business tip to see who'simportant and to chop it up) but I end up trying to bag @ least one girl @ every event I go to..

-i don't trip over females not liking me because it truly is their loss. I've been told that I should start caring about females but I can't.I'd honestly rather get paid and be a bachelor than be a broke married person.

-Im scared of committment. I JUST can't picture myself giving my all to a female, yet I know I'ma end up doing it. I just hate walking away fromsituations distraught. That's why I really fell for a female once and felt like +!# when it went sour.

-i like to be calm and in control in all situations.

-im extremely competitive...to the point where people think I'm a a-hole. I of course think I'm fine and that people should stop being soft.
 
Originally Posted by blackmagnus514

I strongly believe that until you settle down, dating is a game of wits....and I HATE losing.
I think you're wrong here... life and peoples emotions/feelings are not things that you play with.There's nothing wrong with monogamy.
 
I got played before...and I'll be damned if I can help it...

Chicks I deal with aint being played because they know what it is. They sorta try to change me...and I intentionally give them glimpses into my softerside...but come down to the come dow...I'm a egomaniac...and I think I'm more important than to just just be an option. And if I am I better be morecompensated for it than just ()
 
Everytime I see blackmagnus I think his name says black $*+#
I am from Philly, most of my family is there, but it's so grimy I have no wish to return
I have been an only child all my life, I have a lil sis on the way and don't know how to feel
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I have already transferred once, and see no issue with doing it again
I got a lot of things for christmas but nothing gave me joy like watching my mom receive my gift
Every-time I make a joke, I am really serious
Even when I am with a fine, intelligent woman I feel I can do better
I look at my shoes in disgust now, A remembrance of my ignorant youth and mismanaged money
 
I look at my shoes in disgust now, A remembrance of my ignorant youth and mismanaged money

i hope i dont never feel this way
 
-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
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-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
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-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
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-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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Originally Posted by Hugo

-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
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-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
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-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
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-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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That my friend is no 4some

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Originally Posted by Hugo

-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
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-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
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-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
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-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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You're in college but type like that?
 
Honestly how do guys go down on chicks and dont get no box office? i will never understand if pyt was naked in front of me she mite feel one lick then comesthe stick
 
Originally Posted by kix4kix

Originally Posted by Hugo

-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
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-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
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-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
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-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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That my friend is no 4some

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well my friend was beating it n mme n my other friend was getting.....
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Originally Posted by rwfanatic

Originally Posted by Hugo

-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
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-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
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-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
tired.gif

-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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You're in college but type like that?


u got to be serious. this is niketalk its not like a essay or something that i need 2 be typing for a class..
 
- i dont know why im still going to school.. its so not for me.. not even going good.
- i'm a pothead. Straight up. (slowed down)
- my whole family thinks im a failure and i wont make it
- girls like me, then when they talk to me.. they are not interested anymore..
- i promise my mom and dad.. and my grandpa that past away that i would stop smoking ciggs.. but its hard..
- im starting to like my new friends more than the friends i known all my life.
- im depress almost all the time..
- sometimes.. i feel lonly.
 
Originally Posted by Hugo

Originally Posted by kix4kix

Originally Posted by Hugo

-i did a 4some (me and my boys did this 1 girl)
pimp.gif

-i broked in a store at nite with my boys and took alot of electronics
devil.gif

-i told my girl which shes a virgin that i only had sex 1ce which is really countless of times
tired.gif

-i did horrible in my first semester in college
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-i 1st watched porn wen i was 8
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-ive nvr stolen money 4rm my mom
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-i really dislyk lesbians that dress lyk guys
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That my friend is no 4some

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well my friend was beating it n mme n my other friend was getting.....
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Now that my friend is:

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- I let my past eliminate my future every time I meet a new female by comparing them to my ex.

- Let go of the most precious woman I've ever known, and will never get her back no matter what I do.

- Don't approach women, because I've never had to and I feel like it limits me now.

- Feel like I'm going to end up alone or either unhappy with a female I choose to marry.

- Limit myself from doing better in school because I'm lazy.

- I realize my problems and still allow myself to continue doing them.
 
Not really a confession, but:

I finally realized in 2008 that I care about other people's feelings WAY more than I should.
 
Ooh man where do I start....
-im stuck on a female that's not on the same page as me, I've dropped her multiple times but I always take her back
-i did horrible my first semester of college, I'm so #!*$*$ smart yet u don't do !$!+ and I'm so dissapointed
-i took my moms car to pick up a chick at 2 in the morning, didn't beat and I got a flat, huge L
-i need more friends, the ones I have aren't really solid, I got a couple good ones but that's it
-im anti-social sometimes, I need to be more outgoing
-i put too much attention and effort in graffiti, people close to me tell me that i need to stop, that its wrong but I don't give a #!!*, I love it
-i smoke too much trees, I used to hate it, didn't wanna be a pothead like the rest of the hoodlums I chill wit, I gotta stop
-i need to get layed but I'm too shy around females
-i blew it wit some nympho that was begging for the pipe, I refuse to let that happen again
-im just a mess in general, oh well a new year is comin, that means a new me
 
Originally Posted by So4i5

Ooh man where do I start....
-im stuck on a female that's not on the same page as me, I've dropped her multiple times but I always take her back
-i did horrible my first semester of college, I'm so #!*$*$ smart yet u don't do !$!+ and I'm so dissapointed
-i took my moms car to pick up a chick at 2 in the morning, didn't beat and I got a flat, huge L
-i need more friends, the ones I have aren't really solid, I got a couple good ones but that's it
-im anti-social sometimes, I need to be more outgoing
-i put too much attention and effort in graffiti, people close to me tell me that i need to stop, that its wrong but I don't give a #!!*, I love it
-i smoke too much trees, I used to hate it, didn't wanna be a pothead like the rest of the hoodlums I chill wit, I gotta stop
-i need to get layed but I'm too shy around females
-i blew it wit some nympho that was begging for the pipe, I refuse to let that happen again
-im just a mess in general, oh well a new year is comin, that means a new me
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im not smashing cuz i think i'm a little shy
i feel like im trapped when im at home in chicago
i'm really not sure about the future
i think about people way more than i should (i mean who's thinking about me?)
i sometimes feel like i drew the short straw in life (but hey, there are always people worse off right?)
i need to start "faking it til i make it" in a sense
 
Originally Posted by snaggykicks

Originally Posted by SKRIBZZRC

- Been smoking way too much piff
- Skipped WAYY too many classes god damn! (im in grade 11 btw)
- been beatin a grade 9 girl
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(im in grade 11)
- OD'd on shoes this year. all those countdown packages
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- Stole $300 from my cousin w/o telling anyone
- been stealing wayyy too much %@*+/robbing ppl


damn... seeing that makes me think of how fun this year actually was. %%!! it. im not changing anything haha im still here aint i? im doin good. so im straighT!!!!
karma is comin for you real soon i hope u ready to feel the rath
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People always talkin bout karma. but i could care less. i dont believe in karma. Bad stuff happens to you because thats what happens nothing to dowith what you have done.

and bro you sayin you didnt do nothin bad this year? just let it out instead of tryna front like you been good all year.
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